Grief on the Dance Floor


At his final stage appearance,
abounded with eulogies and cheers,
the emotional farewell of the KOP finally
concluded with a lone spotlight shone on a darkened, empty stage.

At 4am, I couldn’t possibly hold my tears anymore
at the memorial’s emotional high point ———-
Paris’s unscripted and poignant sharing.

This heartfelt remark has not only humanized the iconic figure
but also reminded us that, after all,
it is a family farewell, a family loss, a very personal loss.

At all at once, he is no longer the god-like trailblazer
but a loving father, brother and son.
No heart ached as much as the Jackson’s family.
How brave they are to put up this public farewell.

Who would have even guessed the rehearsal auditorium
would become the memorial place after 1 weektime?
The same guy was rocking on stage with his moonwalk,
the same guy was here resting inside the casket
going on stage one last time?

“Icon, was only a fraction of what he was”
In Remembrance.

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坐兩座平治跑車還是第一次
如果我現在讀医,
我自己都可以這樣啦
(天音:基本上連學車的打算也沒有)
算啦,安分做一個工程師吧!!

還有,公司的允浩學長是結婚的啦!
我早就猜到他是有家室的說。
算啦,安分等運到吧!!

Release!

“There is no news today” — BBC , 1930年 good friday

0:35 – 0:51


Release!! I am out of control

I’ m out of body
Release!! I am out of control
Whose here to party
Release !! am out of control
I’m out of body
Release!!I am out of control
I””””m out of……
(Oh, yeah)  -Release, Timbaland

after seeing “release” this word @ 10:00am this morning,
this chorus keep looping in my mind till now…
which is quite sarcastic
becoz I am so not out of body for 10 hours sitting there stilll…

anyway, this chorus is enough summarizing my day.
call me hea, but lemme quote BBC again, there is really no news today.
period.

公司的允浩學長

(Dear Readers: 嘔吐袋ready)

今天 終於在上班途中巧遇 “可遠觀”的允浩學長!

(注: “允浩學長”是 JpMoh-lu-gaang (<–日本讀法)的新同事
不同部門,但是在迎新training中說過話)

說話非常溫柔,身高178 cm – 182 cm,
才剛上班的人,
溢出學長的風度--!

今天,排隊乘lift 的時候,他排在我=老遠=的前方
但是!他驀然回首,向我微笑跟點頭!!o ^ ^ o
那時後不知所x的在看都市日報的我,也跟他微笑了!

到了lift ,我們在一次四目交投兩秒-!
(天音:是耳機太大聲,成lift人都bear住你而已吧 =.=)

其實跟 i.bank 的人結婚的話,
應該會忙的  生離跟死別 也分不出來吧

還是算la—
(天音:想太遠了.. =___=)

茶亭

像水墨畫,人生要留白。

當生活之弦繃得太緊,
應停下來卸下壓抑,來給自己留些空白。
留白,可能才是一天的精髓所在。

偶然的停頓,也是生活的藝術。

靜觀留白處,
有才者韜光養晦,藏鋒避芒
得志者養精蓄銳,修養風范
失意者反省自慰,休養生息。

“處女座狀態好的時候,可以將自己聰明、細膩、能幹、溫情、幽默、有內涵等優良品質完全外展,此時他們顯得如此完美,光芒四射,並且可以表現得非常外向、健 談,容易與人打成一片(這本非他們的性格)。而一旦處女座狀態不好,便會變成另一個人,甚至非常窩囊,一事無成,不過通常此時他們都躲避外在的干擾,所以 讓人感覺有點間歇性自閉症” HOW TRUEEEE ahahha

“要麼便極度冷漠和被動,對誰都不理不睬。其實處女座很清楚自己現在的樣子,但他們無力改變和控制自己的情緒,只能選擇瘋狂地逃避一切。他們想的是:與其很 不自然地面對你,尷尬地和你說些無關痛癢地話,或是因和平時反差太大而被人說成表裡不一,性格怪異,還不如先躲一陣子,等調節好了以後再出來。所以,在與 人交往中,他們只會和不得不交流的人(實在躲不掉)或是完全陌生的人(反正無所謂)交談,而和熟悉的朋友反而疏遠。” so true =…….=””

不喜主動,不善交際(也可以熱情,只是今天熱了,終有一天會冷的),不愛表現,不喜拋頭露面(萬一哪天情緒無法把握狀態不好時,豈不大失臉面) gwa gwa gwa gwa

U rock my world u know u did


iPod recently added– MJ’s and Lady Gaga
after watching so many cool bao youtube videos..
i want to learn to dance like MJ !!!! (?!)
but sadly I am dance-wise handicapped….=.=
modern/MJ/break dance this summer, anyone??
(…….silent)

seriously, after a year of blogging,
Im thinking to standardize my entries into some kind of format
e.g. within 100 words in chinese / english, in point-form ..etc…
if in case one day I’m like MJ, people could quote me easily haha