Seizure

came back from Medical

the doctor said it is a kind of “absences seizure disorder”
just I googled it ..it is one kind of 癫痫症 @_@
now I get why all the doctors and nurses asked if anyone see me “shaking” or 嘔白泡

I am scheduled to do a brain scan at a nearby hospital next week to test my brain activity
the requirement is , I have to pull an all-nighter before the test
to make sure I am sleep-deprived enough…haa easy job.
doctor said they will put electrodes (or even needles@@) all over your head

Taking full advantage of my extended health plan. hahahha.

我的床照 my bed, my bed

  • go blogging! :>: “Just write something. You’ll be surprised where your hand will take you.”
  • Memory loss: “My brain is skipping time. I have no memory of the last 4 days” <–exactly how I felt when I fainted
  • Don’t make me your competition: “You do not know what I know because you did not earn those powers. Your careless with those powers; you flaunt them and you throw them around like a brat with his trust fund; you haven’t had to climb up all the greasy little rungs; you haven’t been board blind at the fund raisers; you haven’t done the time in that first marriage to that girl with the right father-you think you can leap over it all with a single bound. You haven’t had to bribe, or charm, or threaten your way to a seat at that table. You don’t know how to access you competition because you have competed. Don’t make me your competition.”

不能同意更多(2,3)

  • haven’t seen you for ages
    “wow f10n1.. I havent seen you for ages!!”
    as if I hv disappeared / being anti-social / always stay in …
    I mean, I am always around, and I havent seen you for ages too…
    where have YOU been then, my friend?!
  • saying hi
    in MIT, sometimes people are unnecessarily critical and mean.
    even you know exactly who he/she is / had taken classes before together
    people won’t say Hi to each other …will shift our eyes away.
    really have to keep it mind that it is not how the normal world functions.
  • People in the major
    was going to write about my major….by major I am referring to my
    primary major , which is civil & environmental engineering.
    now i lost the motivation to write about it….let’s see..
  • 不能同意更多(3) –Hong Kong Girls..good..this video says it all !!

不能同意更多 (1)

there are 3 issues i really wanna write about:
(1) Money Business (2) People in my Major (3) Hong Kong girls


Fund industry ‘overpaid by $1,300bn’
By Steve Johnson (FT)
Published: April 3 2011 08:53 | Last updated: April 3 2011 08:53

1. Money business

每個人都有自己獨特的理由去go for一個選擇,
只要不是傷天害理,就沒有絕對的錯與對。
然後turbo mode 把每件事做到問心無愧,is the rule of the game in life.

主修戲劇系的師妹來訪,請她吃了一頓波士頓龍蝦午餐。師妹初中開始就在香港演藝學院修課,年紀少少就憑自己去打開人脈,跟師傅學功夫,到英國研讀莎士比亞,有人會說她在發明星夢,但她對自己的夢想毫不猶疑,為達成目標,每天裝備自己。
我以她堅持夢想的堅定為傲。

主修環保系的日本摯友來訪,請他吃了一頓廣東小菜。日本同學醉心中文和中國發展,今天他卻告訴我,這個暑假,他會遠赴接近赤度的東非小國烏干達。他決定畢業論文要研究這共和國的魚農業。他對這個小國一無所知,更從未踏足過非洲,但他深信要襯年輕探險,親身瞭解世界之大。我以他的冒險精神為傲。

學妹開始說,在加州的香港人每一個都主修金融經濟,倒模式的將來,倒模式的理想。
朋友a:做金融的人只是每天把弄cash flow,把資產搬來搬去而已,對社會的貢獻是零。
朋友b: 沒有produce過任何intellctual/tangible capital,毫無生產力可言。
朋友c: 風險大,一個金融海嘯就可以把整個industry推倒。
朋友d: 做的都是no-brainer,侮辱智慧,而且工作時間長,收買人命。
朋友e: 一味靠speculation去無中生有,是不合邏輯常理的。
朋友f: 你不要因為peer pressure就這樣。

以上那些話,我實在太熟悉了。因為曾幾何時,我每一天都被灌輸/去灌輸 做金融的壞處。最後到了今天,還是跟著大家向那個方向走去了,成為“又一個背叛自己理想,沒有骨氣的跟風叛徒。”我不是想要辯護或者justify甚麼,但第一,我是一個沒有甚麼嗜好興趣的青年,小時候從來寫不出”我的志願“,也不是甚麼運動科學藝術精英,像李小龍哲學 “be water“一樣,重新塑造形態的opportunity cost很低。見步行步的生活方式,就像在圖書館裡不停亂挑書來skim through 一下,隨意翻幾頁,暗裡希望會在字裡行間  找到一句 可為我人生導航的金石名言。

第二,試想想香港人是在怎樣的環境被brought up的--我們都很money-minded。你說我們物資主義,貪錢實際,一窩蜂盲目為金錢背棄理想興趣。但推動力都是為了提高家人的生活質素,你可以說我在美化箇中理由,但這些的確都是我(in all aspects)努力的理由。

Please respect FT.com’s ts&cs and copyright policy which allow you to: share links; copy content for personal use; & redistribute limited extracts. Email ftsales.support@ft.com to buy additional rights or use this link to reference the article – http://www.ft.com/cms/s/0/3adcb3e6-5c9c-11e0-ab7c-00144feab49a.html#ixzz1IfsIcyARhe “overpaid” fund management industry is destroying $1,300bn of value annually, according to an unpublished draft report conducted by IBM.The document, seen by FTfm, claims the industry is “paid too much for the value it delivers” and that “destroying value for clients and shareholders is unsustainable”.EDITOR’S CHOICERegional mutual fund passport a ‘pipe dream’ – Apr-03Funds rally to stem the march of the middle men – Apr-03Amundi money market move bucks trend – Mar-27Legg Mason looks to broaden expertise – Mar-27US asset managers gain ‘stable’ rating from Moody’s – Mar-27Cautious managed disappoint – Mar-27It also carries a prediction of swingeing job cuts in parts of the industry, such as sell side research, credit rating agencies and funds of hedge funds.The wide-ranging report, Financial Markets 2020, is based on a survey of more than 2,600 industry participants and government officials across 84 countries by the IBM Institute for Business Value.The bulk of the value destruction, almost $1,100bn a year, equivalent to 1.9 per cent of global gross domestic product, is seen as impacting on clients. This includes $300bn in excess fees for actively managed long-only funds that fail to beat their benchmark (this figure is quoted as $834bn in the draft report but it is believed IBM has since revised it lower), $250bn spent in fees for wealth management and advisory services that fail to deliver promised above-benchmark returns, and $51bn in fees for hedge funds that also fail to deliver their targeted returns.Credit rating agencies, sell side research and trading are seen as destroying a further $459bn, largely due to the perceived inaccuracy of much of the analysis these sectors deliver.Across the financial sector as a whole, IBM said “alpha generation” or the ability to deliver index-beating returns, was “pitiful”, despite the huge sums paid in pursuit of this. Perhaps unsurprisingly, it found 87 per cent of investors expressed no loyalty to their “primary investment provider”.The report argues the industry is destroying a further $213bn a year for shareholders due to organisational complexity, largely as a result of inefficiencies.This value destruction is “unsustainable” in a world where, according to respondents to the report, regulation is likely to become tighter in the wake of the financial crisis and investors are becoming more financially sophisticated, more price sensitive and increasingly keen to measure the “value-add” of their investment managers.“Government influence and client behavioural shifts over the next decade will destroy the majority of today’s revenue base,” the report states.Against this backdrop, the survey respondents indicate that significant job losses are inevitable. In particular, clients forecast a 45 per cent headcount reduction in sell side research and 42 per cent reduction at credit rating agencies in the next decade, as the buyside takes more of this activity in-house.Funds of hedge fund staff are seen as most vulnerable on the buyside, with headcount cuts of 37 per cent forecast.Liz Rae, senior adviser, investment and markets at the UK Investment Management Association, said fund houses were already bringing more research activities in-house, partly driven by a view that sell side was irredeemably conflicted.Sell-side research “probably is overstaffed and there is probably too much of it”, she said. However, Amin Rajan, chief executive of Create Research, a consultancy, argued that the bulk of the industry’s post-crisis job losses were now behind it. He said much of the value destruction was caused by the “behavioural biases” of investors.

Prospect Theory

LBO
9:38:12 PM beyoni: wei u know anthing about LBO?
9:40:28 PM Cheung: leveraged buy out law
9:40:35 PM beyoni: hai ar = = ”
9:40:37 PM beyoni: thanks wor.

9:38:35 PM beyoni: wt kind of industry/company u think is attractive?
9:39:25 PM littleyih: areospace exploring company
9:39:40 PM beyoni: y = =
9:40:02 PM littleyih: because there is no way this company wont make money eventually
9:40:12 PM beyoni: but its very uncertain bor
9:40:17 PM beyoni: R&D needs a lot of money
9:40:27 PM beyoni: the return of such investment is very uncertain
9:40:55 PM littleyih: no lor how can u live without progress in outer space ne
9:41:22 PM beyoni: ok..
9:41:24 PM beyoni: thank you~
9:42:09 PM beyoni: really
9:42:13 PM beyoni: i would invest in clean energy
9:42:18 PM beyoni: coz one day all oil will use up
9:42:22 PM littleyih: that’s the same thing ya
9:42:26 PM littleyih: i would consider that too
9:42:38 PM littleyih: but ultimately every resource would be used
9:42:45 PM littleyih: so if ur is long run
9:42:46 PM beyoni: no la
9:42:51 PM littleyih: mine is long long long run
9:42:51 PM beyoni: clean energy = wind energy ar
9:42:54 PM beyoni: solar energy ar
9:43:06 PM littleyih: solar energy is not like infinity too = =
9:43:14 PM littleyih: one day the sun will die
9:43:25 PM beyoni: by the time sun die
9:43:28 PM beyoni: there will no human
9:43:32 PM littleyih: hahahaha
9:43:32 PM beyoni: no NASDAQ and stock market la
9:43:37 PM beyoni: -_-
9:43:49 PM littleyih: be faithful

Professor Ch.

I truly blushed o> <o when I got this email from Pearson Education..
since when I am added to their Economics Professor mailing list? :3

Health.
recently i faint more frequently than usual … it has been around for 3 years.
so I finally decided to tell my parents about it and did blood testing with MIT medical.
Responses I got:
Dad: “不懂平衝自己生活的人..I pointed out before:self and time management是自發的,無得教,請自重”
Dad:“”世事無絕對只有眞情趣”
xg: “i think if u can bear the consequence then it’s ok, but i think ur body is somehow telling u u cant”

How to determine your specialty? What are you good at?
I never know what I am good at…I am those 周身刀無張利 type of “generalist”
“Will you ask your math major friend to help you with your maths homework?
Will you ask a lawyer friend to help proofread your essay?
Will you ask a medicine student about your health problem?”
what kind of questions you got asked always?
that’s exactly what makes you special/valuable!!
How about you? What do you get asked/頼まれる frequently?

Decision Frame.
just did an interesting experiment in class on decision framing effect! in the case below, Program A, B = Program C,D but the wording is a bit different…try it!! :)

Imagine that the U.S. is preparing for the outbreak of an unusual Asian (Why asian?!)  disease, which is expected to kill 600 people. Two alternative programs to combat the disease have been proposed. Assume the exact scientific estimate of the consequences of the programs are as follows.”

The first group of participants were presented with a choice between programs:

  • Program A: “200 people will be saved”
  • Program B: “there is a one-third probability that 600 people will be saved, and a two-thirds probability that no people will be saved”

(I myself chose A too) 72 percent of participants preferred program A

The second group of participants were presented with the choice between:

  • Program C: “400 people will die”
  • Program D: “there is a one-third probability that nobody will die, and a two-third probability that 600 people will die”

In this decision frame, only 22% prefer Program C ..which is actually Program A