Spiral into Spring

Classes in Spring, in the order of difficulty...let’s see if I’ll still think in the same way in April :S :

6.041: Probabilistic System Analysis
My second Course 6 (i.e. EECS) class. Notoriously difficult psets, and even more difficult exams. There are lectures, recitations and tutorials. I have no idea how challenging it will go, for the time being I will just try to catch up…: S

1.060: Engineering Mechanics II (Fluid Mechanics)
After leaving MCS, I once swore that I will never ever touch Mechanics again. Surprise, surprise, here comes the 3rd round of Mechanics class in MIT. In Structural Mechanics class its all static..now things will flow omg. The professor is very humorous I like him. and its entirely chalk-and-board teaching, which is great.

1.020: Lab II
I never thought I have to worry too much about lab class. Well, not that it is difficult to ace, but it is time consuming in preparing the pre-labs, weekly lab quizzes, team meetings, plans etc. The class is on electronic signal conditioning/sensor and energy harvesting. First lab today, seems fun, have to keep my lab book clean and neat!

14.01: Principles of Microeconomics

People always said this is a very easy class. Really?? Becoz I dont think 14.02 is easy at all ..the exams and psets are so mathematical, the average is low.  I could have waive this class if I did well in IB though..haha but I didn’t.

15.501: Corporate Financial Accounting
Another class without powerpoint –they use those transparent plastic sheet and project xxx…what is that projector thing called?! There are fill-in-the-blanks in the lecture note..so jin….anyway….accounting is sth I truly want to learn too. coz I never quite understand those Q1 Q2 Q3 Q4 reports. Hope it is as straightforward as I expect la.

Monty Hall Problem

Top-1o-random-List of otaku/hea websites I recommend..and it pretty summarized my virtual life:

  1. Unanimous Choice: facebook. bejeweled, friends’ note and groups recently joined. news feed.
  2. Current Affairs:Yahoo! or Google News. On.cc or appleactionnews is even better. TMZ.com
  3. MIT chapter: MITFML.com, isawyou.mit.edu and classmates.mit.edu. baseline, Stellar. haha
  4. For a laugh: discuss.com.hk, HKGolden, youtube, big bang theory at tudou.com
  5. Intellectually engaging: NYT opinion. friend’s’ blogs. or OCW! haha
  6. Chat with someone: oregle.com, MSN, skype.
  7. Running out of ideas: Read xanga subscription. Yahoo! Movie.PhDcomics.com, woot.com
  8. E-mail. Write some random emails. and wait for response.
  9. Read Lecture powerpoint before hand. SICK…and pathetic.
  10. READ THIS BLOG :)


Arbitrary Realm of Knowledge

3 points:

  1. 估下撞到邊個? 每逢禮拜三路線! 就三秒鐘,就是我三天的快樂糧食。沒有舉頭,慢一秒,就發現不到。

  1. Sense of alienation is killing. Too skeptical. Self-esteem is zero. Mental self-defense is infinite. Allergic to all the ‘others’ outside my intimate Circle of Trust. Data overflow in my mind. People, stop looking at me like that. Stop talking to me like that. Stop treating me like that. I would rather you leave me alone. No, I don’t want to tell you. No, I don’t want to know. Taking everything too seriously. But at least I feel closer to reality. At least it means that my friends and family have been too kind to me all along. This dark internalized fear of dealing with interpersonal activities is consolidating.
  2. 上五樓的快活很耐聽,《心的距離》讓我連想到陳奕迅另一首unplugged國語歌《狂人日記》。《狂人日記》比較收斂冷靜,然後慢慢升溫,層層遞進,有點長嘯問蒼天的激動。個人最喜歡陳演繹這句歌詞-很不羈 “我没有想过改变荒芜了的沙漠  我最疯狂的错 只是幻想童话的王国” 。《心的距離》一開始徘徊於灰淡的憂鬱情感,副歌開始越來越緊湊,然後突然震撼地爆發,特別是eason超具爆炸性的‘連環嘶吼’,歇斯底里地點出整首歌再深一層的情緒,推向高潮。而最愛的歌詞是“衡量你的心直線到我之間  沒有跨越的機會 ”,副畫面感,充分感受到這句詞所藴含的“乏力” 和 “不甘”,感染力十足。 (天音:so IB !!)

About

You can tell that she was nervous. she really was.

She was looking around unnaturally,
jiggling her dorm key,
biting her nails,
playing with her earlobe with the other hand.

still not sure what to do.
she unzipped her handbag, for nothing.
inside it contains the usual stuffs- wallet, mobile, ipod or maybe a DC.
she reached inside and pretended to look for something.

Well, not like anyone would notice her at all anyways.

good, mobile phone, great thing to keep my hands busy, she thought.
Hoping no one would notice that she actually already has a watch on her arm,
she grabbed it and checked the time.
she changed the phone from Normal Mode to Silent Mode. then Silent Mode to Vibrate Mode.
then Vibrate Mode to Normal Mode.
Put it back. Zipped the bag.
Running out of stuffs to play with, she felt as embarrassed as being naked. Sick.

Elevators.
Mixers.
Arriving early.
Waiting for someone who’s late.
Waiting to be called.

now you know why she always got her 4.7-pound macbook in her bag.
it’s her ultimate shell from awkwardness by making herself awkward. haha.