when life becomes interesting again.

hahah i guess my blog can be the 解籤 page of my facebook statuses XD

i think become interesting becoz — im emailing with kazu sempai again XDDD

its interesting becoz — all my midterms are over, and I can really work on my psets whole-heartedly !!

its interesting becoz — i might be running for international student association’s treasurer

its interesting becoz — i learnt how to cook fried instant noodles

its interesting becoz — classes are going to end soon

its interesting becoz — im sleeping at the student center again XD

its not interesting becoz..i hv an intern that im so afraid of .. you have no idea how frightened i am
no matter i thought about it, i thought my heart is going to fail.

my first bio!!

As the daughter of two radio DJs, Fi0n! has grown up listening to pop music ever since she was born in Hong Kong. She loves all kind of asian music ranging from the 80s canto-pop to the most recent anime J-pop theme songs. Currently a freshman, she is determined to minor in Japanese and Public Policy, but for major, she is still struggling between the course numbers. Her favorite musicians are Eason Chan and Bump of Chicken.

for my acapella group..that’s why its so blow water +music-wise

if there is  a proper bed and a shower, i dont really mind camping  in the student center.

慢工出巧匠 (n.)

Example: Working my pset from 7am to 3:28 am in a very very slow pace.
but i really can finish the whole thing even the questions are challenging, yeah!!!
如果我聽歌可眼紅 何以待你好偏不懂
自細做過多少美夢 慈悲的偉論
連乞丐喊窮心也痛
竟怕放懷擁抱你 讓你露歡容
追悔無用 轉眼發現 你失蹤

曾聽說過 你某夜結婚 未曾露笑容
實在不敢知道我是元兇

大概當初我未懂得顧忌
年少率性害慘你
令人受傷滋味 難保更可悲
這心地 再善良終生怎去 向你說對不起

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在製造眼淚居然想救世

就算積儲獻盡飢荒赤地
而太多債沒處理
累人累己滋味 餘生也記起
數一數 我實情不只得你要說句對不起

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在製造眼淚居然想救世

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
內疚內疚內疚沒作為
直到某年某日我能安息於葬禮

炒麵

今日有我beyoni教大家整 炒出前一丁培根麵:

0雞蛋六隻,糖呢 就兩茶匙,仲有d橙皮添

1.先準備調味醬:荵粒少許,沙茶醬兩茶匙,加後,再加出前一丁湯包及麻油,慢慢加熱

2.另起爐煲水,沸騰後加入麵餅

3.稍等三分鐘煮麵,等待期間 將 火雞培根 放入烤爐 等兩分鐘

4.將麵取出,和調味醬搞伴  直到每一條麵變成閃閃生輝的金黃色

5.上牒,放上培根兩塊,禮成

自作孽 +JP

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=((((((((((((((((((((…especially on pset due dates…………and especiallyu just got a C for that test and the pset grades are going to save you……….

And I think to myself what a wonderful world

(warning: bad chinese ahead)

凌晨六時,將pset最後一個答案框起。天已微亮。
勞勞碌碌 已功課deadline作為單位的生活,就這樣又過了一個學年
明知故犯的逃避太多,藉口太多,起起跌跌總算捱過去了

老實說麻省理工的課程很簡單 (逃)
番看過往的功課測驗,總覺得
對於有充足準備的學生,有留心上堂的學生,
實在太簡單了 (可惜我這一年沒有很努力)

沒有很努力的原因,是過份的自我體諒
對自己太包容了。
。成績不好是因為身邊的人太聰明,
。睡覺最重要,
。看不懂就skip
。沒耐性
well,其實只要對自己要求高一點點,
比其他人做多一點點,
將勤補拙的話,是沒問題的說

“專家提醒,留學不僅僅是為了拿學位,還要吸取國外的文化精華,盡早融入當地社會,与优秀的同學交往,了解當地的思維模式、語言規范和文化”
well, besides
還有花了很多時間精力去適應新環境
我說的不是什麼 文化差異 什麼 文化飢渴症
而是。留學海外 如何監官/照顧及交代自己
。如何認知及接受 由” 讀書=強項” 到 “身邊所有人都比你聰明勤力,大家 都在併命” 這事實
。慢慢懂得去無視他人目光 享受獨處  。理財,時間管理 etcetc
+不幸地花了不少情感在妒忌及自卑上

sleep, study, social,在這裡我有朋友嗎
大慨讀書是這裡生活的backbone, and given i hate group studying
只可以有書友吧,其他人都不敢放太大信任各有各忙,
這裡,我沒有朋友圈子
我亦都開始覺得一個clique並沒有很重要
亦開始覺得星期六日不一定要離開校園才算得上是weekend

就是說,生活的廣度雖然縮成了小小的自我

但理性的深度及觀點的高度卻從沒變低過

last but not least, angelababy is so cute !!