impromptuz

boston’s weather fluctuates as much as my mood
2 days ago it was still warm and sunny, a soothing 12oC

and today it suddenly snows again with no sign..
and my dear professors finally did not reply my email for the weekend (cry)
anyway i still sent them one more to show how eager i am..
but hey, indeed i really wanna do this research ma……>o<
gum its really ying ma the project scope >o<
hope its not taken by other people yet…. ai suen la
slim chance…aaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

back from chester’s 3-hour-long office hour
god its so crowded soh dic..=_=
anyway gotta rest for an hour or so now and see wht to do next
and chester said its gonna be super difficult ……..Orz

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whenever i listened to 狂人日記 i will feel pretty 沈重….

another week started again, with a snowstorm.

if i can get an A for 8oh2, then i can do anything, no kidding.
so i told myself to at least read the notes for physics
ended up watching 係咪小兒科 ….”””
sometimes when you are so reluctant to do something
u can generate some many excuses and alternatives out instantly haha
whenever i flipped open my course note…i will become 氣虛昏厥~~
or like induction, all my negative charge will move to one side…(ng ji up mud…)

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“because life is finite, life is meaningful.
Maybe the meaning of life is something I am doing right now, as simple as breathing,
without the faintest awareness of it.
Perhaps the meainig of life is not some goal to be pursued, but something which is
articulated in the act of living itself.
The meaning of a narrative, after all, is not just the end of it, but the process of narration itself.”

my calculus notebook

my week, not very crazy

u know, im those kind of people
who needs 3 whole days of reckless abandon , after 3-day of mid-terms…
難聽一點說 i.e. 一暴十寒 (yau gei larn teng le…)
ai SBL (suen ba la), maybe I worked best  under pressure,
so procrastination is actually sth good to me?
but does it mean I can really ignore the phy pset on mon and phy exam on wed entirely?

ok la, now i will cook a noodle, and wait for the 4:00pm class

after 3 days, I think my MOST GING strength is
to hea away time without any guilt, to put problems away as if they dont exist
and do repeatedly go to wordpress-facebook-webmail-yahoo for N hours in a day