equilibrium

Thursday, April 10, 2008
今日上晒堂 呵呵呵
上堂又再次”驀然回首”
發現”以前”既我 (可能只係上星期, 上個月,上年, 幾年前) 都係幼稚得可憐

總係覺得”現在” 做緊既野一定係岩 無可能錯
斷言自己點點點  做左好多唔理智既決定 但覺得自己睇人睇事完全rational

但往往由依家望番轉頭  真係唔想承認自己做過呢d白癡野  有咁既想法

可能呢d就叫做成長

成日比 自己既弱點”蒙在鼓裡” 成日處於當局者迷既情況
真係要做番一個 自己睇住自己既 “旁觀者”
先發覺自己做事既咁唔成熟   好明顯既野都x然不知  以為everything is going perfectly fine
回想起都覺得尷尬 @_@

成長大慨係咁
有 遺憾 有自嘲 有檢討 先有進步

大慨 下星期既我 又會覺得今個星期既我做過既一點事 而蒙羞…
不過唔緊要啦 … 終有一日 我會shape up 到 “不令自己蒙羞” 既 long-term status 掛?

27小時沒睡

9pm – 3am UR0P 12-page summary on climate change mitigation and adapation planning in MA

3:00am -12:00 noon term paper intro on injection of stratospheric sulfur aerosols geoengineering scheme

1:00-3:00pm Japanese Politics and History discussion section

3:00-4:00pm JAVA recitation

4:00-5:00pm print and hand in term paper and summary

5:00-6:00pm UROP meeting

6:00pm-9:00pm dinner with uncle andy

9:00–10pm Office hour for Engineering Mechanics

10:00-11:30pm acapella practice

11:30pm – 12:00midnight Laundry, goodnight.