sorry this post is getting long…

Back in Dec 2011:

Business Communications...our professor on job interview etiquette:
“By the time you walked out the building, you should have your stamped thank you card ready…now look for a mailbox, post it to your interviewer.”
………wth? o_o It’s the 21st century..time to update your syllabus Sloan?

Apparently someone really did it to my bro!! Bro interviewed a guy on Sat and the thank you letter (yes, hardcopy) arrived at his office on Tue. Did it work?? No. Coz my bro has sent out all the interview reports already…and he didn’t even bother to send a thank you e-mail. It’s ‘awkwardly’ impressive, but useless. haha. So guys, don’t waste ur 郵票 on this la~~~
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記住呀,不順眼而事不關己的事情,就立刻踢它們出去my circle of concern!

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這個weekend出席了三個聚會、
集合我過往六年認識的朋友。
有一些讓我壓抑得喘不過氣來,
有一個卻可讓我開懷大笑得喘不過氣來。
物以類聚,等等吧,時間會協助我再分類distill出來。

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「唉,算啦」似乎變了我的口頭禪。
沒有多餘力去give it a try nor think about alternatives.
記憶力也明顯地退步,solutions?立刻execute!
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我這個hea人做什麼最有恆心/給力/一絲不苟/有要求/有quality assurance?寫blog。

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完成了appraisal meeting..
結果是:隨mtg附送一個停車場,再多一棟樓。O.O

I am in charge of my life

Sometimes reality can be discouraging…I feel increasingly victimized by my own magnifications of inadequacy and helplessness.

ask yourself: “what is my response?” instead of “what’s going to happen?”

Stop blaming, stay cool under pressure! Face the difficulties ahead and K.O. them one by one.
Focus our energy on things that we can do something about.
Get out of the negative zone.

“I have to…” –>”I choose to!”

I’m bored…

沒事沒事,只是病倒了,不好受,想多了。放鬆放鬆。。
最近每天發夢都在“逃亡“,心緒不寧。

from the second I wake up …everything is so annoying and frustating……
my energy level only allows me to perform basic functions….
24 hours…..2 hours spent on peak-hour MTR…..7 hours living in dizziness…..
Repeat..repeat..repeat…repeat…getting worse and worse….
how could I not disappoint others if I can’t even meet my own expectations…
can’t even fake a smile now. forever the awkward one.

Slow and Uneasy

  • 跟小師弟吃午飯,提到報工需要先完成一份人格測驗。
    其中一條問:「你是一個喜歡說話的人嗎?”是”,”否”。大佬,傻既都答”是”啦下話。」
    似乎大家都努力將自己塑造成“人才”,並predetermine了“人才”應有的attributes。勤奮,有責任感,這些qualities還make sense的。但難道只有「喜歡說話」的人,才叫成功人士的材料嗎?
  • 「孩子似的眼裡夾著驚疑的光,雖然力避我的視線,張皇地似乎要破窗逃去。」
    跟唔啱channel/嘴形的人interact真是很費力,interact越久就越感uneasy。認識了一陣就會被filter出去,變成fb catergorize的”acquaintances” 。Unless by business needs, 跟這些人social真的免得就免。
  • 「你屋企wifi password係幾多?」
    今年拜年,無論男女老幼,都在低頭玩電話玩whatsapp玩遊戲,合理地回避大家的視線和問題,。手機是避風塘,要不然都沒有話題跟親朋戚友聊天吧?唯一肯抬頭的時刻,就是拍大合照的時候。拍完,拜年完畢,走得。下一年,希望進門前先把各人的手機收起,wifi is not thaaaat essential right? 視wifi如氧氣的我都偶然放手一下。(天音:hai ng hai ar =.=)