洗刷了偏激的淡漠

成熟是:
一種明亮而不刺眼的光輝
一種圓潤而不膩耳的音響
一種不再需要對別人察言觀色的從容,
一種終於停止向周圍申訴求告的大氣
一種不理會哄鬧的微笑
一種洗刷了偏激的淡漠

一種無須聲張的厚實
一種能夠看得很遠卻又並不陡峭的高度。
--余秋雨
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in MIT I become more book smart but street stupid.
how to be street smart instead of being a ""lump of rice""?!
suggestions?
zoku88 says: (6:08:06 PM)
i think you're cute enough to aim for good-looking, smart ppl
thanks mykal , that's very encouraging XDDD

沖繩自駕遊 四天

(photo up soon!)


Day 1:
那覇空港→ OTS 拿車→JAL City Hotel →第一牧志公設市場→平和通り→守礼→国際通り

那覇空港+OTS拿車:仲未落機既時後已經盡顯日本為”守禮之邦”既風範,已經有4個JAL工作人員一字排開=鞠躬= !一落機哥哥有唔見passport驚魂 ,好采係虛驚一場。離開蚊型機場就有講國語既租車店人員接我哋啦。

JAL City Hotel+国際通り: 一泊二食! 位於整個沖繩島最具代表性既大街国際通り既中間,早餐最欣賞係茶漬飯。設備出色地體貼細心,例如front desk 強弱老花鏡,早餐既bb’s utensil ,有得較音量同噴香味既toliet,同埋sheisedo肥皂(誤)。

第一牧志公設市場: 日式大排檔,市場賣夜光貝同豬皮面(驚)。食左特產海ふどう同苦瓜

平和通り:食左個先甜後鹹既海鹽雪糕!

守礼:石垣牛原來係日本三大名牛,aguu豬有話一定要吃。但又貴又普通

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Day 2:
萬座毛→ 海中展望塔→
沖縄美ら海水族館→今歸仁故址→名護波蘿園→Sam’s 鉄板焼き

萬座毛:在海邊讓萬人坐的草地。只是草地而已 點解係一個景點!?

海中展望塔: 到了一個海灘,水藍得像toliet cleaner (誤)

沖縄美ら海水族館: 主打!在雨水下看dolphin表演,在世界第一大的水族館,看到了很多奇怪的魚,最壯觀都是10m高 35m長的”黒潮の海”水槽,有三隻超大超大超大的whale shark!! 好可愛壓

今歸仁故址:因為下大雨,只是到此一遊而已,吃了三枚肉

鳳梨園: 其實是買紀念品的地方,但搞得超誇張。坐波蘿型的無人駕駛車仔遊覽波蘿園!可惜波蘿是我最討厭的食物,那些食べ放題都無食。

Sam’s Teppanyaki: 35分鐘極快鉄板焼き XD

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Day 3:
勝連城址
→海中道路→大木海產物→残波→biosの→回転すし美國村→Hamby’s Night Market →八重山

勝連城址:天氣超好!一個好完整的城堡,360度海平線環抱

海中道路:兜風必去! 海水都是spectrum of blue !爽

残波岬: 在西部的海岸,沖繩最高的白色燈塔,途經了漂亮的教堂跟田園。

biosの丘:玩了三昧線,坐觀光船、好多親親大自然項目,有肥豬羊花草樹木。

american village+回転すし+Hamby’s:可能是沖繩唯一一家回転寿司、因為在american village 裡面,有80%顧客都是美國軍人。

八重山: 再吃了石垣牛+aguu豬,這次真的很好吃!!sauce只是鹽水,但已經很夠味。途中還玩了pachinko XD

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Day 4 :
首里城
→Naha Main Place→那覇国内空港那覇空港

首里城: 最特別是看到了兩個”社團“的成人禮開片!好多警察!!= 完=

沖縄に行く前に!

in a very 犯賤 mode.
i can’t stop thinking about classes when i’m having holidays.
similarly,
i can’t stop thinking about holidays when i was having classes.

can I be a student for life?? So I can learn and hv long holidays and face no competition (as in career-wise)?~~

there are many classes that I wanna take asap so that
1) solely for the holy purpose of learning– self-improvement/ add value, whtever u called it.
2) I could be more equipped with practical knowledge for internship interviews
3) i could share wht i’ve learnt with people or to enrich this blog/daily conversation with more solid info instead of rubbish.
e.g. all the classes that im taking next semester. i really look forward to learning those, especially fluid mechanics, accounting and probability.
e.g. transportation analysis, finance theory, microeconomics, optimization, operations management and game theory.

grrrrrrr………………

anyway. im going to okinawa tomorrow la

okokok….
wont bore you guys with every single details of my academic /daily life anymore
the next entries would be about  沖縄家庭自駕遊!!! ^_____^
time to practice my nihongo!! gogogoo~~~

第一次在校園哭  是在freshman的第一個學期。
那時,我呆站在lobby 7 外的石階,下午12時,轉課上課的學生 來去上落。

明明已經跟自己說了很多遍 “take it easy”,不散的的失望情緒還是讓我有想哭的衝動。原來淚水早已不爭氣地在眼眶裡打轉,正午的陽光一縷一縷地刺入汪汪瞳眸,粼粼淚眼中糊成碎狀的人群在晃動著。我用袖子擦著眼角,淚水卻越抹越多。我淺嘗到了麻省理工式的霎時絕望,如果我當時就能領悟阿爾貝·卡繆在”The Plague”裡中所說“a habit of despair is worse than despair itself”,我怎可能讓這開端熬成當下的chronic 挫敗感。

不知所措的我拿起電話,邊努力回想著xg的香港手提號碼,邊按著家的區號+852。撥通了,熟識的聲線讓我鎮定了點。頭二十秒,聽筒充斥著嘆氣聲,哽咽的呼吸聲和斷續的語句。在同輩前輩後輩前總不能示弱,只有在這哭訴的首選前才可以坦白釋懷。失望的單一原因現在已經微不足道,但處女座的特色總tends to 把煩惱放大伸延,腦裡不停運轉猜想其他分枝問題和潛在的domino effect。

一次又一次的despair,太陽還是照常升起,生活還是如常進行。正如詩人Robert Frost對於生活的三字總結:It goes on. 的確,每天我們都若有所失,不用等到年底的new year’s resolution,又自然重新開始。的確,scientifically speaking,每一天都可以是new year day。每一刻地球都在依據orbital path某一點完成一次revolution。不用理會曆法上的新年,其實每一刻 都可以是 立志定下resolution ,令下一刻更進步的 元旦。

3 Things You Must Know About the Post-Soviet Kremlin

“I noticed, with an involuntary pity, that the Tsar cannot smile with his eyes and his mouth at the same time.” – Marquis de Custine

1) How strong is Russia?
Land giant An enormous place with 140 million ppl living on 1/9 of Earth’s land area spanning 11 time zones. The country has just celebrated her first population growth in 15 years, slowly recovering from the sharp drop in population since the 1991 Soviet collapse.
“Russia Inc.”– As one of the world’s largest oil provider after Saudi Arabia,  Russia is responsible for a third of Europe’s oil and natural gas. I can’t agree more with journalist Steve LeVine that the energy giant “for the first time burst out of its border not at the point of a gun, but through the strength of its purse” with the ever-elevating oil price since Putin’s first year on throne.
Political giant -With veto power in the UN Security Council and her increasingly strong global influence,  the country never fear condemning or confronting the US with issues on terrorism, Iraq invasion, Kosovo independence and NATO expansion. Within the country, the foundation of its political structure is the fearsome siloviki, intelligence or military officers recruited to the Kremlin under Mr.Putin’s rule, who are well-known for their dark bare-knuckle approach in ensuring stability.

2) How is Putin engineering his return to the presidency?
Never stop flexing his political muscle – He will be more active in meeting foreign leaders (for example, the list of world leaders in Beijing Olympics 2008), dutifully appear more on state-controlled television than the current President, Dmitry Medvedev. He is still powerful in foreign policy and energy security issues. For the first time in his career, in May 2009 he also started writing columns to express his political views.
Never stop displaying his abs muscle To boost his 57-year-old personal charisma, in the presence of photographers, he will continue spend time on bare-chest fishing, shirtless horse riding, black-belt judo, tiger killing, swimming with dolphins, hunting…or any kind of vivid display of testosterone. He shows his gentle fatherly side by singing with a nervous schoolgirl at a national-broadcast school visit. (In my opinion, all these deliberate PR approaches are very successful in keeping his high 80-percent approval rating.)
Coached questioners When being asked about his return with millions watching on the state-run television, he hinted”I will think about it. There is plenty of time”.  The phone-in questioner is in fact one of the coached members in his own communications team.

3) Looking back into history, why is the general populace in Russia indifferent towards the state violence–or as described by NYT, a political system which  activists are murdered with impunity and oligarchs are thrown in jail?
History created culture
In the six hundred years of Russian history, Russians are accustomed to the tradition of fear-based rule. From Ivan the Terrible, Josef Stalin or even the most-admired Peter the Great, the Soviet population was fearful of the wave of violence, but at the same time, they also seemed to defend the Tsar as a symbol of patriotism in bringing glory and pride. This long-rooted fundamental contradiction preserves until today.
Culture created history Though I say they maybe accustomed to such atmosphere of impunity, I never think anyone would favor dictatorship. That is why when democratic election is available as an alternative in the Post-Soviet area, the new system is applauded. As long as there is prosperity and political stability,  the general populace is therefore not motivated to challenge the system at all. The detachment or passiveness may simply the lack of inclination to care as caring is in vain.