林語堂

秋天的黃昏,一人獨坐在沙發上抽煙,看煙頭白灰之下露出紅光,微微透露出暖氣,心頭的情便跟著那藍煙繚繞而上,一樣的輕鬆,一樣的自由。不轉眼繚煙變成縷縷的細絲,慢慢不見了,而那霎時,心上的情也跟著消沉於大千世界,所以也不講那時的情,而只講那時的情的況味。待要再劃一根洋火,再點起那已點過三四次的雪茄,卻因白灰已積得太多,點不著,乃輕輕的一彈,煙灰靜悄悄的落在銅爐上,其靜寂如同我此時用毛筆寫在中紙上一樣,一點的聲息也沒有。於是再點起來,一口一口的雲吐露,香氣撲鼻,宛如偎紅倚翠溫香在抱情調。於是想到煙,想到這煙一股溫煦的熱氣,想到室中繚繞暗淡的煙霞,想到秋天的意味。這時才想起,向來詩文上秋的含義,並不是這樣的,使人聯想的是蕭,是淒涼,是秋扇,是紅葉,是荒林,是萋草。然而秋確有另一意味,沒有春天的陽氣勃勃,也沒有夏天的炎烈迫人、也不像冬天之全入於枯槁凋零。我所愛的是秋林古氣磅氣象。

i hv truly found my real interest =)
languages!! though im not good at it..
but its actually one of the few things that i feel reallllllly passionate about.
sth i feel hyper about. and absolutely willing to spend time on…
sth i really hv experienced in ..
say minoring japanese is the only firm personal goal that i wanna achieve/交代自己
say discovering a translation on-campus job makes me hyper for whole day (not even hired.”)
say reading makes me detached from the real world, original trip from Tai Wai to Kowloon Tong,
become from Tai Wai and back to Tai Wai …
say spending hours translating bump’s lyrics
say how i love Li Ping
say how I enjoy A2 lesson

hv to stress that its not my talent / strength/ strong points
just an area that i feel particularly attached to..

I don’t hate science, but

just that I don’t particularly like science subjects, nor any academic subjects………

Anyway, today is friggin cold! thats why i struggled for half an hour to get out of bed today >o<

have classes from 9-5 today,

just realized my Cycling PE class will be at 12-1 (the ONLY free block today)

so probably i will just give up this PE placement…

i will just faint away for non-stop no-lunch 8 hours work

anyway…realized knowing some acronyms act’ would build up a sense of belonging
and everyone in the community knows it by heart, in different stages…

e.g.
at maryknoll: AGM, Home E, 9場, li記..
at LPC: EE, TOK, COP, AG, PG, A-Block, free block, S3, DBJ (??)
at MIT: all the buildings numbers (lobby 7 lobby 10..) ,
all the course numbers (course 1,2,3,4,5..course 21F, 21H)
IHTFP, FEE, P/NR, PSET, CPW, IAP, Mass Ave (?), GIR, FAS, BC, TA,
HASS, HASS-D, CI-H, CI-M…..

freeeeeeeeeee!

好消息: 好耶 physics 改錯卷 加五分
壞消息: 今日phy quiz 難到可以囉0分

random 睇番xanga 既 post
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娱乐或可填补以上的空虚。
然而 当自己也厌倦娱悦,
除了文字可一再刺激我停滞了的思绪,
我还能做什么?
我说,我宁愿生活多点风浪,高潮低潮也好,
也不要如此毫无目的,毫无推动力地渡日如年。

就是没有那种可吐出来的一口压抑

写在情绪边上的边上.
3:40am 家”

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“”如果
未來是 鎮靜 現在 對過去沉淪 的解藥

過去 是 麻醉 現在 對未來恐懼 的毒藥
那麼
現在 就是 充斥著”不安” 與 “依戀” 的

不治之症吧””
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“DEFIANCE.
告訴你吧,世界
我–不–相–信!
縱使你腳下有一千名挑戰者,
那就把我算作第一千零一名。

我不相信天是藍的,
我不相信雷的回聲,
我不相信夢是假的,
我不相信死無報應。

– 節錄自 《回答 》北島

fight on with defiance.
play on with fervor.
dream on with deeds.

I will not surrender.
告訴你吧,世界

10:28am, Nov 20,2007.
因為我仍對未來有所期盼.”

有點 XDDD 的感覺 , 我個時究竟寫緊d乜 ?
就係想寫d ‘”嘩 好型呀” 既野罷了..
but actually these all my favourite entries hahahaa
actually 我覺得而家既我已經無可能寫到咁既野
因為已經冇左 “在遺忘中過日子” 既不安同無聊感了