About

You can tell that she was nervous. she really was.

She was looking around unnaturally,
jiggling her dorm key,
biting her nails,
playing with her earlobe with the other hand.

still not sure what to do.
she unzipped her handbag, for nothing.
inside it contains the usual stuffs- wallet, mobile, ipod or maybe a DC.
she reached inside and pretended to look for something.

Well, not like anyone would notice her at all anyways.

good, mobile phone, great thing to keep my hands busy, she thought.
Hoping no one would notice that she actually already has a watch on her arm,
she grabbed it and checked the time.
she changed the phone from Normal Mode to Silent Mode. then Silent Mode to Vibrate Mode.
then Vibrate Mode to Normal Mode.
Put it back. Zipped the bag.
Running out of stuffs to play with, she felt as embarrassed as being naked. Sick.

Elevators.
Mixers.
Arriving early.
Waiting for someone who’s late.
Waiting to be called.

now you know why she always got her 4.7-pound macbook in her bag.
it’s her ultimate shell from awkwardness by making herself awkward. haha.