impromptuz

some *stunning* topics (at least for me) in Class of 2012 Facebook group discussion topics:

IB results today
5 posts by 3 people

What other colleges did you give up?
80 posts by 71 people

Who has been selected as ranked tenth in the class?!
45 posts by 38 people

Who has been selected as a valedicotrian?!
28 posts by 26 people

especially *admire* the courage of my classmates who started the topics…
you will never find any topic near to these in a local school forum or even LPC
a cultural thing? or am i getting  unnecessarily critical again?
not saying Chinese is comparatively more humble…
but, well … u get wht i mean..
u will be beaten up or badmouthed immediately hahaa (e.g. orz, kui meh si…)

so from now on im sure i should keep this blog from other 12’ers …ha-ha-ha
(P.S. like the word ‘valedictorian’ is even mispelled in the topic-line….shame)
(P.P.S for FEE, i delcared English is NOT my first language,
and definitely NOT as fluent as Chinese, very honest :p)
(P.P.S learnt from kazu.. learn how to overlook and omit
need not to reply each and every line in letters..some might be skippable)

existing status:
saturated into a blissful puddle of nothingness
money in wallet:
$0
big events coming-up:
IB result, body check, movie with koube, FEE, then CU interview
worries for the never-starting:
ASEs revision, learn to cook, catch up japanese, buy down jackets, wht-to-bring-list
fed-up:
with praises and criticisms,
unfathomable mood swings ,
systems and regulations, guesssing and waiting
mainstream norms that u-must-do-sth-meaningful-in-holiday
pointless conversation or meet-up
books to read:
bringing down the house
活著
親愛的安德烈
奇諾之旅
Do It (..@_@ just a self-help book)
走到人生邊上
我們三
文化苦旅
and the 4-year-old-yet-still-brand-new A brief history of time
necessities i should buy:
notebook bag, digital camera, luggage, clothes, a new handbag, and what

how i wish the sore is merely a figment of my imagination..

甲)ai im so broke ..
impossible to survive with $300 a holiday-week anymore
lin my only RMB50 dollars dou exchange mai to HK dollars la…
ai…………….

乙) level of hurt/淆/灰/remorse = level of caring
level of anger/hate = level of hurt/淆/灰/remorse  (e.g. wtf!! i dun f care!)
i.e. anger/hate = caring = love
i.e. hate = love    (嫌いだ　全部スキなのに)

丙) went to Dalai (my site will be blocked in PRC mmediately then)Lamma Island today wif Chishio
wooh..woke up at 8am today, can’t believe it

丁) bought a plastic cover for my ipod :)  yay which also means im officially bankrupt now!

以怒替淚.

when uncertainity/ fear reigns..
remember,
1. Fear impedes action
2. inaction = lack of experience
3. lack of experience breeds ignorance
4. ignorance guarantees fear
i.e. a vicious cycle.

You gain strength, courage and confidnece by every experience
in which you really stop to look fear in the face.
‘I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along’
i.e. You must do the thing you think you cannot do.

Went back to MCS today
did a HKCEE sharing (=.=) with the Form 4 students…another blow water session haha
the real happy part is that most of the teachers still remember me hahaha
and even some see-muis…people who look familiar to me
very peaceful, united, and spirited :)

1. 收到了 ipod nano 4GB silver . yeah
2. 買了bump of chicken 涙のふるさと CD  果然在HMV就有  我的第一隻
3. 在 便所餐廳 名乎其實  ‘今日同winnie lee 一齊去食屎’ haahaha
4. 今日睇番 d fundamental chem   其實都無唔記得姐
5. 係 IB 放榜之前都唔知有冇credit 賺   雖然機會緲亡..但如果有, 我就唔駛take math placement test
6. 係我人生裡一定要 去日本 睇一次 bump of chicken concert, 買一件souvenir tee  一定要
7. 發覺自己肥左  好驚添
8. 聽日番學校sharing + 經濟訪問  要講什麼完全未prepare… -_-
9. duh..仲未搞medical report -_-
10. 既然Fall 係 pass/no record, 所以決定take japanese history 了..雖然history知識=0
11. H&M 50% sale, 是時後買衫了 !!
12. 仲要買相機羽yung 呀

13.
“為何嗜酒?”
“為了忘記”
“忘記什麼?”
“我的恥辱”
“你的恥辱?”
“我以嗜酒為恥”