impromptuz

Well, I’m a man of many wishes,
I hope my premonition misses,
but what I really feel, my eyes won’t let me hide,
cause they always start to cry.
cause it’s time could mean goodbye.

– Lately, Stevie Wonder

• 昨天心血來潮把頭髮染為chestnut brown。弄得一頭都是泡泡–>惜效果不太明顯。
• 因為那瓶染髮劑是給長髮人用的，短髮的我實在不知道分量要用多少。
• 昨天發夢回到了日本。前天是美國。我的潛意識還真的挺會旅遊。
• 暑假是念舊的月份s。
• 昨天哥哥炫耀自己近7年來拍過的相片video都好好organized在portable hard drive裡。
• 於是我也整理一下近年的相片。分為MIT/LPC/Ages ago 三大folder。
• 惜fall 2009的original size photos 大部分不見了。而且video也沒有很多。
• 但回想我hardcopy的東西卻保存得比較好。由2006年起就開了一本黏貼photo album。
• 把photo sticker，門票，有紀念價值的小卡都貼在裡面。
• 其實還有以前的測驗卷（Form 5的 33% Amath考試卷 haha） ，中學作文 （記一次沒有發生過的大浪灣旅遊），學生手冊，小學一年級的日記都沒有棄掉。
• 放棄了《倪匡短篇》，轉讀了陶傑的罕有英文選集’Politically correct’. his political satires in english is as wryly sarcastic :p 但還是覺得中文的看得比較‘直達腸胃’（天音：益力多meh-_-）。
• 要提高subscription fee 的ROI！
• 最近最frequent的conversation1 Q：“喂，你幾時畢業呀／你出來做耶未呀?” me :”未呀，仲有兩年”  Q: “下！點解仲有咁耐嘅?”
• 最近最frequent的conversation2 Q:”其實你係o個邊係讀咩架~” me:”civil environmental engineering and management ..” Q1: “environmental, 有前途!!” (天音: environmental 已經唔係我嘅主打-_-) Q2: “咁者係讀咩架，可以做咩工架”
• 從來都是 讀一科簡單易A的科但not so 有用   or 讀一科超難但真的rewarding的班 的struggle

有點迷茫

心境/ 地理/ 將來/ 志向 /boundary condition

都有點迷茫

不清晰 反而安心

難得可以把算盤置於一角

像是突然煞車 卻還沒回過神來  的 空白.

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夢境：在Boston Logan Airport登上旅遊巴回家。窗外冰天雪地，滿眼都是白得有點刺眼的雪花。

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wow. so I randomly watched this Robert Downey Jr (i.e. Iron Man/Holmes) interview on Jimmy Kimmel show
how oblivious I was…!!
1) didn’t know that he IS the African actor in Tropic Thunder, hhaaha a movie that I never finished (attempting twice)
2) didn’t realize he played the journalist in The Soloist ..I just couldn’t relate Iron Man with him
3) he was in the TIME 100 2008! (though Im not sure why he was in…haha)
4) he was CHAPLIN before Iron Man @-@!

and he was actually a serious drug addict who failed to stay sober for years…not until this random epiphany in Burger King that saved his life :

“On or around Independence Day in 2003, he stopped at a Burger King on the Pacific Coast Highway and threw all his drugs in the ocean. And while he was sitting there chewing on a burger, he decided he was done. This being America, five years later you can walk into that Burger King, and if you order a Kids Meal you can get your own Robert Downey Jr. action figure, wrapped up in gadget ware.” from NYT

his grim past made his glorious present even more extraordinary !!!

再一次証明有魚尾紋(while smiling)的男生是我杯茶!!! . hahahaha

I couldn’t be more sure.

what’s wrong for being distant if it defines who I am.