眼神 眼眸

今日自製了一個小時的獨處時間 真係好 可以好好地想想近排的狀況
一路上唔知點解係咁loop
“但現實就似一隻鴨 下下一定要得 唔得唔得 點算呀 點樣另隻雞變做鴨”
呢句麥兜既歌詞 (大誤)

anyway 係MIT 既 corridor 行  大慨有 20% 既人 係神經質天才類
而我發現原來我真係好驚呢一類 nerd 的 因為佢地既眼神真係太恐怖
每一日我都會同呢d人有眼神接觸 真係好令人心寒
亦都好怕同佢地講野 因為佢地講既內容真係受不了……….

今日3點先食飯 今日先知個 food court 叫做 lobdell food court orz
日本餐廳老闆又加我~~呵呵呵

今日考左chem , 都叫做考得唔錯啦 鳴 …
希望可以囉到高分啦 溫左咁耐(天音: 咪又係臨尾係咁衝幾個中..)

and for now..here comes the disaster………
PHYSICS EXAM………….鳴
還沒開始溫的說~~~ 不過係夜晚先考..我估有時間掛
不過今次, 我真係唔知點算啦~~ 哈哈哈哈

究竟我部ipod 去左邊 ><
沒有音樂行路番學 係好灰的
later 再找找看~~

找到了 =)

face the facebook

hmm dun really like facebook now

dun like the new layout

and the main problem is

all my relatives and cousins and school teachers have my facebook now

i dont really like my aunt phoning me and said “hey what’s the lyrics about???? what happened?”

then after that my mum phoned “heyy all e-ma-goo-jeh said have watched ur bday video!!”

then my aunt told me “hey your facebook status 咁精彩既 成日轉 好似睇戲咁”

=……………= yea my freedom of speech is still here but then……..””””””””””

UM.

to be honest,

chem exam progress =0

phy exam progress = 0 (cant fail again)

then my week is freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

my grades r bad but i’ve tried my best =.= suan la

anyway
after a month of school
i’m kind of sure that I can’t deal with engineering classes here haahah
so if im still damned in Freshman Spring, my major would probably change to

Major
Course 11- Urban Planning and Studies
Course 15- Management
Minor
Course 21F- Japanese Language

when people always assume here international students are all ridculously smart
(e.g. SERIOUSLY 95% of my frens are IMO, IPhyO, IChemO, IOI………..)
just that i’m a sad exception……. and when people ask wht i’m good at making me here
i really can’t answer…….
i dun wanna admit i’m “misplaced”…anyway fate has brought me here.
maybe its my blow-too-much-water essay, maybe its LPC recommandations,
anyway…its useless to think about these now lah.

gotta accept each and every challenge one by one, K.O. them, go through them
though i won’t be the top chunks of the class anymore
I guess, at least, I should graduate from here -_-“””

IHTFP, well i dont hate this f*** place, but i guess i just have to get use to failures in here.

there’s nothing could do to add value to my IQ or efficiency at the age of 19 la

not that i’m not hardworking…….
i know exactly what kind of situation i’m at now.

just don’t compare, and do my best.
don’t overload urself, go to classes, try ur best to understand.

i sometimes wonder… is all university degree that difficult that get?
i really think MIT is extra demanding..in all aspects…………

被推著走 跟著生活流

者係我都想寫下野 不過真係冇乜時間

睇了戲: 公主復仇記, 東京少年
來週概況: Chem Exam, Phy Exam, Math PSET (should I feel lucky or not?)

原來下星期已經十月 者係已經番左學一個月 黎左呢度 個半月啦
琴日睇公主復仇記 裡面有影到好多 大街小巷 MK 呀 IFC 呀 坐的士呀
呢d 咁 trivial 既野 都令我有少少掛住香港呢
呀, 如果依家可以食串咖里魚蛋 (天音: 平時你都唔食既!!)
或者係新鮮炸起既脆香雞翼
又或者去新城市行下街 你話幾好呢.

星期五出了harvard square 食野
食了荵油餅 本樓炒飯 (其實我從來都冇聽過”本樓’呢個term) 炒粉
之後星期六日都係叮番星期五打包既野 as 午晚餐
鳴 窮學生的生活

不過其實係成日落大雨唔想出門咁解姐~

今朝 7:20am false fire alarm..oh my cozy Sunday morning @_@

anyway
吳浩康 先入為主 always my favourite.
拜託你不要數我 從前是若你要數 太多污點讓你數不盡
你看我今次多守信 難道我後悔已經沒有用

是我做錯 是我做錯 是我做錯 你要什麼
縱費用昂貴 在所不計 只想洗去舊過失 累積一貨櫃
恨也恨過 鬧也鬧過 罰也罰過 還求什麼
我縱使無法被你抱住 都起碼讓我停住跌勢

你記住我當初不忠誠 不相信今天我愛上安定
我對著你怎保證 至夠力證明我 已是定了性

是我做錯 是我做錯 是我做錯 你要什麼
縱費用昂貴 在所不計 只想洗去舊過失 累積一貨櫃
恨也恨過 鬧也鬧過 罰也罰過 還求什麼
過去事何以尚要多提 圍繞這討厭主題發揮

你記住我當初不忠誠 不相信今天我愛上安定
我對著你怎保證 至夠力證明我 已是定了性

你看著我眼睛
何以你會待我這麼不公平 不相信今天我愛上安定
那印象你可否抹清 我再讓你難過 我願受報應