在凱旋的那天前 沒有輸這回事 !!
負けねえ 絶対 負けねえ－
錦飾る日まで 負けやしねえ (*`Д´)ノ
15歲就緊記在心的一句話。
謝謝xg XD 在mit 很管用
突然在usb手指找到久違了的“favouritelyrics.docx”
長30頁。全都被翻譯！ （lpc時代真夠閒）
很多歌也差點忘記了 。。懐かしいなぁー
認識自己
在李寶椿兩年的寄宿生活，我學會了獨立 跟 解難。
真正哭過的次數只有三次－ 婆婆過身, mit offer，跟jsecs的事情。
有甚麼難關 硬著頭皮撐過去，因為我知道大家同樣地努力。
哭，只是浪費時間的發泄。
那個時候
朋友說，努力起來的我 像一個男人。
朋友說，對我的印象是，甚麼事情也可以搞定。
though hea，不可能的事都盡力 一一做到了。
那個時候的自己，死衝懶衝，鬥志最盛。
爸爸還會自豪地跟朋友說 “我這個女兒很tough。”
不懂就做到懂，睏就洗澡，熬夜到天亮我覺得幸福，
熬夜後的清晨，總會獨個在校長家外的迴旋處蹀踱散步，與暗紅色的早霞思索。
欣賞浮雲曲曲卷卷絲絲縷縷 ，欣賞滿眼飄忽不定的淡霧。
晨光熹微，縷縷清風，晶瑩露珠 － 就是我心底的暮鼓晨鐘。
意境就像-柳宗元說的 “心凝形釋，與萬化冥合“，早晨讓我感動陶醉。
寧靜的獨處時間讓我找到了推動力。
這個我 在一年間 卻變得無從勾勒。
努力讓我受挫，獨處讓我鬱悶，以前的意志自信都消失了。
種種原因情感變得很vulnerable，irrational，衝口而出，不堪一擊。
狠狠打我幾個耳光也不為過，但是至少，
我清楚看見自己的生存壯態，而且至少，我並不以我的生存壯態為榮。
所以，我絕對要把以前的我重現。
it is not an easy task,
wish me luck.
thanks for everyone’s phone calls and messages :)
Meeting Obama
*surprise category!
Fig 1. President’s limo at Mass Ave!!
This is definitely one of the most remarkable event in my life!!! Obama clean energy speech @ MIT!!
(o) Air Force One was above my head =D!!!
(1) Obama was standing at the exact same spot where I sang at Kresge =DDDD
(2 INTENSENESS fills up MIT !! there are barricades, polices, road blocks, helicopters, suited secret service, reporters, cameramen, 新聞車 with the few biggest TV stations in the US, protestors having signs like “We want leaders, not politicans, stop global warming!” , “Investigate 9/11” , and definitely about health care reform and the war! even the T-subway Red Line has to stop =_=
Fig 2. of course there r snipers to shoot people, just in case.
(3) The Tech headlined with “MIT Greets President Obama” with a special colored header in America flag
(4) Went to watch live broadcast at 4-237!! (that’s the only best thing I could do =_=) People sang the national song, standing up with palm on chest. And even this meeti-with-Obama-on-the-projector-screen…there are reserved seats =O=
(5) and Obama is finally here!!! HE IS SUCH A GREAT SPEAKER!!! his quote about MIT (XDD im totally ignoring the clean energy part)
“I’ll probably be here for awhile. I heard students put my motorcade on top of Building 10”- Obama
“Thank you MIT. It’s always been a dream of mine to visit the most prestigious school in Cambridge, Massachusetts”
(Well, wait a minute, certainly the most prestigious school in this part of Cambridge…<- damn harvard alum)
Fig 1. He’s holding up a periodic table during the speech..hahaha
(6) Me and Ziwei immediately rushed to Kresge!!!!!!!!!! for the sake to catch a glimpse!!! AND CAN’T
(7) then I rushed to Mass Ave ..by that time his limo has left already @#$@#$@#$@#$
So, I was really so close to the President of United States, a Nobel Prize winner.
(8) one funny thing is XD during live broadcast..there is subtitles… and when there is random music coming out
♪♪ will pop out XD
crazy eh?
though i really think it is questionable whether he deserves the Nobel Prize
but hey, he is symbolic, he is the first black President in the US
he is , if not greatest, the most influential contemporary political star !
proud =D
hoping to catch a glimpse of a charismatic president
Benefits.
As a HKer in MIT…u got this for free:
As a MITer in general, you can see him with a price of $500
and as F1on1, you can wear this to see him:
equilibrium
Thursday, April 10, 2008
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