Ego x Appreciation

when  i feel like writing, i can’t really stop.

because of our insatiable ego,
the whole mankind is so not generous when showing appreciation /encouragement
but is so excited to complain/insult/ scold/ badmouth others.

this is exactly what i am.
e.g. i told someone that I really like angelababy,
because I really appreciate her beauty, and how she could make herself so beautiful.
then that person replied me and said “but you are smarter than her, no need to be jealous”

boy, it is not really about jealousy
but it is about some true appreciation.
i may not agree with many things that models are doing, but
if there is one single shining point that I could praise, I should praise.

so wht i wanna say is, if there is one good thing about a person
just tell him or her. even he/she is a thief or evil or bitch.

say, i hate people posting bitchy photos up on facebook
but there is one that I think indeed is pretty good, why not tell her

from what i typed up there,
seems my form of communications is limited to the virtual online world
oh well …

so to be objective/subjective, it really depends on how u balance
between your own ego and your tendency in appreciating others

my first bio!!

As the daughter of two radio DJs, Fi0n! has grown up listening to pop music ever since she was born in Hong Kong. She loves all kind of asian music ranging from the 80s canto-pop to the most recent anime J-pop theme songs. Currently a freshman, she is determined to minor in Japanese and Public Policy, but for major, she is still struggling between the course numbers. Her favorite musicians are Eason Chan and Bump of Chicken.

for my acapella group..that’s why its so blow water +music-wise

if there is  a proper bed and a shower, i dont really mind camping  in the student center.

慢工出巧匠 (n.)

Example: Working my pset from 7am to 3:28 am in a very very slow pace.
but i really can finish the whole thing even the questions are challenging, yeah!!!
如果我聽歌可眼紅 何以待你好偏不懂
自細做過多少美夢 慈悲的偉論
連乞丐喊窮心也痛
竟怕放懷擁抱你 讓你露歡容
追悔無用 轉眼發現 你失蹤

曾聽說過 你某夜結婚 未曾露笑容
實在不敢知道我是元兇

大概當初我未懂得顧忌
年少率性害慘你
令人受傷滋味 難保更可悲
這心地 再善良終生怎去 向你說對不起

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在製造眼淚居然想救世

就算積儲獻盡飢荒赤地
而太多債沒處理
累人累己滋味 餘生也記起
數一數 我實情不只得你要說句對不起

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在製造眼淚居然想救世

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
內疚內疚內疚沒作為
直到某年某日我能安息於葬禮

my Ω

1) i really love my lunch today , wonton noodles under the sun

2) my Ω. today i struggled for almost half an hour. should i go to the recitation at 11am (mama, i dont have to attend this because thats not my class, but thought going might help) or should i sleep till 12:30pm? then (rarely), my conscience wins!

3) had 8o2 exam. gao chor ah everything from pastpapers. but it didnt mean i will do well though becoz i say parellel wires will repel ^^ (WTH..i wrote attract at first, then at last i changed to repel hahhahha)

4) summer internship firmed. haha …im always doing unusual/irrelvant things =_=’ anyway, thanks God

crazy week.

entropy too high XD

once sleeping schedule is messed up, eventually everything will be chaotic

just like any other week, i got the same schedule , same psets same classes
but once there is this extra something happening which requires me to prepare about seriously

i have messed up all my priorities and time management in this week

it is really unexplainable why im so serious about this
anyway, alas…

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to heaven, we were all going direct the other way – in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.