impromptuz

if fate hasn’t saved me out of HKAL 2 years ago
my adrenaline lv. would be in sin-curve-trend for the day..:p

so happy that most of my friends did quite well
and even achieved much better than wht they expected !
的確很令人感動呢, congras koube and venus leung!!!! so proud of you guys

if i was one of the AL victims…wht grades would i get leh?
ai suen, anyway..July 6 is my turn…aaahhii…dont fail ar ng goi…=_=
i would be very grey if i got 5 for math…
which is quite possible as i left half of the questions blank hahahaha..
(天音: man then that’s only a 3..or 4..)
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was goin through all those placement tests, math diagnostics test, xxxx…
aiiiii..so worried…>< very soon they will find out how elementary my math ability is
,,=.=” but probably i will take the chem and math one…

(Parental Guidance Advised)

話說 本人實在太懶惰  耳環閒時只會轉下轉, 濕下水
訓覺洗澡游水 都唔會除耳環

最後發現 耳托 (i.e. the supporting roundpiece at the back of the ear) 除不下了
照鏡 點知 塊小圓片 不見了 =_=  原來比d肉食了 (i.e. 完全比肉包住左, 生埋一齊)

所以今日就去左做小手術
界開兩邊耳珠  取出耳托 (最麻煩係 耳托 already adhered to the flesh…)

result: swollen earlobes , and no more earrings
conclusion: 自己懶到出汁, 乜都唔理既後果可以好嚴重

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This week: watched the departed , kurosagi, and the superheroes movie..hahaha

我們自己心裡的痛苦不會因為這個世界有更大或者更’值得’的痛苦而變得微不足道，
它對別人也許微不足道，對我們自己，每一次痛苦都是絕對的，真實的，很重大，很痛。
但這些當下的痛苦或低潮，若把人生的鏡頭拉長來看，就不那麼絕對了。

所以xg，しっかりして！

(off-topic: except msn im living in a complete english-free environment now….-_- will lose my spoken english as well very soon haahaha..*touchwood*)
(off-topic 2: just found out  the etymon of  ‘karaoke’ = ‘kara’ 空 +orchestra (okesutora)
so literally it means ’empty orchestra’..hmm interesting :p)

古人說得好，三日不讀書，便覺語言無味
三十日沒好好的把文字認真咀嚼，文筆果然變得超爛
未來的歲月，大慨中文也不再重要，
但當兩文三語水準在一個月間直線下滑
(例如無聊掙扎用中或英文打日記..反正兩種也沒什麼文采可言)
就驚悟是時候看看書了
所以特地買了７本不太有趣的書 去electrify將快停滯的思緒

在10小時內完成了第一個 1/7 的 summer reading
<活著>的hardcover 的鮮紅色奪目得就如內容般悽厲諷刺，
鮮艷得不再attractive，而是一種莫名的沉重，甚至是恐怖
(所以已經將呢本書藏係書架深處 XD)
但以想不到的是，作者竟然是四十多歲的牙醫！
在近代可以勾勒出如此副威力的情節，真不簡單

現在 在讀<親愛的安德烈> ，結集作者龍應台(LP’s teacher!!) 和21歲兒子通信內容的新書
epistolary方式新鮮, 而且背景為香港及年青人, 令我不時有感同身受的共鳴

“每個人都在走自己的路，搞自己的遊戲，設定自己的對和錯的標準．一切都是少少的，個人的，我們的時代彷彿是個沒有標記的年代，連叛逆的題目都找不到，因此我們退到小小的自我”

”我是一個日子過得太好的年輕人，狠狠打我幾個耳光也不為過，但是至少，我清楚看見自己的生存壯態，而且至少，我並不以我的生存壯態為榮”

”既要體貼到別人的感受，又要照顧到自己的立場．．．可是，生命往往就被那微不足道的事情給決定了．”

”價值這東西被顛覆，被滲透，被構建，被解構，被謊言撐托得理直氣壯，是非難分的地步時，這些人，以最原始最真實的面貌存在我心裡，使我清醒，恍惚是錨，牢牢定住我的價值”

明晨續閱
btw 今日入戲院睇左”21″, 多謝koube陪同~

recalling wht ive mentioned in my HKU essay…
I plan to take full advantage of the campus opportunities, and allow the University of Hong Kong experience to lead me on my future paths—to the goal as the leader of tomorrow.

又被書中一句驚醒
‘日子過得又苦又累, 我心裡反倒踏實了’

as well as the quote printed on the cover of the orientation booklet
“Twenty years from now you will be more disapopinted by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did. So sail away from the safe harbor. explore. dream“

conclusion:
should stop thinking how to minimize my workload and pressure in MIT (i.e. hea盡)
instead, should be fully ready to put my ambition into action …
embrace opportunities of all kinds, treasure each millisecond,
meet a lot of amazing geeks/nerds (but not be them @_@)..

may passion and diligence brim over my fleeting 4-year experience,
and ignite my potential to the fullest.
是甦醒的時候了!!
以全職讀書的名義, 以探索的名義, make them the best years of my life!