我都唔想寫得咁頻密 搞到我好似好得閒咁
但的確我係幾得閒 我呢種頹廢生活雖然被不少人白眼
例如點解唔學下野呀 做下暑期工呀 義工呀 什麼什麼
但我覺得 係 2年 平均半個月就要通頂一次既生活 後
同埋黎緊4年忙到嘔既生活之前 呢一段灰色時間帶
hea盡佢都係理所當然吧 ? 而出唔出街 我做乜野 都係我既選擇罷了
難得可以靜靜獨處下細心思索下這些那些事情 都冇乜所謂吧
做盡自己喜歡做自己的事情後 養精蓄銳後 我自然會精神充沛地上戰場了
就好似火車上 無憂無慮 這兩個月自然會帶我到目的地 只要我記得到站下車 就得啦
況且 相信之後3年暑假/寒假 都應該會好忙了 難得依家無考試 無擔憂 盡放鬆啦
適可而止地 及時行樂 咁先係叫做假期呀麻…
咁我係prefer 一個人麻…放假一定要出街玩架meh
我中意睇書睇劇寫blog玩facebook聽歌msn 邊行街邊食mcdonald ark
讓我頹啦 2個月後以上所有事都變得’不可能’ 架啦….(inspired by sam hahaa)
(..唔..為頹廢的生活付上了美麗的意義 哈哈哈 ho yeah~)
(而且澳門jackpot 更加令我認為呢個暑假無需要為一舊錢而被勞役兩個月..除非係正野)
唯一真係要做既野 就係prepare 下呢樣個樣 買下野 同約下朋友出黎farewell (?)
actually, i know EXACTLY what my problems are in all these years
but im just too lazy/didnt care/keep finding excuses/found it too late/ to deal with them…
starting a new life allows me to conceal all these foibles once again..just like 2 years ago
suddenly recalled 2 phrases from the bible in previous RS lessons
“For nothing is secret, that shall not be made manifest; neither any thing hid, that shall not be known and come abroad. ”
“Does anyone bring a lamp into a room to put it under a basket or under a bed? Isn’t it put on a lamp stand?”
to change or not to change. to change or to hide.
again, friendship is sth mutual..mutual effort has to be made to retain the relationship well…@_@
道不同 and 各有各忙 would really attenuate friendships sometimes.
if i could conquer laziness, the i-dont-care-attitude and always-put-ppls-word-in-RAM
i would come out as a much better,nicer person indeed..
well…maybe its good that at least im aware of my problems (once again)
and at least im considering to improve them (once again)
though duno when and how….
i know no one is perfect.. but personality-wise, im a bit too imperfect
if life is a continual process of decision-making…my life is full of errors..
(why am i so pensive suddenly……..ai………)
impromptuz 