途中花瓣結霜 連手心都凍傷

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實在太o岩凍到暈 又陰天時聽

落葉上要寫字 願望是讓眼睛只看到善意
我要我的天使同情我廝守一輩子
花不開也看成奇蹟 枯乾的世界漫延
不要問我那故事難過極了

寂寞夜裡出現 是為著讓曙光消散了便算
(我看到你)
我已害怕光線 停留漆黑中等變酸
(沒法一起)
天多灰也當是藍色 深居於新生樂園
軀殼在這個世上零度裡探賞
(新生的你)

途中花瓣結霜 連手心都凍傷
(如果雙手覺得快凍傷)
又再妄想 連呼吸都灼傷 求天賜我膽量
(求天令你堅強)

若意識裡沒法看穿這個下場
(請相信我這下場)
期望你空中拖著我歌唱
(其實我拖著你)
手捉不到 在透明異國共舞

寂寞夜裡出現 是為著讓曙光消散了便算
我也害怕光線 你不需一個變酸
星星粉碎了留痕跡 一早知願望樹絕情
不要亂碰 那次傷口太深 越痛越要分心
(望見你不開心 越痛越要分心)

只可惜當回憶統統結霜 連真心都凍傷
(如果真心覺得快凍傷)
就怪我的求生聲音太響 難擁你到天上
(你不要跟我走 你要學會堅強)
若有天你望見世間我已著涼
(不想親眼看你著涼)
原諒我不小心或太緊張
(不准傷心或太緊張)
屈膝禱告 為我們下世預告
來生比你走得早 好想你擁抱

Pressure

the medic-student-suicide news hit the HK headlines few days ago…
pressure would indeed drive you crazy sometimes..
and i realized im losing the ability to relax..or to release stress
and someone told me that if i continue to release stress in such a destructive way
i will lead a very unhappy life
it is partly true, and its a part of personality …  let’s see wht r the usual ways in LPC i make myself happy

1. Walk all the way to Sunshine and buy McWings….heaven.

2. at 3:00am, ride on a bike and go several rounds in LPC…felt warm and energized

3. simply drink coke zero makes me happy

4. go for a walk, walk to block 1 find jenny to talk, or simply look at wht’s vicky is doing

5. watch anime, read comics book, listen to music, talk to sadia, go to youtube

6. type my blog, the only way that still remains

7. talk to chishio, translate some japanese lyrics cheer me up too

8. msn, play photoshop, read some news

9. MOST EFFECTIVE WAY OF ALL… sleep =D

10. play “typing speed”

11. check my email constantly

12. play with Ativa

there are plenty of ways actually…why i just cant do any of them now?

Not Hardcore Spring =D

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yeahh XDDDDD taking Japanese 4 (HASS-D) next term..hahah after taking japanese 5
A hard !! and by next term already fulfil the 3 HASS-D requirements..muhaahahahaaa

then take 14.01 econ @ sophomore fall with boon teik and sam and sungki : )

bio + phy + cal (only half term)
linguistics (taking with 10 other friends XD) and Japanese 4…wohooo~~~

and nice schedule!!

yeahhh

spring

yeahh got 20/20 for team presentation!!! :))
and 9/10 for individual presentation “good volume. ethusiastic. calm in technical problems. focused. good pace and eye contact”

just finished writing my very last essay (my very last homework for Fall!!)
its on western and Chinese sexual morality and gender identity..hahaha
i guess i won’t ever write another social science essay again with vocabs like “erotica” “copulation”, “sex-obsessed”, “frequent engagement in sexual behavior”, “sexual liberation”.. …etc……..=PPPP send me an email if u wanna read what i’ve written. HA-HA.

last day of class tomorrow.
then tomorrow is hardcore Chemistry day.