淘汰

淘汰 this song ..really means a lot to me

firstly its the ringtone used for half a year..
my most stressed out time in LPC when
sponsors and exco phoned me n times for JSECS
so somehow its haunting. esp. the intro part

but its also brings me back some sweet memory too.
and its the songs looped many times in block 4 computer room.

Japanese.

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books in japanese language at home..
and many at MIT too..haha~

today hv been doing research on some environmental firms in hong kong
sent some enquiry emails whether they would offer summer internship to uni students or not..
hmmmmmm…then im trying to look back on my resume.. i got really nothing on environmental stuffs..
= =” and actually everything is pretty random

i got a PR internship and a front desk part-time at school
im in HKSA and asian acapella in MIT
im english tutorial and japanese class and web team leader in LPC
volunteered for unicef and mcdonald house in hong kong and japan
then JSECS and MCS IT team and AV Team
………..so not focused………………..

while my heart really want to fold up

but if i really dun involve more to upgrade myself and equip myself
i wont find any jeng UROP or internship lor = =

DANNGGG I NEED MICROSOFT OFFICE AHHHHHHHH

Hardcore, oh so science.

timetable



18.0 3 Differential Equation

(heard its easier in Spring and I got confidence in it!)

18.0 2A Calculus II continued
(..hmm = = if I didnt flunk my mid-term..anyway still have chance to get A, ganbatte ganbatte oushoushoush)

21F.5 04 Japanese 4
(would be my 休閒班 as dun hv to put extra effort in it…)

7.0 14 Introductory Biology for Environmental Engineering
(ai..gotta 自己靠自己了…)

8.0 2 Physics II
(should be okay..many ppl will be taking this with me)

actually if Im so fear for 自己靠自己..is course 1 really good?
hope I could find good friends and professors in course 1
then i wont feel clueless hellpless and alone

in orange means, I take this to get A.

大計

my new year resolution is:
The “S”s
Sufficient Sleep.
Self-Sufficient.
Study.
Sink
Seclusion

and the simple “H”s
Healthy and Happy :)

ok main aim is
做每一件事都全力以赴 不懂就要立刻弄清楚 每天都要複習一下
每星期要做些新奇好玩事情一次
嘗試再下廚…….
要有PE 課 多走路上學
希望有3科A 至少 要發力
希望真的實現健康生活年目標 充足睡眠 多吃菜
希望可以找到一份有趣而不用programming的UROP
然後繼而找到一份威猛的summer intern..(eh…)
希望有更好的 IQ 及 EQ 少發脾氣
一個人時就要甘心一個人 不要埋怨自己的選擇
希望多點自信及動力
留意時事 多看新聞
對人友善一點

ok as im being asked why-do-such-a-random-internship
or in case im being asked wht i’ve learnt from my winter intern

i will say:
communications skills + negotiation skills–>practical in all working fields
human touch is essential no matter for engineers or businessmen
but usually engineers lack this
i.e. before doing anything relevant to my profession
its important to consolidate my foundation in two-way communication
therefore i found this communication-intensive PR working environment
has effectively honed my social skills
also doing research and coverage analysis –>organization skills

ok blow water end. hahahaha

二零零九

二零零九年將會係身體健康年!! (唔..希望唔會太遲啦 choi choi choi)

將於大年初一後生效的new year resolution:
1. Healthy Diet
戒牛, 盡少食mcdonald (say 1個月食一次), 食雞唔食皮, 少食炸野,
去student center 買 cheese fries 時 轉買 Caesar salad
去dorm vending machine 買可樂時轉買 XXX
多食菜, 多做運動, 少答 shuttle bus

(to be continued…)

next next week will go back to school..
the sad cycle will just start again…
crying everything..getting clueless every week..
while next term would be worse becoz there would be grade
which GPA is used for finding good summer intern
while finding good summer intern means a better CV
a better CV means a better job
a better job means a higher salary
a high salary means a better quality of life
a better quality of life means I can enjoy my life, lifelong

so if i x all my subs next term, i cant enjoy my life lifelong.