Day 61 – 我的快樂時代

讓我有個美滿旅程 讓我記著有多高興
讓我有勇氣去喊停 沒有結局也可即興
難堪的不想 只想痛快事情
時間尚早別張開眼睛

長路漫漫是如何走過
寧願讓樂極忘形的我 離時代遠遠
沒人間煙火 毫無代價唱最幸福的歌
願我可
讓我對這世界好奇 讓我信自己的真理
讓我有個永遠假期 讓我渴睡也可嬉戲
從今天開始 相識當作別離
時間就似活多一世紀 無論日夜是如何經過
寧願在極樂當中的我 沉迷或放棄亦無可不可
亮無代價唱最幸福的 願我可
唯求在某次盡情歡樂過 時間夠了
時針偏偏出了錯

Day 59, 60 – Game

‘excellent!’ ‘subarashii~’

hahahah

my work finally got challenging and interesting ;p

worked on normalization of axial stress values today~~~~

Do you dare stay out?
Do you dare go in?
How much can you lose?
How much can you win?
And if you go in, should you turn left or right?
Or right and there-quarters?
Or maybe not quite?
You can get so confused…that you’ll start in to race…
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace…
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space…
headed i fear towards a most useless place…the waiting place.
For people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go, or for a bus to come, or a plane to go
, or the mail to come, or the rain to go, or the phone to ring
, or the snow to snow, or waiting around for a yes or a no
, or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants, or a wig with curls
, or another chance

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig of curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.

Theodor Seuss Geisel
你敢後退嗎　你敢向前嗎 你輸得起多少　你贏得了多少 假如你前進了　應該向左還是向右 還是往右偏四分之三　或也許不用這麼多 你頭腦只有一片困惑 跳上一條彎彎的小路　使勁地跑 以為堅定無疑地跑了很遠 沿路景物古怪又可笑 我怕你會一頭栽進一個最無聊的地方 一個叫做等待的地方 在那裡人們沒完沒了的等 等著火車駛去　等著公車開來 等著飛機起飛　等著郵件寄到 等著雨停　等著電話響 等著雪花紛飛　等著一個答案 等著一串珠寶或一條褲子 或等著一頭波浪般的捲髮 或等著下一個機會飛黃騰達

(sorry im using old entries again hahaha)

Day 57, 58 – Chaos and All That

“Desires, memories, fears, passions form labyrinths in which we lose and find and then lose ourselves again.”
“I wasn’t relieved, the way you can sometimes be when you feel funny about a certain decision and afraid of the consequences and then relieved that you’ve managed to carry out the former without incurring the latter. Nor was I disappointed”

-Bernhard Schlink

met dr.chiuchiu at yokohama station..
so far we have met in tokyo, enoshima, boston and now yokohama
but never in hong kong hahahaaaa

watched ‘valentine’s day’ the movie
i think eric dane and dicaprio totally looks ailke?!

movies watched in 2010:

1) Valentine’s Day
2) The Dirty Truth
3) Did you hear about the Morgans
4) Julie & Julia
5) DMC
6) Nodame
7) The Rebound
8) Iron Man 2
9) Alice in Wonderland
10) Kick-Ass
11) Up
12) Avatar
13) Public Enemies
14) The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
15) Night Museum 2
16) Where the Wild Things Are (slept in the middle)
17) 72家租客
18) Angels and Demons (slept in the middle)
19) 2012 (maybe in 2009?)
20) The Departed
21) Hurt Locker
22) Trick 2010

Day 55, 56- Elegy

so I was off to my annual clubbing event yesterday —my 4th one to be exact.

went to Heartland and Bar Muse in Roppongi.
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life

is full of lies.

若你沒法為我安定 寧願同渡流浪旅程 不怕面對這無常生命
若你沒有愉快心情 來吧描述誰欠你情 黑了倦眼都側耳傾聽
讓我做隻路過蜻蜓 留下能被懷念過程 虛耗著我這便宜生命
讓你被愛是我光榮 無論誰在嫌我煽情 不笑納也不必掃興
哭我為了感動誰 笑又為了碰著誰 看著你的眼 勾引我的淚 為何流入溝渠 不寄望會感動誰 只怕我會比你累 愛是你的愛
不吻我的嘴 又憑什麼流淚
愛是我的愛 若毫無價值 為何值得流淚

愛是我的愛 若毫無價值 為何值得流淚