無鬼用

1. i lost my wallet becoz I guess I throw it away
2. My eyeglasses broke into two becoz I stepped on it
3. My phone charger disappeared and have to buy a new one
4. my pencil case was lost, with my student ID and PRS clicker in it.

i dont want to live with myself any longer
i cant stand myself any longer

damn

what is that??/

exam in a week and still
im still floating in my own world of procrastination

and while seeing others resume with GPA 4.8/5.0, 5.0

and probably i will get a very outstanding GPA 4.0 …hahahaha XD

Do you dare stay out?
Do you dare go in?
How much can you lose?
How much can you win?
And if you go in, should you turn left or right?
Or right and there-quarters?
Or maybe not quite?
You can get so confused…that you’ll start in to race…
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace…
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space…
headed i fear towards a most useless place…the waiting place.
For people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go, or for a bus to come, or a plane to go
, or the mail to come, or the rain to go, or the phone to ring
, or the snow to snow, or waiting around for a yes or a no
, or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants, or a wig with curls
, or another chance

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig of curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.

Theodor Seuss Geisel
你敢後退嗎　你敢向前嗎 你輸得起多少　你贏得了多少 假如你前進了　應該向左還是向右 還是往右偏四分之三　或也許不用這麼多 你頭腦只有一片困惑 跳上一條彎彎的小路　使勁地跑 以為堅定無疑地跑了很遠 沿路景物古怪又可笑 我怕你會一頭栽進一個最無聊的地方 一個叫做等待的地方 在那裡人們沒完沒了的等 等著火車駛去　等著公車開來 等著飛機起飛　等著郵件寄到 等著雨停　等著電話響 等著雪花紛飛　等著一個答案 等著一串珠寶或一條褲子 或等著一頭波浪般的捲髮 或等著下一個機會飛黃騰達

so im taking 4 classes only.

compared to freshman Fall — 5 full class + 1 seminar
or freshman spring —-4.5 classes + 1 research for credit

i feel kind of strange becoz i hv such a hardcore freshman year
then im back to 4 classes again.
seems like im wasting the tuition fee.
im questioning myself whether im making excuses for myself to have less worload again.

but here are the reasons why:
1) unlike the classes i am taking, 本科 GPA  is very important. less sub, more time on each.
2) I have never taken any lab class or engineering mechanics before, its gonna be hardhardhardcore.
the time needed for each subject will double or even triple for me to do it well

but if touchwood i B any subject, my GPA will really be at risk.
but as my friend said, if you are taking 6 subjects and you B everything, thats the same thing.

so, maybe I could take one PE class too. my schedule would probably be:

Major: Environmental Engineering

Minor: Public Policy

Conc: Japanese

NO CHANGE NO CHANGE NO CHANGE

1) Engineering Mechanics 1
2) CEE Design Lab 1
3) Ecology: The Earth System
4) Japanese Culture/ Problem of Philosophy
5) Econ?

actually, i dont really have to take to 5 subjects = _ = Course 1 requirement is so easy to fulfil