what’s the problem?

Having 148 tasks on my task list…
Besides complaining to HR that my boss is abusing me,
let’s see what I can do here

  1. I slept too late, unable to wake up earlier in the morning.
    (Solution: Take shower earlier, dry hair earlier, go on bed earlier strictly). 
  2. Things go crazy in the daytime (phone calls, conference calls, lunch meeting, long meetings), only early morning or late night would allow me to work.
    (Solution: Go to work earlier to clear tasks that need absolute concentration. Unlikely I can do this though given I am nocturnal / always sleepy). 
  3. I do not delegate to my direct report properly. I do not trust his ability.
    (Solution: Trust him! Ask yourself ‘can he do this for me’? if it is unimportant and easy to complete). 
  4. My accuracy is so low because I am juggling my tasks.
    (Solution: Double check once no matter how busy you are.)
  5. Forget have meetings.
    (Solution: Mark all meetings clearly and review the schedule first thing in the morning.)
  6. Can’t prioritize well.
    (Solution: Prioritize by importance.) 

2016北京之旅(4日3夜)

吊頸都要抖下氣,
最近嘅心理生理狀態只可以用“defeated” due to abuse來形容。

不過唔緊要,雖然我係被擊倒,端午節假期終於來了!
選址中國北京,一個自從中學時代就冇去過嘅地方。

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行程outline如下,一如以往都係冇咩豐富行程,
minimal地去想去嘅地方就夠了。

如果有時間就再深化啦下。

Day 1: 神州專車來了個BMW 5-Series -> 馬艾薩蘭州牛肉麵 lunch-> 太古里 (Ice Monster) -> Opposite House Tea Time -> 四季民福烤鴨店dinner(排隊2.5小時,值!)

Day 2: 遇上大雨和冰雹o_o->芳草地 (我的港女男友買了50% off的Ted Baker 包包)-> 度小月lunch->踩單車北京798藝術區-> Ace Cafe -> 看X-Men (嘗試了CGV電影院的Sweet Box二人座)

Day 3: 老石餃子lunch (在牆上塗鴉留名了)-> 天安門(天氣特好 APEC blue)->故宮博物館->景山公園(在街邊買了個頭飾扮娘娘哈哈)->踏上”北京市中心點”-> 小吊梨湯dinner->家樂福->在電視看了’Edge of Tomorrow’

Day 4: 白米倉胡同試最新electric bike prototype-> 回去INDIGO吃”中8樓”lunch->bye Beijing!

 

 

局外人

其實我最珍貴的回憶 / 達到absolute harmony的時刻,
都是我個人internal mind 與environment的interaction。
並沒有其他人類involve進來的。
這樣會很奇怪嗎?
這個是不能接受的嗎?

“I had lived my life one way and I could just as well have lived it another. I had done this and I hadn’t done that. I hadn’t done this thing but I had done another. And so?”

 

不快樂的兒童節

大陸人很會做生意,520又變了情人節,什麼光棍節,6月1日兒童節等等
商家們都借機推廣宣傳。

可是,我這個兒童節並不快樂。
不想把負能量帶到這個blog裡,
但工作上的frustration讓我很難受

這是我2012年9月入職以來,最頹喪的時刻
各種理由,讓我覺得,我此時此刻就辭職也沒所謂了。

大家都叫我positive一點,
但我真的沒有辦法正面一點。

通常我會這麼emotional也只是姨媽到的時候
但讓我驚訝的是,我沒有姨媽到都可以情緒這般低落!

加油也不太貼切,是撐住。

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powerful music

突然找到我的舊playlist。
以下這些歌曲都是對於我人生超級重要的歌,
我現在的iphone playlist居然通通沒有這些歌,

太恐怖了,我連這些key songs of my life都忽略了嗎?!
wow..time for some self-reflection.

音樂attach的不只是回憶,而是當時的精神狀態和人生態度
time travel 太簡單

  1. Songs About Jane – Maroon 5 (全碟)
  2. Wave – Frank Sinatra
  3. I Try – Macy Gray
  4. Home – Michael Buble
  5. Englishman in New York – Sting
  6. Lately – Stevie Wonder
  7. How to Save a Life – The Fray
  8. Vincent – Don McLean
  9. Knocking on Heaven’s Door – Bob Dylan
  10. Boston – Augustana
  11. Leaving On A Jet Plane
  12. If I Ever Feel Better – Phoenix
  13. Run Run Run – Phoenix
  14. Bump of Chicken 
  15. 三年二班 - 周杰倫
  16. 逆鱗- 周杰倫
  17. 手望 - 王苑之
  18. 開不了心 – Eason
  19. 綿綿- Eason
  20. 吹微風 – Eason
  21. 心的距離 – Eason
  22. 淘汰 – Eason
  23. 棋王 - 吳浩康
  24. 自卑 - 吳浩康
  25. 先入為主- 吳浩康