Read Only/ Read and Write?

未解決。
Am I suitable for / Am I strong at/ Do I like:
academics / career?
science / arts/ engineering/ econ/ finance/ research?
government/ ibank/ consulting/ R&D/ media?
public speaking/politics/ opinion?
I am already almost 20 years old
and still i have no effing idea What I am
how can an individual with
no talent, no passion, no interest, no preference for 20 years..
pave a unique path for herself..given that being random is not a choice?
i’m still so “undeveloped”
and I have spent so much time “exploring” different area of interests…
and the fact is nothing interests me particularly…dang ._.
after a quarter of a lifetime, I am still confused about who am i …how pathetic.
Future is really sth BEYOND IMAGINATION.
it’s out of bound, its like
how can you imagine an Earth-sized asteroid crash on Jupiter???
A CRASH creating an EARTH?
my future is as unimaginable as this.
i can’t even identify myself
im always changing
and im always hiding some, and showing some…
ai …. ng g dim