=(

im worried
i dun want summer to come, i wont e able to make any positive contribution
i duno what to do if im paid to do something
that i have 95% probability to screw up
and its for 3 months, i will be defeated every day ….=((((((
feeling sad and inferior for my whole summer…every week…
i will keep letting people’s down, making myself and others disappointed
but they are bounded to keep me becoz is 3 months long….and i have to do it too
and ppl will be very harsh and demanding..
they will scold me and hurt my dignity….
but im just a piece of rubbish going there….
the things i hate most is appearing being foolish….
but now im in a situation that i cant avoid being very foolish and a bak chi…
i dun nothing about these……..
wuwuwuuuuuuuuuuuuwuwuwuuwuu

but this is namely challenge.
doing something out of your ability but within your potential.
damn but isnt 3 months just too long, its like 25% of a year!!!!

im truly very worried.
but i guess they wont have high expectations on me neither =_=