impromptuz

突然迷惘，未來的路是多麼的筆直 然而  卻堆滿了不安和uncertainties
中六中七  最終責任就是考好大學 考好考試 保持魄力 就是這樣
然而畢業後   鏡頭一轉，視野無限拉長拉闊
不只是跳出香港　終點不是大學畢業 什麼年終考試
而是人生長跑的真正開始　warm-up完畢
在這threshold 遠眺下一個threshold  難免不安
競爭不再是同窗 取高分數  而真正要為未來career裝備自己  每刻不容有失
‘大學’ 二字對我而言還是相當陌生  facts我是知道了
但整個’大學生活’的concept 的確很難comprehend..
又怕自己根底不足 技不如人   又想try out everything, snatch every chances
但又怕因此而咽哽  .. 就是, 兩年的李寶椿的生活
令我面對大群體的勇氣減弱
一味做pastpaper 令讀書技巧rusty得不堪

還有一個月，實在不知如何be ready, be prepared
電話卡銀行戶口交學費單車boston交通  到時要怎辦
placement tests, course registration, 是啥回事

在這倒數期間  每天記憶都不太深刻  非常混愕
什麼也不想做  什麼也覺得煩人  被人天天轟炸
溝通變得麻目  生活就是見人看書睡覺 一天的落幕是’衝上雲霄’
有語言無交流    有活動無思想  越想越無謂  (乜野 ‘久久不能自己’ 係咪咁解)

驚覺好多hea人原來一d都唔hea, 超devoted, 好驚
我係時後要改善下啦….-_- 做摺友得唔到自己/人地尊重

bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
levigation?
JacQ~ 說:
navigation check
bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
XDDDD
JacQ~ 說:
i dun understand at all
bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
XDD
JacQ~ 說:
morling
JacQ~ 說:
omg
bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
xdd
bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
morling mr tong
bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
ho larn ding XD
JacQ~ 說:
damn
JacQ~ 說:
i hate to listen to da eng

JacQ~ 說:
fight plan!!!!
JacQ~ 說:
wah…
JacQ~ 說:
they have to FIGHT!!!
JacQ~ 說:
i have nth to say
bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
勾 !
JacQ~ 說:
勾
JacQ~ 說:
ding!!!
bεyoηι [衝上雲霄] 說:
XDDDDDDDDDD
JacQ~ 說:
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

(*勾= out)

conclusion: 兩條人完全唔係睇緊電視. 完.

if fate hasn’t saved me out of HKAL 2 years ago
my adrenaline lv. would be in sin-curve-trend for the day..:p

so happy that most of my friends did quite well
and even achieved much better than wht they expected !
的確很令人感動呢, congras koube and venus leung!!!! so proud of you guys

if i was one of the AL victims…wht grades would i get leh?
ai suen, anyway..July 6 is my turn…aaahhii…dont fail ar ng goi…=_=
i would be very grey if i got 5 for math…
which is quite possible as i left half of the questions blank hahahaha..
(天音: man then that’s only a 3..or 4..)
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was goin through all those placement tests, math diagnostics test, xxxx…
aiiiii..so worried…>< very soon they will find out how elementary my math ability is
,,=.=” but probably i will take the chem and math one…

(Parental Guidance Advised)

話說 本人實在太懶惰  耳環閒時只會轉下轉, 濕下水
訓覺洗澡游水 都唔會除耳環

最後發現 耳托 (i.e. the supporting roundpiece at the back of the ear) 除不下了
照鏡 點知 塊小圓片 不見了 =_=  原來比d肉食了 (i.e. 完全比肉包住左, 生埋一齊)

所以今日就去左做小手術
界開兩邊耳珠  取出耳托 (最麻煩係 耳托 already adhered to the flesh…)

result: swollen earlobes , and no more earrings
conclusion: 自己懶到出汁, 乜都唔理既後果可以好嚴重

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This week: watched the departed , kurosagi, and the superheroes movie..hahaha

我們自己心裡的痛苦不會因為這個世界有更大或者更’值得’的痛苦而變得微不足道，
它對別人也許微不足道，對我們自己，每一次痛苦都是絕對的，真實的，很重大，很痛。
但這些當下的痛苦或低潮，若把人生的鏡頭拉長來看，就不那麼絕對了。

所以xg，しっかりして！

(off-topic: except msn im living in a complete english-free environment now….-_- will lose my spoken english as well very soon haahaha..*touchwood*)
(off-topic 2: just found out  the etymon of  ‘karaoke’ = ‘kara’ 空 +orchestra (okesutora)
so literally it means ’empty orchestra’..hmm interesting :p)