Author: impromptuz

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今天零消費 美食包括:
1. 鮮蝦海撒沙律 +蛋糕
2. 札幌蒜香照燒雞湯麵 (其實只不過係出前一丁, 個名勁fancy XD)
3. 公仔點心珍珠雞 x 3

im feeling this gap always, every second in here.
no matter in background and culture, intelligence and diligence, personality and behavior.
i belong to nowhere.

in LPC i still got my small curtained corner..but here, im always exposed to people, i.e. always unintentionally exposing myself to comparision. well, not really comparision, coz the difference is too obvious. i need some privacy to deal with my own weaknesses, i need some solitude time to brush up my rusted hand and mind. i need some time to go back on track again.

i dont want to be alone but in many cases my existence among others in here is very saddening …
i can’t do the homework, i don’t want to ask, i want to try by myself for the first time
i dun want to go copy model answers or memorize marking schemes again
this is not the right way to work ……….

but when i started to do things in the proper way, i just can’t do it.

nerds, stop telling me how you “enjoy” or “relaxing” the problem sets
how “easy” that you are surprised, how quickly you finished them.

the fact is , the hard fact that im accepting slowly, i hv to work much harder to catch up with the geeks here.

say I have 5 HW now i duno which to start. becoz no matter which set i dont know how to start.
i won’t say I’m worried, but rather a 事實認知階段
i’m not lazy, i dun hv the slightest intention to slack/ procrastinate/ to be lazy.
i know time is not enough, my foundation is not enough.
there is no uncertainty. this self-engulfing fact is very clear now.

YumCha

orz..mouse壞了..乜都變晒double click..有冇搞錯呀 =_= 算啦用住touch pad 先

琴晚3:00am 狂風暴雨下 fire alarm, 個個都要evacuate 到 building 出面..
因為唔記得囉遮同著jacket既關係….我覺得企係simmons出門分分鐘危險過indoor -_- 打緊風麻
原因: smoking in gym !!! 太過份了

今日去左chinatown! 飲茶~~珍珠奶茶~~

買了:
1. 冰凍魚蛋 (送麵用)
2. 出前一丁麵 多種味道 !
3. 紙包Vitasoy 麥精 + 檸檬茶 !
4. 叮叮珍珠雞~叮叮鮮蝦皎

嘻嘻嘻~~ because a Chinese like me cannot live on BREAD or BBQ alone!!!!!

近排愛曲: 閃靈, ロスとマン

唉, 好頭暈, 唔知係咪飲得太少水, 定係咁日暴雨走火警sip親?