impromptuz

melody brews mood & attachs memories
going out for a day with my iPod nano is like ..
each tone was electrifying my mind and inducing some kind of weird thoughts
like a 精神鴉片….it makes you happy but its not healthy if prolonged listening ..haha
well, and absolutely addictive

went to hv health check for the school medical report …funky questions like:
1. Do you wear seatbelts? Yes/ No
2. Acne  Yes/No
3. Breasts Normal/Abnormal
………..
anyway, glad to know that im offically 167cm!! not 166.5cm anymore yeahhh!

bought stationery and stuffs for the new school term…
gotta buy a new bag and some cosmetics and clothes and shoes too!!
$$$$$$___________$$$$$$$$

anyway, FEDERER IS SUCH A CLASSY MAN!!
calm, ambitious, perfectly skillful..and definitely charming <3 though he is defeated, but he is still the King, the champion lah—

the The-Day has came ..
International Baccalaureate Candidate of May 2008
still pending for my Chinese A1 HL grade
overall, very happy with my B-grade EE, coz it’s a conclusionless essay
though sadly i couldn’t conclude my 2-year UWC experience in  triumph
still im totally satisfied with my grades..(not my parents though)

so everything is over. this stage is over. time to proceed and move on.
Look Forward and give me my shots in everything
Do or not do, there is not try.

no more mediocrity.

完成了所謂的理想　放縱了情緒的氾濫
汗都流亁　天都微亮
然後怎樣

擁有了旅行的空檔　卻遺失流浪的背囊
沿著軌道　一直流浪
然後怎樣

假期過完有甚麼打算
走過一個天堂少一個方向
誰在催我成長　讓我失去迷途的膽量

我怕誰失望　我為誰而忙
我最初只貪玩　為何變負擔
為何我的問題　總得等待別人的答案

我的快樂時代燦爛　才領悟代價多高昂
不能滿足　不敢停站
然後怎樣？

Aren’t You Glad:
Aren’t you glad you didn’t stay with me
Bohemian life and instability
You went off to university
And you took your love away from me
Endless nights, lovers, friends and fun
Big-City lights, your new life had begun
And as the world turns on and on
Love is lost and love is won, laughed and cried when we were young
You went your own way. I survived
And did you ever see everything inside of me?

不要說話:
深色的海面撲滿白色的月光
我出神望著海心不知飛哪去
聽到她在告訴你　說她真的喜歡你
我不知該　躲那裡
我藏起來的秘密　在每一天清晨裡
暖成咖啡　安靜的拿給你

願意用一枝黑色的簽筆 畫一出沉默舞台劇
燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌  再大聲也都是給你

請用心聽 不要說話
請原諒我 不會說話
愛是用心嗎　不要說話

然後怎樣:
完成了所謂的理想 放縱了情緒的氾濫
汗都流乾 天都微亮  然後怎樣
擁有了旅行的空檔 卻遺失流浪的背囊
沿著軌道 一直流浪 然後怎樣
假期過完有什麼打算 走過一個天堂少一個方向
誰在催我成長 讓我失去迷途的膽量

我怕誰失望  我為誰而忙
我最初只貪玩 為何變負擔
為何我的問題 總得等待別人的答案
我的快樂時代陧烂 才領悟代價多高昂
不能滿足  不敢停站 然後怎樣
____
残酷な現実が二人を引き裂けば
より一層強く惹かれ合う
いくらでもいくらでも頑張れる気がした
殘酷的現實愈是拆散兩人
愈是會強烈地吸引彼此
感覺再怎麼樣也可以努力下去

some *stunning* topics (at least for me) in Class of 2012 Facebook group discussion topics:

IB results today
5 posts by 3 people

What other colleges did you give up?
80 posts by 71 people

Who has been selected as ranked tenth in the class?!
45 posts by 38 people

Who has been selected as a valedicotrian?!
28 posts by 26 people

especially *admire* the courage of my classmates who started the topics…
you will never find any topic near to these in a local school forum or even LPC
a cultural thing? or am i getting  unnecessarily critical again?
not saying Chinese is comparatively more humble…
but, well … u get wht i mean..
u will be beaten up or badmouthed immediately hahaa (e.g. orz, kui meh si…)

so from now on im sure i should keep this blog from other 12’ers …ha-ha-ha
(P.S. like the word ‘valedictorian’ is even mispelled in the topic-line….shame)
(P.P.S for FEE, i delcared English is NOT my first language,
and definitely NOT as fluent as Chinese, very honest :p)
(P.P.S learnt from kazu.. learn how to overlook and omit
need not to reply each and every line in letters..some might be skippable)

existing status:
saturated into a blissful puddle of nothingness
money in wallet:
$0
big events coming-up:
IB result, body check, movie with koube, FEE, then CU interview
worries for the never-starting:
ASEs revision, learn to cook, catch up japanese, buy down jackets, wht-to-bring-list
fed-up:
with praises and criticisms,
unfathomable mood swings ,
systems and regulations, guesssing and waiting
mainstream norms that u-must-do-sth-meaningful-in-holiday
pointless conversation or meet-up
books to read:
bringing down the house
活著
親愛的安德烈
奇諾之旅
Do It (..@_@ just a self-help book)
走到人生邊上
我們三
文化苦旅
and the 4-year-old-yet-still-brand-new A brief history of time
necessities i should buy:
notebook bag, digital camera, luggage, clothes, a new handbag, and what

how i wish the sore is merely a figment of my imagination..