Elixir of Quietude*

so my final Saturday before leaving was over.
had a big gathering with 28th jsecs committee and family friends.
3:08am. absolute silence.

all nights i was viewing some on-campus jobs available for freshman..and also any potential ‘winter’ internship. i know its kinda late for me to finally realize the importance of concrete work experience (as i’m re-structuring my CV again) honestly i’ve sent out my CV to around 8 companies in June but got no reply..just becoz my CV is very fai with no ‘work experience’ column. its like a jobless spiral then i will forever looping in (touchwood!)..and to start with, on-campus jobs/research assistants/ UROP should kick off my career life..well anyway..at last i couldn’t find any short winter internship, but there is IAP on-campus jobs…

after ‘confuzzling’ about my interns, then im thinking about my future career paths. usually follow by ‘when r u leaving’, ppl will ask ‘actually wht u really wanna do’..my answers are like ‘environmental consultant or government’ which i’ve no idea with. -_- would I end up in banking /consulting stuffs again (quite likely)? or give up my interest and study econ? (impossible-.-)..or goin to japan and get married??? (fine, dream on…@@)
future is still a big blank, but wht’s great about life is that, future is always in my hand. goin to college will (hopefully) give me a direction wht i really wanna do…(which ppl told me the same thing before going to LPC…LPC will let u know wht major u wanna do! =_+)

*a comment on martini made by E.B. White (the one who wrote Charlotte’s Web!)..well then this blog is probably my martini :) p.s. my next attempt is to write a blog without ANY emoticons..see how it works haha

殘忍不失慈悲

“中伸書院送iPhone招副學士 教育界轟助長送禮搶學生歪風”
佢真係送我即刻去報名!!

tonight bought a new schedule book (again..) while im filling in the tiny boxes “day by day” happily, i realized seriously there is no more free day. such a schedule ..won’t allow me to take Chem ASE, so better just leave it =D .. man, i can find a thousand reasons more for this..coz if i took Chem too, the only subject im dealing with is Math and Physics, which obviously is NOT the most thrilling combination to take. but anyway, im sure i will pass 18.01..and bio i still can’t find any substantial study materials..

pardon my unncessary parionoic-act..the word ‘school’ just automatically drives me academic :(

nah, so whtever i will be taking Chem, Math, Physics and Japanese in first term. then Phy,(Bio),War, Age of Reason, and Japanese VI in second term…. (well.. i should draft a statistic on the no. of posts i’ve written about my different courses choices….=__=)

some school-unrelated stuffs..going to comics festival !! yay!! but sadly im not wearing my yukata becoz i think its a very 7 act [sosad]..and hv da-bin-lo dinner afterward..how could i go da-bin-lo with my japanese costume on..? @_@ …

anyway..Happy August.

堅強不失溫柔

罪があるのは  諦めているから
有罪  是因為輕言放棄
罰があるのは  求めすぎるから
受罰  是因為奢望太多

15 nights later..i’ll be typing my wordpress in Cambridge. still, there r full-day fai hea days left in my schedule book..well luckily i’ve met those i would really like to chat with already in my early holidays. The next few big gatherings are ECS, family friends, disneyland with my mum (?), MCS friends, and relatives, then jao really byebye. I tried to study..but after my 3-day book hunting i still cant find my bio textbook..maybe i should rely on wikipedia? done 1/2 of the math syllabus..well integrals, its not sth i completely hv no idea with, at least i hv some sketchy concept remained in my mind (hopefully XD) suddenly i started to hv this strange feeling…i would miss my room, i would miss 68k to shatin plaza, and also my family except my dad. wht’s in front of me its sth i cannot define (yet), i cannot figure out, wht would happen, wht kind of incidents and ppl i gonna deal with…its a ‘wow’ thing but its also a ‘aiii’ thing…u get wht i mean..

so ppl i hv to really thanks are: benedict for proofreading everything for me, parents for financial support, gor gor for experienced advising, xg for undying support, amy bertha fiona-san my forever kizuna-ed frens, hayley and beenthai from LPC helped springing my best 2 years in life, MCS ppl reminding me i always hv a ‘last resort’, ECS ppl eliciting my confidence that i did successfully do sth big, kazu sempai unknowingly become my spiritual prop in my 2-year high school life; Li Ping for inspiring me in all facets; and everyone who has made an impact on me in these 18 years..sincerely..thanks a lot.

lastly, a random quote from the admission blog
“I also made it my personal mission to make sure everybody on the planet earth knew I had gotten in. No, don’t give me that humility crap, you get in and try to keep it a secret. I was excited! For that week and the week after I was probably unbearable but everybody was nice about it and put up with me.” quite true..”””” haha

step/fall in love

1st stop: Swindon, can’t find my book..again. no book no study. damn
2nd stop: World trade spaghetti house dinner! with been-thai with denise, max wu,keith, finally met gabby in this summer! and the food is really goood :) then da gay for a while
3rd stop: Club Sugar, no min charge and no entrance fee XDD whoo~ ordered Vodka Martini, haha such a crazy drink…(to me =_=) …anyway..happy chat with keith and kennetth back home, shatin ppl are always nicer heehee
4th stop: gotta go to shatin commercial press and cityU bookstore to find my book!! and hv to print some photos :) ..ah and get my back-up eyeglasses in shatin

definition of 宅男/宅女:

有上BBS、班版或部落格發表意見的習慣,現實生活中則不太喜歡跟同學講話。他們總是說:「要瞭解我,去看我的部落格,不要現在問我。」嚴重影響現代學生人際關係。
@_____________________@”” well..just ppl wont give a damn to ur bullsh!ting face-to-face, so ppl prefer writing it expressively,detailedly and thoughtfully in solitude ..but if this is one of the definition of otaku, then im definitely one of them hahaha

[unrelated title again hahahaha]

goo-waak-jai-online

你問  呢個遊戲其實係乜野 其實只係click here click there and ‘升呢’ 既遊戲
不過玩落又幾好玩

今日終於收到了 cyberport 的債項 呵呵 有$了

明天—5點到swindon買 Life, the science of biology, 6:30 world trade been-thai dinner, 10:00 club sugar
現在 –古惑仔online, 3:58am

就是慣了簡短/point-form 的 presentation of info 的方式…上網的consequence leh..