still there is one more essay to go.
ahhh hate it.
anyway..hopefully i can officially start studying starting from tomorrow.
i really really don’t want to do this essay….
essay means that you need time to write up, need time to think, need time to refine and refine,
meet with your professor and discuss, then refine refine.
= time-consuming
i cant really multitask in such a way that..
writing up a globalization essay, then doing math at the same time
it requires two different souls from me
i don’t see the problem of being folded wor.
in particular, the last weeks here…………….
ok la i know exactly wht my flaws are
but they r getting more and more obvious somehow …
to a point that i really have to face it or do sth about it.
..hmm not now.
uncertainity reigns my mind again.
my essay, my finals preparation, my major, my future, my lifestyle, my way of life, life balance, friends, hong kong, money, career path, connection, networking, sleeping, food, famliy, my interest, my talent, my identity, my real personality and desires, tomorrow’s classes, physics, chemistry, equations, multivariable calculus, courses to take next term. i-just-don’t-know.
impromptuz 