today heard my high school fren yup jor toudai…
it really strikes me ….i cant help but being jealous
and at the same time so appreciate her motivation/courage/effort
in achieving her dream and her real interest
dude you know..i usually wont give a damn to people getting into which uni..
like i wont get particularly jealous or shit… ahhh but its toudai man……………
to me its the coolest place i could ever study in
remembered before i really researched a lot about Japan uni applications information
of course once i mentioned it to my family they r either ha-ha-ha or discouraged me
but if i could exchange my MIT place with toudai /kyodai/ waseda any of these ,
very honestly i would really wanna study in japan instead at this freaking miserable nerdy place
anyway… when someone near me successfully achieved my dream life
i feel so miserable suddenly = = “”””” always choosing /doing things that is against my true will
while people can really do it
aii…suen la………and i dont see any exchange to japan uni in MIT …well even though there is internships..
suen lah =_______=”””
you are forever fettered by expectations and social norms…
and most importantly japanese undergraduates dont have to study at all and play whole day =_=
aiiiiiiiii……..gum im happy that someone shows me that my dream is not impossible geh~ is achievable
ahhh thats me who got the offer….i think i will faint away immediately..= =
SEE , ALWAYS LIVING IN REGRETS……
ai…suen la you have no choice but continue to stuck in this freaky place for 4 years
while people could really enjoy and immerse herself every second of her college life into sth she’s passionate about
impromptuz 