輕傷

週日由香港去成都的飛機,居然沒有delay,太神奇了!
(平時坐底都delay 2個鐘)

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混亂的2016 最近發生了一件可大可小的意外,後果是嚴重的。好比地陷一樣,還沒有反應過來,已經掉進深淵去了。 亦好像我剛剛去大嶼山一樣,一不小心就大大步踩上牛糞上。

這是一個畢業後最恐怖的挑戰。到了這一刻,我還不知道到底要如何解決。我只可以「靜觀其變,做好本份」了。

雖然世界這般混亂,壓力如此大,這個週末還是不負責任地去了大嶼山跟好友們慶祝相識十週年。其實,相信每位朋友都在打自己的仗,大家都決定用24小時來個亂裡偷閒,享受一下很pure很true的快樂。

迎難而上

估唔到聽完yoga lin嘅《壞與更壞》
情況真係突然exponential decay,哈哈哈

唯有想想今日有咩開心事啦。。

  • 今日圓滑地解決了一個難搞的糾紛
  • 今日做個online test,剛剛比passing mark高一分yessh
  • 我嘅b講咗10年終於交咗辭職信,以後唔駛聽佢抱怨啦yeah!
  • 其實好多人都比咗好多rational advice我。truly appreciate。
  • 林宥嘉d 歌原來咁好聽,今日先發現,《浪費》第一句真係殺死我啦。佢把聲線同大提琴太配
  • 今日lunchtime有人請吃飯,有刺身食yeah~
  • refer咗嘅朋友入到第二關interview,好彩
  • 星期五有holiday house,期待呀!

壞與更壞

無論多麼壞 好心態
若早知最壞 尚能更壞
凡事都很壞 仍能 愉快
才是崇高境界

by the way, 以前非常迷“日本文化” /”日本語“,
我依家嘅對日本野嘅興趣係得個零。
所以世界上每一件事都係有個expiry date的。

Feels like home


呢個weekend終於唔駛搭飛機,唔駛招呼任何人(好多時weekend都要見客),唔需要趕功課(雖然其實我可以早少少做),終於可以flexible少少,個pace放慢少少去渡過星期日嘅24小時。

當我係呢89平方米嘅空間遊蕩,我突然發覺到原來我對於呢個新居終於有”feels like home”嘅gan jue。來了蓉城10個月,至少我對於呢個新居已經冇咗「我其實身在異地」嘅不安感。

記得有一晚,11點幾外面落好大雨。而我就係屋入面開著吊燈開著冷氣開著電視睇新聞報導,個感覺真係好安全。(雖然呢間屋會甩磚哈哈)

當我突然連續兩日都咁有雅興寫blog,應該我姨媽又快到了~呢個indicator係非常準確的哈哈

凡事都很壞 仍能愉快 才是崇高境界

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圖一:係成都參加咗一個random嘅日本花道插花班。命名為“正直高雅地一帆風順”。

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圖二:夜跑成都5公里!(大家就估下我有冇真係跑完5k啦下,哈哈)

  • (我都好耐冇好好紀錄下最近發生嘅事,未來嘅我一定會後悔我冇document好。)
  • 8年了wordpress,多謝wordpress給了我這個自言自語園地。wordpress,earphone,床 係我嘅三寶。
  • How am I doing? 依然都係一個非常糟糕嘅狀態,我只可以take a deep breath 繼續向前走。唔係點?
  • 不過我已經好咗好多啦多謝關心,again啦,一定要scream for help。多謝好多前輩朋友同事嘅開解同分享,一個supportive嘅environment同埋好簡單嘅advice已經可以energize到我少少。
  • 要認清楚自己人生嘅priority,而唔係老闆嘅priority。otherwise只會被abuse to death。對自己好d,食好d,訓多d。
  • 原因係咁,我返工係photocopy room度虛脫到跌咗落地,之後就同wikipedia所講嘅panic attack一樣嘅symptoms。當超負荷嘅時候,我嘅身體係會跳fuse的。之後比公司車送咗返屋企。
  • 我只有一對手,一個腦,24小時嘅時間。而冇人respect呢個fact。當你唔respect我嘅時候,我係冇可能繼續positive,能量滿滿咁做事。
  • 我依家只係想ensure一個星期之內至少有一日係do-nothing day
  • btw 琴日右手手指公受傷了要貼膠布,原來冇咗右手手指公係超級唔方便架!surprise 哈哈

“The first is to be just as incredibly or maybe even as delusionally positive as possible. It’s a very cynical place out there sometimes and that cynicism will eat at your energy and your potential. And to fight it, you should smile with every atom in your body, you should smile first thing in the morning, you should even, this is something that I actually do if I’m in a bad mood, force yourself to smile. It releases things in your brain. You should smile with your eyes, your mouth, your face, your body, at every living and non-living thing that you see. You should recognize that the grass is greener on your side of the fence and even in the 1% chance that it’s not, just convincing yourself that it’s greener will be a self-fulfilling prophecy.”