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Today: May 6
Final : May 18 (12 days away)
Back: May 26 (20 days away)
Intern: June 1 (25 days away)
Sophomore: September (3 months away)

Intern Period: 3 months
Spring Semester Period: also 3 months
Feeling: omg goddamnit so freakin long

but when looking at my life timeline
or the mankind timeline
3 months is just so trivial.
And don’t worry about intern until you KO ur final. ok?
never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you!

anyway, i think if im going to write a book,
i guess i will write about my dai b life in MIT, with some illustration
and wht i’ve learnt throughout my 4-year-struggle.
(yes, struggle is the best word.) or MIT survival kit?
If I am a cell, then MIT is cytotoxic and eventually
induces apoptosis no matter how. (<- thx 7o14 i did learn sth.)

side-note: sometimes I really want to be a kindergarten kid. now,
some people challenged and doubted my ability when I achieved something.
or some will think it is normal that I could achieve something.
and If i eff-ed up they applauded and secretly felt happy for it.
or even secretly hoping I will eff up completely then they will party.

Why I will have this thought le,
becoz thats what I used to judge the people I hated. hahaha XD
yea im indeed very conceited and evil =D

wings

其實香港都係一個幾大驚少怪嘅地方
南生圍條鱷魚上左幾日頭版，仲變左濕地公園賣點 +條座頭鯨 then d人就組觀鯨團出海
記得有一日三級地震又上頭版，之後話地震期間一人死亡，但其實係個個人甘岩地震時跳樓
之後北美流感又專登開左兩三個渡假營 無病徵都要隔離七日 (i didnt say is bad)
淫照又可以好多日 A1 A2 A3 A4 A5 ..都係講緊陳冠希

有時真係覺得太local

thanks vicky for sending me the email about chicken wing..
yea i’ve actually been warned by many people that
chicken wing is really unhealthy…….
and now i just read a news about a woman having a 40-pound ovarian tumor..
oh well, touchwood touchwood…
then i should say thanks US mcdonald then
because they dont have McWings and I have literally stop
eating chicken wings in the US
(given that im very lazy to make one, except my annual cooking)

im at work now, FYI, i have front-desk job every Wed 9am – 12 noon
it is a big sacrifice becoz all my classes start at 1pm ….oh well
but its quite a good chance to force myself to face the community
speak english, deal with people,
train my self-discipline (yea right and u are typing ur blog during worktime)

wht i usually do is, i will open NYtimes.com and read all the news in 3 hours
very educational :p

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おはようーまあ~ 係度諗，為左完成我小時候出書嘅夢想
（天音: 幾時又多左個夢想）
或者我應該襯主呢個部落格就黎一周年
寫耶開始有番個主旨／中心思想／有個譜 ?

for example:
1)申報大學心得 (一定有好多心得 lark)
2) 留學心路歷程 （嘔）
3)懶人也可以成功 （炒晒d midterm 又叫成功 lark)
4)懶人食譜 （雖然十年時間去研發先出到書。。咁嘅進度）
5)不懂加減數的工程師（唔知可以寫咩喎）
6) mo lu XDDD

therefore, ngo dou hai random write suen so XDD

found a quite meaningful lyrics from jay chou’s song:
我說自尊啊 看起來惹笑 但它至少 撐著我
試著不讓我跌倒 活著 如果只是不甘寂靜的喧囂
那就咆哮吧 讓每個人都聽得到

我跟你用不同方式 踩過前方帶刺荊棘
你囂張不畏懼退縮 我低頭沉默卻堅定
用力的還擊 發出聲音 讓他們安靜 不敢相信
繼續前進 他們畏懼 睜大眼睛 他們躲避

我就算逆境環繞 我面對也要帶著笑
我只有一種咆哮 我要讓他們都知道
我生命再怎麼粗糙 我都要活的很驕傲
然後放棄 專心聆聽 我的聲音

只能撲向泥濘迎向那陣驟雨由不得你

突來的驟雨 這條街一路泥濘 就像人生 不過是一場即興
整個世界 正在對我們挑釁 就算如此 還是得無懼前進

Ego x Appreciation

when  i feel like writing, i can’t really stop.

because of our insatiable ego,
the whole mankind is so not generous when showing appreciation /encouragement
but is so excited to complain/insult/ scold/ badmouth others.

this is exactly what i am.
e.g. i told someone that I really like angelababy,
because I really appreciate her beauty, and how she could make herself so beautiful.
then that person replied me and said “but you are smarter than her, no need to be jealous”

boy, it is not really about jealousy
but it is about some true appreciation.
i may not agree with many things that models are doing, but
if there is one single shining point that I could praise, I should praise.

so wht i wanna say is, if there is one good thing about a person
just tell him or her. even he/she is a thief or evil or bitch.

say, i hate people posting bitchy photos up on facebook
but there is one that I think indeed is pretty good, why not tell her

from what i typed up there,
seems my form of communications is limited to the virtual online world
oh well …

so to be objective/subjective, it really depends on how u balance
between your own ego and your tendency in appreciating others