異国

午睡兩小時還身在香港,一回神,赫然現実に戻っちゃった。

睡眼惺忪,公車外 正 抽卷著  一幅又一幅異國風情畫。

感覺像置身於好萊塢片場般,陌生  卻毫不陌生。

異国情緒たっぷりけど、

慶幸我從來不屬於這裡。

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鹽燒雞+蔥燒雪魚!
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秋去冬來。

“這時才想起,向來詩文上秋的含義,並不是這樣的,使人聯想的是蕭,是淒涼,是秋扇,是紅葉,是荒林,是萋草。然而秋確有另一意味,沒有春天的陽氣勃勃,也沒有夏天的炎烈迫人、也不像冬天之全入於枯槁凋零。我所愛的是秋林古氣磅礴氣象。” – 林語堂

告訴你吧,世界

蠅眼中,世界是分裂的,異化的。

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Fig 1. my 形散神不散 written in 2-year LPC time.

  • Rather calling it a blogging feature, writing in point-form (again) actually implies that I have forever lost the ability to write cohesive long paragraphs (See Fig. 1) , sorry lilaoshi :(
  • 1.5 months left and if I don’t wud gay, especially in 14.02 and 1.00, I will stop eating McWings in Hong Kong
  • …or if they ever finally found the magnetic monopoles.
  • I really enjoy walking myself back home at sunset .. Vassar street is my k-room and I will sing so loudly as if there is no one else in the world
  • speaking about singing, I just realized I’ve been so active in singing ever since I came to MIT. Singing is never my strength..but I guess a lil part in me actually enjoy performing shamelessly , yes I am indeed an insatiable narcissist, and am proud of it. haha
  • 6am, daybreak, eason’s songs in iTunes, bejeweled, no distraction, absolute silence, reckless abandon, what could be better?!
  • In these special days of the month, I will become even more critical/cynical/choleric/extreme/conservative/evil/juding/dangerous ..sometimes I wonder whether this is my true self or not. is it a kind of time-dependent dissociative identity disorder!? (誤)
  • Christmas will be the very first holiday after high school that I don’t have an internship!!! things to do: meeeeet beenthai and friends, meeeet grandpa, readdddd books, study algebra,  watch drama as if there was no tomorrow =D ….I’ve never been homesick until recently. when things went too wrong and out of control, home is always my frontline resort.
  • MSNing with people like Kala chung , vicky lam, xg, jenny liu etc makes me smile during class
  • Not counting myself there is +129.71% increase of visit (FYI, around 70 hits per day)…that’s creeeeeepy becoz I never know who the hell is reading my BS XDD Anyway, thank you so much for bearing with me, sharing my bits and pieces, and visiting this fai blog!!!
  • If you know me well, if I don’t blog I die, and If I die I can’t blog, so I blog when I ‘m still alive.  “equals Capital D.”- big bang theory

I will not surrender.
告訴你吧,世界
10:28am, Nov 20,2007.
因為我仍對未來有所期盼.

enough BS.
除了文字可一再刺激我停滯了的思緒,
3:16am, Nov 10, 2009.
我還能做什麼?

我喜歡出發 喜歡離開
我喜歡停留 我喜歡長久
-《我》

《山寨版-我》

我喜歡未接來電 喜歡未讀電郵
我喜歡日出而息  喜歡日入而作
我喜歡熬夜清晨  喜歡午睡黃昏
我喜歡天天洗澡  喜歡夜夜聽歌
我喜歡爸爸媽媽  喜歡哥哥朋友
我喜歡熱熱鬧鬧  喜歡靜靜獨處
我喜歡麻省理工  喜歡沙田大圍
我喜歡考試時限  喜歡功課挑戰
我喜歡寶石方塊  喜歡工程力學
我喜歡日本文化  喜歡中國美食
我喜歡萬無目的  我喜歡隨心隨意

我成名了

有人來問我是不是唱acapella的,因為他說他去了songfest對我有印象。
噢,我成名了。
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這個學期學到的是

每個人都有自己獨特的觀點,品性難移。

每個人做每一件事,說每一句話,都有他自己的意義跟intention

而每個行為背後,都有他自己的理由去justify。

謝謝跟對不起,這些客套話,不嫌煩一定要說。

bottom line 是 一定要有禮貌,因為禮貌反映家教。

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二十年後的承諾。