我最喜愛的人是小弟弟
我最討厭的人也是小弟弟。
為什麼我喜愛他？
因為他很惹人愛，
他時常微笑，
他胖胖白白，
像一隻小肥豬。
為什麼我討厭他？
他咬我，
他打我，
他抓我的頭髮，
他時常半夜哭，
使我不能入睡。
不過， 我還是喜愛他多一點，
因為他是我的小弟弟。
i suddenly recalled this poem.
in primary 1 (i.e. 5 years old)
teachers have chosen a few outstanding girls to participate in the speech festival
but thats not me =p but im so bitter that I memorized the poem
and always performed it at home ..=_=
this post could definitely go to the “surprise” catagory
WOW just like in movie (…hahahahaha)!!!
dont worry im not in trouble XD
well to me, FBI actually stand for
so im taking 4 classes only.
compared to freshman Fall — 5 full class + 1 seminar
or freshman spring —-4.5 classes + 1 research for credit
i feel kind of strange becoz i hv such a hardcore freshman year
then im back to 4 classes again.
seems like im wasting the tuition fee.
im questioning myself whether im making excuses for myself to have less worload again.
but here are the reasons why:
1) unlike the classes i am taking, 本科 GPA is very important. less sub, more time on each.
2) I have never taken any lab class or engineering mechanics before, its gonna be hardhardhardcore.
the time needed for each subject will double or even triple for me to do it well
but if touchwood i B any subject, my GPA will really be at risk.
but as my friend said, if you are taking 6 subjects and you B everything, thats the same thing.
so, maybe I could take one PE class too. my schedule would probably be:
NO CHANGE NO CHANGE NO CHANGE
1) Engineering Mechanics 1
2) CEE Design Lab 1
3) Ecology: The Earth System
4) Japanese Culture/ Problem of Philosophy
5) Econ?
actually, i dont really have to take to 5 subjects = _ = Course 1 requirement is so easy to fulfil
Tonight, I decided not to do anything. (just like any other late nights.)
I think the only problem is– I should stop welcoming my own lame excuses
any kind that will stop my progress.
I think I should stay in the student center except for sleeping
one is for the air-conditioning, second is, the environment would really push me
dang, instead of going back to work, i dont mind taking summer classes
another thing is, i dont really like people asking how my MIT life is: as in, to me,
they r trying to find out whether I am folded, doomed, antisocial or what
sample question: so what do you do in weekends? who do you hang out with?
how’s classes? do you have anything to do except studying? how well are you doin.
my interpretation: what im doing now is JUST exactly enough to deal with these
kind of questions. honestly, non-academic stuffs are really just to tell myself and tell
others im not a nerd , well
Last thingI wanna say today is,
I dont like random strangers bumping into my blog ,
or people that i totally have no relationship with
as mentioned in my previous entry, how i shape myself in front of people
is a totally contradiction with my honest self- presentation in this blog
sometimes, i dont want random people knowing me in deep-shit.
keep the good image is good enough. too much info is no good.
anyway…if you are reading this blog, it is still kind of 緣份, so, ok la
impromptuz 