killpineapple

bought:
1. magazine x 2 (yamapi + fujiwara)
2. hokkaido uni t-shirt + t-shirt
3. sapporo beer big pencil (sth to decorate my room..)
4. mintia x 3
5. lavender rubber

funny random stuffs:
1. translated for a bunch of US guys..”son of a bitch, you r going there for college?!”
2. 飛機上師奶 “去無良印品買左好多野”~
3. speak so much japanese hohohoh~~~~
4. ======睇到bump of chicken NHK 演唱會=======(注: 電視)
5. 80% 相都係得我, 而20% 係哥哥既相..但佢個d全部都係矇既~因為我咋機 haaha
6. Furano Cycling Trip.. 上斜好辛苦, 落斜好爽, 天氣好好, 風景靚到難而相信
7. 5 日都藍天白雲—
8. 有奧運睇, 好開心, 日本人好注重Olympics, 度度 都有得睇咁 (as in  big screen)

5 days without facebook and emails… feel so outdated hahaaaa

trip

bringing my new iPod (from 6e), new camera (from wa-ee), mobile phone, wallet and passport to sapporo.
please don’t lose anyone of them in the trip!!! golden-5!

goin to Japan again..sponsored by gor gor , hohohoho..didnt feel very excited, but happy that hv chance for intense japanese oral training again !! which will be quite useful to equip myself for the school japanese placement test!

sometimes i feel strange ppl didnt know wht mit is. coz like i’ve heard so much about it since primary school haha.. but yea anyway, its much better than to tell ppl im from li po chun, and ppl started to stare at u in sympathy….’oh..so u end up at li po..what? chun? after CE, where is it?” …”er..wu kai sha…………”
well ..whtever hahaha ~~

ASE is such a trouble….ai =.= Math + Bio+ Japanese arrrrrr , must take ar ng goi

critic/public/-ize

(random statement: 藤原基央は當今最偉大的詩人)
personally i think if u want the whole world to know sth..the most effective tool is FACEBOOK NOTE, it can basically reach anyone u know, and there r lots of bored soul who clicked on ‘Notes’ to read. (say, me).Secondly is either FB status/MSN tagline or SMS. (right, xanga is out of the list!) thinking of this .. the new tech has really shaped a very new form of communications….or at least for 宅 ppl like me..

ppl could 絕交 on facebook,
反面 on MSN,
or send a kiss on skype.
a 分手 could be simplified into a short SMS, replacing the retro style face-to-face confession.
everything is so virtual yet real. (?)

so i think..its funny to think wht’s the true intention when a person wrote a facebook note
its no difference from manifesting loudly in real life @_@ …
“always related back to the PURPOSE”..as hayley always highlighted in class…
its quite interesting really :p
wht i observe is..mostly is about worries, funny stories, 拋書包
or simply showing off ‘subtly’….
and only small percentage of it is geniune sharing
maybe im a bit critical, haha but actually its a very mo liu observation ..-_-”
yea..but every decision is always back up with some reasons…

and talking about arrogance, no one could be as unbearable as i did @_@
so i better shut up now hahaha

lostman

1. went to MIT send-off party today…FINALLY met Sungki and Sam (not the 1st time though) after msn chats for 5 months..hahaaa , felt so warm !! finally i got this ‘slim’ sense of belonging..it should strengthen by time!!

chishio once told me ロストマン is his favourite song out of all bump songs..now i know why..colored one r inspiring lines (節錄):

状況はどうだい 僕は僕に尋ねる
現在怎樣呢  我向自己尋求答案
旅の始まりを 今も 思い出せるかい
旅程的開始 現在何還記得嗎
選んできた道のりの 正しさを 祈った
我祈禱 選定了的道路是正確的

いろんな種類の 足音 耳にしたよ
我聽見了各式各樣的腳步聲
沢山のソレが 重なって また離れて
很多的在重疊著 現後又遠離了

淋しさなら 忘れるさ 繰り返す事だろう
忘卻寂寞 只是一直重複在做的事吧
どんなふうに夜を過ごしても 昇る日は 同じ
就算過渡了怎麼樣的夜晚 明晨又是一樣

破り損なった 手造りの地図 破爛的手畫地圖
辿った途中の 現在地 攀山涉水途中的現在地
動かないコンパス 片手に乗せて
一手拿著 不動的指南針
霞んだ目 凝らしている 集中矇矓的視目
君を失った この世界で
在這失去了你 的世界裡
僕は何を求め続ける
我究竟在繼續祈求什麼

迷子って 気付いていたって
明明注意到自己迷路了
気付かないフリをした
卻假裝不知

あぁ ロストマン 気付いたろう
呀 迷路的人 你注意到了吧
僕らが 丁寧に切り取った
我們小心地剪取的
その絵の 名前は 思い出
這幅畫 叫做回憶

君を忘れたこの世界を 愛せた時は会いに行くよ
當我可愛上這忘卻了你的世界 我就會來見你
間違った 旅路の果てに 正しさを 祈りながら
在這錯誤的旅路盡頭  一邊祈禱方向正確
再会を 祈りながら
一邊祈求再會

Elixir of Quietude*

so my final Saturday before leaving was over.
had a big gathering with 28th jsecs committee and family friends.
3:08am. absolute silence.

all nights i was viewing some on-campus jobs available for freshman..and also any potential ‘winter’ internship. i know its kinda late for me to finally realize the importance of concrete work experience (as i’m re-structuring my CV again) honestly i’ve sent out my CV to around 8 companies in June but got no reply..just becoz my CV is very fai with no ‘work experience’ column. its like a jobless spiral then i will forever looping in (touchwood!)..and to start with, on-campus jobs/research assistants/ UROP should kick off my career life..well anyway..at last i couldn’t find any short winter internship, but there is IAP on-campus jobs…

after ‘confuzzling’ about my interns, then im thinking about my future career paths. usually follow by ‘when r u leaving’, ppl will ask ‘actually wht u really wanna do’..my answers are like ‘environmental consultant or government’ which i’ve no idea with. -_- would I end up in banking /consulting stuffs again (quite likely)? or give up my interest and study econ? (impossible-.-)..or goin to japan and get married??? (fine, dream on…@@)
future is still a big blank, but wht’s great about life is that, future is always in my hand. goin to college will (hopefully) give me a direction wht i really wanna do…(which ppl told me the same thing before going to LPC…LPC will let u know wht major u wanna do! =_+)

*a comment on martini made by E.B. White (the one who wrote Charlotte’s Web!)..well then this blog is probably my martini :) p.s. my next attempt is to write a blog without ANY emoticons..see how it works haha