Viper in my bosom

朋友，我愛你們。

*kiss*
感谢虚伪突现诚恳。
In disbelief (without sleep for 36 hours) but no longer in denial.

Nothing can hurt more than this haunting experience.
Debunked the very dark side of human nature.
Revealed the most twisted truth hided by the most fake days.
When so-called trust and truthfulness and loyalty and friendship betrayed me
–all along,
Released the Satan and evilness in me.
Everything reduced to shambles but friends are all with me.
Everything reduced to an empty shell but family are all with me.
Everything reduced to dry tears but I can still walk around with justified dignity.
One day, one day I could forgive everyone with great glee.

but if it was really all that easy
don’t you think I’d have given up by now
and if the questions had an answer
they wouldn’t be believable out loud
and you know that I would tell you
even if it sounded like a lie
funny thing about the truth is that
no-one warned us to wonder why