別要我洗去我的雙腳泥濘

watched Yes Man today..
the structure is so similar to “Liar liar” , also by Jim Carey

im checking my email in every minute for:
1. UROP
2. 18.03 marks
3. internships

1* 今日係幾號：i dont know? can i check my Dashboard?

2* 有心理準備做呢100條未：yea? coz im bored?

3* 最鍾意聽咩歌 : recently is “shall we talk” i hum this song every day @ way back home

4* 你有無潔癖：do I ? (shall i stop being rhetorical?)

6* 形容你自己依家既心情：happy that all work done and 12 noon class tmr!! yessss!

8* 住係邊區：tai wai/ cambridge/ ogikubo

9* 最想得到咩: GPA 5.0

10* 曾經愛過最衰既人：myself?

11* 有無後悔愛過佢：no..coz i have to face her all my life

12* 有無想過幾時結婚：right after graduation! nahh joking hahaha

13* 你覺得最可怕既係咩：uncertainty and ghost

17* 最討厭的人或物：bitches

19* 最想多謝邊個：my parents, my friends, my teachers, ladies and gentlemen..
21* 有無得罪過人：always = =

22* 如果有得罪左邊個：i need another 100 lines for this

23* 用咩牌子既筆做功課: MUJI – 0.5mm

27* 有無講過粗口:  i never swear, in japanese

30* 鍾意男定女：if girl then that’s myself

36* 數出你最愛既朋友：they are everchanging

38* 係唔係乖學生：what do you say?

39* 依家幾歲：……turning 20..(WHAT= = )

41* 去開邊間超級市場：SHAWS !!! hahhahaha

42* 你覺得你係咩人：hong kong ren

43* 口頭禪係咩：shoot

45* 上網多數做咩：facebook + email + blog , that’s it really

46* ICQ no.係咩：53447896/ 73488138 (wah i still rmb!)

47* 會唔會日日都打日記：almost

48* 幾度先會開冷氣：no air con in here =(

56* 讀緊咩班：CLASS OF 2012

60* 最鍾意香港邊一到：tai wai

63* 鍾意睇邊一類型既戲：either super pointless, or super emaningful

64* 鍾意韓國定日本多D：日本

65* 點解鍾意呢個國家: excluding the fact of the sin0-jap war, i love everything about it.

68* 最想學習哪一種語言：actually, i thought korean is quite interesting

69* 你覺得邊一個作家既書最好睇：oh no =_= i hv no favourite writer ga wor yuen loi

73* 電視劇值唔值得追：yes, and K.O. it in  a day

74* 會唔會幫呀媽做家務：my 呀媽 wont 做家務 XD

85* 係唔係淆底怪：absolutely!!!

95* 上咩堂先會訓覺： re-word it, at what class session i will be sleeping in my room

99* 搭咩車返學：my legs

problem set

some comments on the name {problem set”

whit is called problem set, but not , assignment, homework, or exercise?

“problem” itself is such a daunting/haunting word already..and now you got a SET of it

and wht even worse is that, youhave to deal with FULL SETS of PROBLEMS… not questions, not exercise

but PROBLEMS..such a bad diction :p

anyway wht i wanna say is that

yesterday i so feel like crying after doing my 18oh2 exam and my spirit is so down for the whole day

and you know what

i actually got A for the exam…=_= and its not like mere A , the avg is 70 and i got 80

hahahahaha

anyway this is life, unexpected ups and downs

have a nice day

just that, as a front desk worker, I can never say “have a nice day” very sincerely
as in Chinese it is like “我希望你會有美好的一天！“how awkward is that to say to a stranger…
in the beginning of the job apparently I have no sense of these american-style front-desk etiquette
man, you know it takes me so long to slur this “have a nice day”  out..haha
and someone said to me that “have a wonderful day!” to me, it sounds like disneyland advertisement

so other things are like
“hey how are you doing”
“good!! you?”
“good!”
this 3 seconds pointless conversation is just long enough to substitute the weird stare/smile.

anyway, I think my english is getting worse.
not just grammar, but my spoken english is so bad haahaha
if you ask me about my regrets in life , one of them would be I could never get rid my Hong Kong accent
well some people will politely pointed out that “hey, you have a slight british accent”
and some will just say “hey where are you from?” …..
well, I think before working on my accent..i better polish my phy/math/bio to the mit standard first…sigh

sigh
3 exams.
i dun wanna study.

sometimes i feel strange that
im just acting the life for myself…duno how to describe it
as language itself limits concepts ,
its like , my soul, is working for this body and this name
trying to fulflil this person personality
but actually, my inner self is not really myself.
u understand wht im saying/

and i always feel like im repeating myself in this blog
i got this feeling that i have actually typed/said the exactly same thing here before
( a deja vu blog-wise?)
maybe its because i tend to store a thread of thought in my mind for so long
and its kind of assimilated and become a part of me
so everything i typed here is so familiar
and i got the ability to say the exact same lines without realizing it,lol