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在這裡生活越久，這個（鬼）地方每分每秒都在改變我既往敵人生觀 觀點與價值等等

my current impression on….
smart = you can do maths and solve problems, quickly, and can discuss boldly, firmly about ur idea in numbers. argue for ur life.
normal = you can do programming. you will start discussing about whtever problems written on white board.
capable= you are doing research with some xyz professor in some xyz labs
strange= you are not majoring in 2 (mechanical engin) , 6 (CS) or 18 (maths)

maybe nerdy is really the way to survive in this strange place.
u either be super nerdy, or super sink, be empty-minded bitch but still pretend to be smart

in LPC im cynical to everything except my school
now i dun really care about anything besides my school life,
if not heaing, its full of jealousy, despise , loath, troubles and problem sets.
then become very sensitive to any comments and taking any sort of feedback as offensive.

anyway, btw
recently im super super sensitive to loud sound / sudden noise
i will shiver / almost scream  hahaha

anyway hahah read a cute quote
“im want to cry…wait, but after this pset.”

love-hate-relationship
like i hate the clicker, which force u to go to class to gain that 5% of attendance grade
i hate it but at the same time it gives you credits

alas, life is full of contradition

break.

a break finally comes when you are finally broke, financially and mentally
so in this very morning i finally finished the very last diffcult part of my PSET..-_- which makes me have to attend the 12noon session of nihongo instead of the 10am one
anyway. I DID IT!! though already know the few questions I BS for bio are quite wrong XD

but i dont aim for A for bio ga ma~~
rmb must A for 18.02A japanese 18.03/8.02

and I just realized today is ..black friday !!
black friday right before valentine..hmm quite a contrast le
right now i have an-hour break between my multi-cal class and E&M class
printing out psets  and notes..
drinking Fanta Orange (just checked the nutrition fact, sarcastically it is “not a significant source of vitamin C”
hahaaha~~

still havent planned for my weekend le

everytime i made an mistake, i will feel angry, then i will comfort myself that the chance of getting wrong makes me doing right everytime in the future.
hmm = =

today in math class the acapella group suddenly rushed in to sing for a girl hahaha quite amusing :pp valentine’s stuff

ai ho moon, still have 20 minutes to go sin hai physisc lesson
its not quite possible for me to type non-stop 20 mins..im running out of topics to type already – – ”

ahhhh after phy lesson then im a freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee man~/woman

to conclude..
hmm what i’ve written on my mini-whiteboard next to my table, big and bold ..is quite effective
“don’t cry , or die”

alas!

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alas ! so MIT decides to feed us with 3 psets as our valentine’s day gift
what sort of romanticism is this ?

biology, mathematics x 2  a day
what an experience , and this “what-an-experience” willl just repeat to happen again and again

so let’s summarize my first week of class
wht’s better than last year is that i quite know what im doing for each subject
well you may say its still week 2 , nothing much is taught
if i got lost already in the very beginning, i should start looking for transfer applications back to HKU
(na, no offense to HKU ..just an example)

got my first differential equation PSET, 32/32. thank you XD
its good that now i really started to do math questions by myself
instead of copying from the solution key right away…(let’s see how long this habit will last!)

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i really found this so coool.
u can make one online.
originally put that in my profile pic
but seems its not quite my style but i like this obama style

PSET

pset is actually not a bad thing

though everytime it drives me to the verge of mental breakdown

but still it gives some meaning to my campus life

force me to study, force me to do my best by whtever way…

give me an aim, and sth to look forward to, and a sense of accomplishment

duno why it takes me so long to do a few questions hahhaha

and actually i really enjoy learning new stuffs

though in order to learn new things i always have to become lor, do wrong things, ask shamelessly to learn sth

but i feel happy coz it means i wont make such kind of mistakes anymore

and i can share my knowledge with others in the future

heee

another typical school day

one of the best things in life is that
u have enough sleep, u woke up naturally
and found out that u still can stick to the bed for an hour more or so..

tues and thurs day will be my happy days coz classes started at 12pm..
but then 3-5 phy class is really so boring and tiring..cant concentrate at all =_=

anyway quite happy today la
did well in jap class
then solved a difficult problem in 18O3 recitation hehehehe
then handed in phy pset already~~~

have 3 more psets to go =_=
pretty crazy , luckily still have 3 days left for me to K.0. the remaining 3 ones

its good that now boston is not that cold .. though is still windy

seems im getting used to mac already
though there are quite many things i dun like about it..
say i cant type guangdong, no SD card slot, cannot draw on MSN, cant receive offline msg..etc…