impromptuz

this is exactly what’s happening now:

just random: i realized ppl always want to show off in front of me ?
maybe im too sensitive but i really wanna tell u guys that i dun really care?
becoz im pretty sure they mean nothing to me ?? becoz first-impression is indestructible.

發覺這世界永遠太少深刻
因此花一天改變一切習慣
發覺這世界永遠太多蹺蹊
因此花一天擁有一切運氣

慢慢地邁向聽朝
靜靜地懷念昨日
再決定今天只要相信愛
叫皺紋散開 喚青春歸來
因此我喜歡花一天感覺一切是愛

before anything, i really wanna say:華懋一定要贏 ng goi…and mr.chan等天收

What I would really do is :

0) Buy a new eyeglasses. one of them broke into two pieces. I want a nerdy one.
1) Watch OCW videos for Engineering Mechanics I every night / weekend

2) write detective novel jointly with my MIT friend in a blog starting from June
(yea maybe next year u will see @ur  hometown bookstore…detective novel by MIT authors!)

3) shop stuffs to decorate my new room into a 和室
(??!)

or buying pictures like

seriously,
how to decorate my room liek a japanese roomm???? any suggestion?

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昔者莊周夢為胡蝶
栩栩然胡蝶也
自喻適志與
不知周也
俄然覺 則蘧蘧然周也
不知周之夢為胡蝶與
胡蝶之夢為周與
—–莊子<齊物論>

春立下分際的標竿時，我作了一個夢。
我夢見我竟然變成了人，走到草原上，
看著自己飛來飛去。
雨水沾濕了翅膀，卻讓花香更清明；
穀雨雖然寒冷，卻讓鮮豔的顏色更磅礡。
當我還是蝴蝶的時候，我不知道自己如此地快樂。

我遇過這叢花嗎？或是這花的誕生是因為我？
我能再遇到他嗎？還是我從未盛開過？
不過，我知道那花從此印記成我的紋路

Chaque papillon etait le fantome d’une fleur passe,
revenant a la recherche de elle-meme

那個隱居的女人，她的朋友說。

Est-ce que j’ai vraiment rencontre cette fleur?
Etait-elle nee pour moi?
Est-ce que je vais la revoir?
N’ai-je jamais eclos?

當我夢為人的時候，我才發覺這被忽略的快樂。
尋找前世的蝴蝶，在夢的觸鬚中成了人；
身體形式是生命的各站停靠。
懂得太多的人，被心眼絆倒，在計較間迷走打轉
而那不怕貘、不懂生死的翅膀，正飛舞在最美的風景間
我期待夢醒的時候，要做一隻順應快樂的蝴蝶。

「每一個蝴蝶都是從前的一朵花的鬼魂，回來尋找它自己。」

yesterday has an interesting talk with a friend
(yea thats what we do for exam preparation)

seems there is a set expected formula for all people in the HK community

1. earn a university degree
2. get a job and earn money to support ur family and urself
3. buy a big house and car
4. get married and have a baby

and the baby will follow step 1-4 again
and the baby’s baby will follow step 1-4 too

generated by natural selection and some traditional thoughts,
this steps of life may have the best survival advantage

what people think is, social pressure:
1. DONT earn a university degree -> you are stupid
2. get a job and earn money to support ur family and urself –> you are not contributing to ur society and being selfish
3. buy a big house and car –> you dont have any label showing your richness
4. get married and have a baby –> you will have no one to take care of you when you are old

is it a must to follow this?
There are many things I wanna do
And what Im looking for is definitely NOT being rich or become an ibanker

sth I must do in my life:
i want to live in Japan for a year
I want to speak Japanese fluently
I want to have a job that is with low risk and high pay (XD)
I want to enjoy my life
I want to have enough sleep every day
I want to travel around the world, alone

thats what im really looking forward to.
so why i really appreciate people getting a gap year

why do we have to slave under the social expectation?
why cant I go to somewhere do some volunteer work
Why should I get straight As if it means I will have no life?

We never know how long our life would be.
人生如白駒過隙，倘不及時行樂，則老大徒傷悲也！