Author: impromptuz

Novembre!?

Today is really unusually long…maybe coz I woke up at 8am today?

hmm i will just say the hatred/reluctance/resentment towards Physics is sth intrinsic.
so sorry dear parents I WON’T do engineering. roar.

realized i’ve learnt many new english vocabs that I didnt really know before coming here.

or just happen that i never hear ppl using them in Hong Kong

1) key in your passcode, then press pound. (first reaction: where the hell is pound?)
2) let’s deal with the logistics.
3) it’s pretty sketchy.
4) random F words–Frat/ Foliage/Frosh/ Rush?
5) Food- Bagel/Parmesan Sub/ Stir Fry..or simply, free food.
6)Take out or Stay in. not ‘take away’
7) Hosed and Hacking (well for MIT ppl haha)
8) I Aced a test.
9) i’m good. / fail. / epic failure.
10) Its warm today. (instead of hot, even is hot-die-me level)
11) hey, how ya doin. (which a reply is not expected)
12) ___ is absolutely overrated.
13) Rated- R movies
14. Pull an All-Nighter
15) period.

i will add in more..thats why i realllly wanna buy a small notebook to jot down random stuffs like this.

怒訓

由5點半怒訓到9點…
could take nap with reckless abandon is indeed a blessing
(especially when u usually sleep from 5:30am to 9pm!)
sleep is really the only possible time slot you could completely remove your worries
or pretend that the tsunami of homework would never never hit …
next week is just another typical MIT week, not the most gratifying workloads.
still, one mid-term , 2 PSETs, one paper. fair.

went to meet with Chishio today in the morning.
We walked arond MIT and have our usual chat
at a coffee shop right next to Harvard Square.
I really miss these exciting philosophical chats
which I still hvn’t had (or will not have) them in here.
it has elicited my hidden passion again to really express my thoughts …
(just that I can’t talk in sigma cosine pie theta..)

Harvard Square is such a nice place to work around.
found a very jeng 文具店..hope there would be a decent one like this near MIT…
want to buy so many things!!! photo album! notebooks! winter pants! jackets!
but ended up buying nothing but a book called ‘the meaning of life’ haahaaaaaa

Then met up with Shanshan Samuel and Max at Fire+Ice!!
(and a big bunch of Harvard and Dartmouth people)
so happy to meet up friends again overseas….=)

so after shower, i will dive into the sea before struggling to survive in the tsunami…

In The Midst of Serenity

For years I have described my life as sin curve..
now I would rather say it is a simple straight horizontal line
no ups and downs, nothing particularly excited about,
nor especially feel sad about.
何を専門にするかまだ決めてないから、いったい何のために勉強してるの？
未来が見えない。唯我讀芒乎？

once again i asked myself this stupid questiion..why the heck im @ MIT
im so out of place..duno how to talk in ways like..
“so u cancel out the theta.. then u either take log on both side……”
“for problem 3, on pset 4, i mean 3b), the locus of the…..”
“in here you use the __Law, im absolutely certain that you are wrong”
and i really feel that ppl talks in a way generally which i found offensive…sosad.

下一個目標就大慨是找工作了,
which im totally not ready / dun even hv this mindset yet
我仍未找到努力的理由／推動力／火
太懶了，毫不積極，　又凍又難又多野做又剩
nothing happens to me..and im making nothing happen.

“每個人都在走自己的路，搞自己的遊戲，設定自己的對和錯的標準．
一切都是少少的，個人的，我們的時代彷彿是個沒有標記的年代，
連叛逆的題目都找不到，因此我們退到小小的自我”

最近すごく寒くなってきた。。いやぁぁぁ

sat for 1.050 review session tonight……..man……
i duno wht to choose really..summary
Environmental Engineering— Challenging +remarkable but low GPA
Management–being despised on but high GPA with good job
Biology–challenging + high GPA + no job