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甲)ai im so broke ..
impossible to survive with $300 a holiday-week anymore
lin my only RMB50 dollars dou exchange mai to HK dollars la…
ai…………….

乙) level of hurt/淆/灰/remorse = level of caring
level of anger/hate = level of hurt/淆/灰/remorse  (e.g. wtf!! i dun f care!)
i.e. anger/hate = caring = love
i.e. hate = love    (嫌いだ　全部スキなのに)

丙) went to Dalai (my site will be blocked in PRC mmediately then)Lamma Island today wif Chishio
wooh..woke up at 8am today, can’t believe it

丁) bought a plastic cover for my ipod :)  yay which also means im officially bankrupt now!

以怒替淚.

when uncertainity/ fear reigns..
remember,
1. Fear impedes action
2. inaction = lack of experience
3. lack of experience breeds ignorance
4. ignorance guarantees fear
i.e. a vicious cycle.

You gain strength, courage and confidnece by every experience
in which you really stop to look fear in the face.
‘I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along’
i.e. You must do the thing you think you cannot do.

Went back to MCS today
did a HKCEE sharing (=.=) with the Form 4 students…another blow water session haha
the real happy part is that most of the teachers still remember me hahaha
and even some see-muis…people who look familiar to me
very peaceful, united, and spirited :)

1. 收到了 ipod nano 4GB silver . yeah
2. 買了bump of chicken 涙のふるさと CD  果然在HMV就有  我的第一隻
3. 在 便所餐廳 名乎其實  ‘今日同winnie lee 一齊去食屎’ haahaha
4. 今日睇番 d fundamental chem   其實都無唔記得姐
5. 係 IB 放榜之前都唔知有冇credit 賺   雖然機會緲亡..但如果有, 我就唔駛take math placement test
6. 係我人生裡一定要 去日本 睇一次 bump of chicken concert, 買一件souvenir tee  一定要
7. 發覺自己肥左  好驚添
8. 聽日番學校sharing + 經濟訪問  要講什麼完全未prepare… -_-
9. duh..仲未搞medical report -_-
10. 既然Fall 係 pass/no record, 所以決定take japanese history 了..雖然history知識=0
11. H&M 50% sale, 是時後買衫了 !!
12. 仲要買相機羽yung 呀

13.
“為何嗜酒?”
“為了忘記”
“忘記什麼?”
“我的恥辱”
“你的恥辱?”
“我以嗜酒為恥”

五時三十二分的暮色
霧氣飄湧 浮雲曲曲卷卷 絲絲縷縷
是晝伏夜出 還是夜伏晝起
红日會冉冉上升 還是 炫麗黃昏的前奏
不分晝夜而天色一致的瞬間 就是現在

不見人  不見光
滿眼是飄忽不定的淡霧。
那霧氣滾動著  飄蕩著直往上升
直到紅日升起  霧氣才漸漸飄散  虛幻消失  大地復現

“電車的車窗在框啷框啷的響
我的身體就這麼靜止不動 均速卻超過了200km
愈想這件事 愈覺得可笑 我明明是靜止不動的
如此可笑的事情 怎能不找個人說說
才這麼一想 我是孤獨一人”–銀河鉄道 bump of chicken

so..gonna take chem and math placement test
would study chem a bit in the remaining holiday..(got the syllabus!)
but definitely i won’t do any math under this great weather lor ..so grey

after meetin up with the MIT alums…
now my degree choice is–
Major:
Course 1     Environmental Engineering
Minor:
Course 15    Management
Course 21F  Japanese

should not be too boring ?
anyway…hope i could cope with this la…

就是被不安籠罩…
訓唔著, 唉 好頭痕 (literally..) 聽日去拆線 之後就可以無拒無束洗頭啦!
體驗到洗頭的可貴 ^^ .. 好啦, 為左唔好成為 100% 頹廢宅女
決定每日 10pm-12midnight 溫chem/jap ..為生活加添幾分書卷味
努力過後就可以 ‘衝上雲霄’ 啦..究竟..唔做唔做得到呢 ?!
就算pass 唔pass到個’notoriously difficult’placement test..
我都真係想polish 下我這個豬腦
讀下書 計下數 學下野  絕對係add-value 來的!—-