having chem lecture by Richard r.Schrock in Fall 2008. Note the paper planes.
If the level of looking-forward-to-Tokyo in 2007 is ‘ultimately high’
then this time going back to MIT is ‘moderately high’
I can’t explain why,
I should have hate this place which has tortured me so much
My emotional and ego trajectories
were
constantly
arcing
downward
but somehow, there is a nameless force urging me to go back.
Yes, there is pressure, So Bad? Not at all.
coz studying is really the sole single pressure you have to deal with.
And it is accompanied by unexpected accomplishments,
fruitful learning and satisfactions.
Though I won’t deny that I did, do, and will struggle a lot.
And what I like best about this nerdy environment is,
solitude is nothing unorthodox and even celebrated.
i.e. you don’t even have to deal with people, hurrayyyyyyyy
And FYI,
I am firmed with double majoring with Sloan Management Science (OR)
though still tentative to change, I will try my best to stick with my plan.
impromptuz 