Misty Japan!!!

Warning: Don’t leave yet! You are on the right page.

coz I think it is summer and Im not as grey as MIT time so I guess I should change to a more colorful layout to celebrate summer!

Dear F!0ni,

I took over the M1T-Japan program earlier this summer and wanted to introduce myself to the people who had already been in contact with her about applying this fall. It sounds like you’re all set with requirements for the program so that’s fantastic. If you have any questions that come up let me know, otherwise I’ll look forward to seeing you sometime in the fall!

Best,
Michelle
D1rector of 1ntern Placement
M1T-Japan Program

讓我好期待！！！！！

yeahhh ~~~~~~~

振り返る事が出来なかった　僕は泣いてたから
regrets eat me up.

Evil Is Live Spelled Backwards

For today, my long-term goal is:

1) M.Sc at Harvard/ Stanford / Tsinghua/ PekingU/TokyoU graduating at 2014
(…alright, I know wht u are thinking, I know im not THAT smart, thank you)

2) If not, I will go back to Hong Kong right after grad

a) Consulting Firms
(quite sure my bro will discourage me from doing this)

b) Government, AO or EPD
(but my lang skill is just not good enough for AO…im as shy as a shrimp)

c) HK universities
(and now u think u r one of those superior intellectuals?)

d) Financial institutions
(u just said u hate ibank!)

e) Be a Pig
(yes, this is the most honest self, cheers)

again, it is only for today.
always tentative to change

so in order to achieve my long-term goal:

1) got really good academic result (5.0)

2) gain more research experience (UROP please and learn JAVA)

3) be career-wise competitive by doing internships (M1ST1 JAPAN!!)

4) further improve my interpersonal skills (write more blogs! 誤)

5) and those stuffs I wrote before about ennoblement, haha.

月巴

I have never thought that “LOSS WEIGHT” would be a term applicable to myself…

Because for 18 years , my BMI indicated that i am underweight…

and now I am Normal Weight !!

okkk chill, im not freaking out or wht…

but my go-to-work pants are getting suffocatingly tight

so i really have to do some more exercises…hahaaa

and one day of biking already gao dou me muscle pain…ai

sorry it is such an unplanned blog entry

and thank you everyone who has told me that they enjoy reading my blog

or those who has made feedback for some entries

thank you so much as it is such a big motivation!!

1 year passed so quickly~~ (but why could one day at work be so long?! haha)

again its sendoff party… strangers 1 year ago become familiar faces

new admit now became one of those who shared on stage~

real world is not harmonious at all
still a long way to learn the true rule of this game
i’m no longer surprised by those non-friendly behaviors of the grown-ups
becoz I gradually understand why they did so. attack and defense.
so never take others genuine friendless for granted , no kidding.
its very, very precious.

labyrinth

Read Only/ Read and Write?

未解決。
Am I suitable for / Am I strong at/ Do I like:
academics / career?
science / arts/ engineering/ econ/ finance/ research?
government/ ibank/ consulting/ R&D/ media?
public speaking/politics/ opinion?

I am already almost 20 years old
and still i have no effing idea What I am
how can an individual with
no talent, no passion, no interest, no preference for 20 years..
pave a unique path for herself..given that being random is not a choice?

i’m still so “undeveloped”
and I have spent so much time “exploring” different area of interests…
and the fact is nothing interests me particularly…dang ._.
after a quarter of a lifetime, I am still confused about who am i …how pathetic.

Future is really sth BEYOND IMAGINATION.
it’s out of bound, its like
how can you imagine an Earth-sized asteroid crash on Jupiter???
A CRASH creating an EARTH?
my future is as unimaginable as this.

i can’t  even identify myself
im always changing
and im always hiding some, and showing some…
ai …. ng g dim