Author: impromptuz

Darts and Roses

..and i’m already blindfolded.

拜託你　不要數我
從前事　若你要數
太多污點讓你數不盡
你看我　今次多守信
難道我　後悔已經沒有用

是我做錯　是我做錯
是我做錯　你要甚麼
縱費用昂貴　在所不計
只想洗去舊過失　累積一貨櫃
恨也恨過　鬧也鬧過
罰也罰過　還求什麼
我縱是無法被你抱住
都起碼讓我停住跌勢

你記住我當初不忠誠
不相信今天我　愛上安定
我對著你怎保証
至夠力証明我　已是定了性

是我做錯　是我做錯
是我做錯　你要甚麼
縱費用昂貴　在所不計
只想洗去舊過失　累積一貨櫃
恨也恨過　鬧也鬧過
罰也罰過　還求什麼
過去事何以尚要多提
圍繞這討厭主題發揮

你看著我眼睛
何以你　會待我這麼不公平
不相信今天我　愛上安定
那印象你可否抹清
我再讓你難過　我願受報應

got all those social anxiety disorder symptoms. haha

Bernoulli

that’s what I have to K.O. for the internship….= _______ =
it really spans through Course 1 2 3…

Finally went to student center… i finished all my expected work* in 2.5 hours
(thank you letter in japanese, pre-lab, pset and review fluid mechanics)
such a magical place !!

昨天教授在”intro to simulation and modeling” 的課裡問了一條問題：
“自從雪櫃發明以來，它的體積一直在上升，但近十年開始plateau了 ，為甚麼會停下來了？”
聰明的同學一個一個的答 “well, inefficient air mixing?” , “electricity overload?”

…然後答案原來是

“the door is not large enough.” =o=

11:02pm, SC 1. i2i.

日本で実習!!

Updates:

  • Started Archery class today !! 希望冇人會做咗我嘅箭靶 XD
  • Got recruited into the sustainability committee of our student association!! 希望有所貢獻 : P
  • Japan internship offer!!!!! 信じられないけど確かに夢を叶えるよ！！ : P  我真係好開心
  • but it is, as I phrased it, real-hardcore-highly-technical-no-kidding-R&D-research-lab-work =.=
  • so now my ‘research interest’ spans through …
  1. GIS mapping (2 research , 1 seminar)
  2. energy/sustainability/environmental policy (2 research, 1 class, 1 ECA)
  3. structural engineering (1 internship, 2 classes)
  4. japanese (2 lang class ,1 political class, 1 internship, 1 boyfriend hahahha)
  5. general working skills needed to work in hong kong (my previous 2 internships).
  • Thats my first 2 year. Obviously just playing around..hahaha….
  • My second part of my uni life will phase/concentrate into operations research and data analysis (all classes), some finance, some econ. Therefore, my junior year internship will be determining.
  • life is too short to be ordinary!

大dilemma@ bertrand’s paradox

i really think it’s the first time ever that

i feel so excited after reading an internship’s description.

maybe this is my true interest — tech strategic research that is not heavily technical but still relevant?

oh well, congras impromptuz in reaching (not counting myself) 10,000 views!
(i.e. ~in average 18 views per day XD ..orz)
thank you very much m(_      _)m

__________
so i accidentally felt asleep while i’m waiting for my laundry
supposed to wake up at 5:30pm..and now is 6:42pm

In this one-hour nap, I got a very random *dream:

  1. I witnessed someone, a random stranger, committed suicide falling off a building. I almost cried, the bang is so loud. Hayley’s car appeared and she said she knows the girl.
  2. I asked my mum to take a picture for me and my LPC friend when we are visiting a new Korean temple in Hong Kong. Turn out we suddenly have a lip-to-kip kiss, with his hands on my cheek. (=O=) my mum pushed the LPC friend away. hahahaha (dur i feel so sorry about myself and that friend..@_@ i dun really meant to hv such a thought)
  3. I also spoke with a bunch of cool Korean teenagers in Japanese. (??)
  4. Suddenly all my teeth become so brittle, they started to , not exactly fall off, but fall into pieces. I hv to pick them up one by one from my mouth.

冬日裡洗過的太陽

今天開動了“活躍外向健談” mode
幸好還沒有生鏽，但今天的human interaction完全超出了quota
吖疲れたー

發現用不同語言的自己都會有不同的性格
例如，
普通話的我 是真的比較健談長篇，因為我要用到普通話時都是暢所直言的。還有寫blog都是用普通話輸入法，所以都比較真。
廣東話的我都是比較簡短間斷，因為在香港的自己不太喜歡講話，都在msn，hahaha。
然後英文的我是超級尷尬害羞，帶口音，因為感覺外國人常常都要我講兩次，自信減低。
講日文的我是緊張膽怯，那因為真的不太會講。

開始懂得去平常心面對生活中大大小小的不如意。

a few words on ghost pine.
it is very saddening…i couldn’t really describe my feelings in words.
there’s a natural emotional attachment that has rooted in my heart for so long.
it’s symbolic and important in embodying our maryknoll spirit and memories…
sigh. goodbye ghost pine, you will always be in my 11-year MCS memories.