impromptuz

最近一直在想有關“因果報應”的事
看到五歲小女孩慘死的新聞，的確不太了解。（內文太恐怖，我也不敢細看）
五歲小朋友這麼天真無邪，她可以做了什麼，值得得到她今天的“報應”？

我希望她安息，下一世可以去一個快樂的家庭。
我們全個香港都會保佑你這個可愛小朋友。

同某生意人吃飯，佢個7歲小朋友一直都過度活躍一樣打斷人講野。

佢呀媽居然同我講：「你唔好怪佢冇禮貌呀，佢地呢d讀國際學校係咁架啦。」

咁都得？！

等車嘅時候，見到個4歲小朋友，波板糖跌咗落地（自己整跌）。之後立刻lur地狂喊，同個工人講話要「lolipop」 ，之後大吵大鬧，又dum地又剩。

我身為正義l，當然立刻鬧爆個小朋友。波板糖你自己整跌，喊乜嘢。整污糟咗條街，自己又唔執番，警察會拉你。你咁樣發脾氣，係學校老師會鬧你。

個小朋友有d尷尬，但繼續發脾氣。算，冇得救。

Often after a seizure, I would experience a “fixed thought” period, that would last for around half an hour to an hour (apparently there is an official term called “Forced Thinking”).

It is impossible to describe by words, simply unexplainable. But everything I do & I see would be automatically attached / attracted (like a very very strong magnet) to a certain attribute (words, a character, some patterns, colour, a particular sound/noise, some sort of actions, etc) repeatedly. When it happens it seems very natural but somewhere in my thoughts I know something is wrong!

It is like a new intrusive wave form affecting my brain totally. E.g. yesterday morning, it is about something going single, something going trouble. I try very hard to pronounce the word “Ctrl” as “seee- trueee–al” (because I can’t read English/phoenix all of a sudden).

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Often time I could not recognise where I am @ post-seizure. E.g. I was in my Tung Chung lobby, and I am like “Where the hell is it??”, and I even could not locate where my toilet was when in my Tai Wai home. (which is scary, but my ‘spatial recognition engine’ come back quickly after 5 seconds or so)

Anyway, funny experiences that I encounter occasionally.