如果一天发现我神经衰弱，那就一定是email alert 的错
一天放了太多時間在等待，空等，白等
等教授的回覆，等升降機，等食飯，等到星期五，
等待下一個長假期，等待實習人事部的回覆，等，等等。。
今日等唔到，聽日再等，後日再等。。
我說，我黏著我的電腦是有原因的。
今天買了40W電燈泡，讀愛的原著小說，文具
翻聽又翻聽小情歌，正經地讀了兩小時物理
為的，只是在鬱悶的時間隙中填上內容而已
為的，是暫時驱散我壓在心頭整年以来的鬱悶
已經步入思緒上的風燭殘年嗎
四分一的大學生涯。
經過再三失望沮喪自卑無奈鬱悶憤世嫉俗無能為力
不是對失敗麻木，而是對失敗的副作用的免疫
不是害怕獨處，而是享受難得的獨處時光
不是不願埋首書堆，是違己交病
不是行為怪異，是不甘活於荒誕的陳規下
不是逃避挑戰，是本身已活在挑戰裡
谢谢你们的倾听。
my toys =) haha
anyway, was doing mastering physics and the topic is
“Faraday’s law of induction” ..i was like..wow …. ._.
becoz supposingly I have learnt this 4 years ago hahaha
the feeling is like dusting off a very old forgotten book …well h-ha-ha-
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
cultural poronography/ morally complex?
“I’m not frightened. I’m not frightened of anything. The more I suffer, the more I love. Danger will only increase my love, will sharpen it, will give it spice. I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: “Only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love.”
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anyway, these r those kind of movies that i really like to watch (not porn or III XDD)
but like, it will keep you thinking about it for the following day..check out the websites…xxx
mid-spring-break.
so actually this is the first time i ‘seriously’ bringing ppl around boston ..hhaha
joanne and clara you two are privileged !!
i should mark this down so i could use the exact same plan next time
day 1
1. night- walked through MIT tunneling system (third largest system in the world after Kremlin and Pentagon)
2. morning- MIT tour–infinite corridor, killian court, barker, stata, green’s, maybe hayden
3. afternoon-MIT museum (Free to bring 3 guests) and lunch at Harvard square
4. afternoon-walk Harvard–the statue, the church, the church, the science center, the pooh, maybe the museum
5. afternoon-dark chocolate at harvard square
6. evening- Chinatown bubble tea
7. movie at MPR with japanese food
day 2 (kala please dun read it hahaha)
1. chinatown lunch (this is flexible, really haha)
2. Boston Common , beginning of freedom trail (oldest public park in US, cattle grazing, public hanging of pirates and witches, then public speeches like Martin Luther King)
3. MA State House (orginally wood, then add gold to prevent leakage)
4. Boston Latin School (oldest public school in the US, originally only for boys, from both rich and poor)
5. walk to City Hall
6. Walk to Quincy Market and eat inside
7. Walk to Acquarium
8. go back XD maybe cheesecake factory?
anyway actually it is 3:35am now and i didnt feel like sleeping
this is youth =p even knowing that i will hv a very lethargic time tomorrow ..
i would rather BS in this blog instead of going to bed, hahaha
i’ve rearranged my own room, putting all my books in space
hope that the remaining 1.5 months i could really pull myself together
(should try to search how many times i hv typed this line in this blog = =)
concentrate, study, do my homework legitimately, and hopefully
start getting internship replies and stuffs….ha-ha. =0=
ahh spent too much recently..dang -_-
impromptuz 