21F.076 globalization movie night!
missisippi masala ..inspiring =) (yea im know inspiring is the laziest word for movie review..)
例えば日カゲでゆれるその花をなぜか愛しく思い
「どうにかして日なたに」と悩めたら少し強くなれる
当你想到 为何在日荫下摇曳的小花如此可爱
“不管怎样都要朝向阳光”为此烦恼便能稍微成长
所以我決定 由今日開始
接受自己同呢度既人 爭9條街 既事實
不要作出無謂的比較
在自己有限的能力內 盡最大努力 得到交代到自己而與自己能力對稱的分數
無論心理上能力上 由top 10%跌到 lowest 10% 是需要時間適應的.
昨天自以為考得好好的chem 原來又係廢左 , 完.
咁辛苦先考到入黎, 出唔番去好浪費架 所以盡力以為啦
多謝xg 心情好多了 祝你早日康複~~~
睡眼惺忪 在這個1.5月來第n次
要早上 5am – 8am 期間起床 做功課溫習 iyaaaa
睡眠時間的 1-3am 的說
這裡有5個小時睡覺是奢侈
(其實同LPC差唔多, 不過呢度workload既模式比較唔同
一合上眼 浮現的是數字 psets radial nodes orbitals
晚飯的話題是 “u hv to square root the x, then square the y, then integrate it….xxx”
美麗清晨 在做 projectile motion 的題目
做到不再睏了 但我真係無心機做啦 =.=
雖然今晚 7:30 – 9:30 先考
yappari 我係超憎 physics
過左今晚之後就可以玩架啦~乖
今日自製了一個小時的獨處時間 真係好 可以好好地想想近排的狀況
一路上唔知點解係咁loop
“但現實就似一隻鴨 下下一定要得 唔得唔得 點算呀 點樣另隻雞變做鴨”
呢句麥兜既歌詞 (大誤)
anyway 係MIT 既 corridor 行 大慨有 20% 既人 係神經質天才類
而我發現原來我真係好驚呢一類 nerd 的 因為佢地既眼神真係太恐怖
每一日我都會同呢d人有眼神接觸 真係好令人心寒
亦都好怕同佢地講野 因為佢地講既內容真係受不了……….
今日3點先食飯 今日先知個 food court 叫做 lobdell food court orz
日本餐廳老闆又加我~~呵呵呵
今日考左chem , 都叫做考得唔錯啦 鳴 …
希望可以囉到高分啦 溫左咁耐(天音: 咪又係臨尾係咁衝幾個中..)
and for now..here comes the disaster………
PHYSICS EXAM………….鳴
還沒開始溫的說~~~ 不過係夜晚先考..我估有時間掛
不過今次, 我真係唔知點算啦~~ 哈哈哈哈
究竟我部ipod 去左邊 ><
沒有音樂行路番學 係好灰的
later 再找找看~~
找到了 =)
hmm dun really like facebook now
dun like the new layout
and the main problem is
all my relatives and cousins and school teachers have my facebook now
i dont really like my aunt phoning me and said “hey what’s the lyrics about???? what happened?”
then after that my mum phoned “heyy all e-ma-goo-jeh said have watched ur bday video!!”
then my aunt told me “hey your facebook status 咁精彩既 成日轉 好似睇戲咁”
=……………= yea my freedom of speech is still here but then……..””””””””””
UM.
chem exam progress =0
phy exam progress = 0 (cant fail again)
then my week is freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)
my grades r bad but i’ve tried my best =.= suan la
anyway
after a month of school
i’m kind of sure that I can’t deal with engineering classes here haahah
so if im still damned in Freshman Spring, my major would probably change to
Major
Course 11- Urban Planning and Studies
Course 15- Management
Minor
Course 21F- Japanese Language
when people always assume here international students are all ridculously smart
(e.g. SERIOUSLY 95% of my frens are IMO, IPhyO, IChemO, IOI………..)
just that i’m a sad exception……. and when people ask wht i’m good at making me here
i really can’t answer…….
i dun wanna admit i’m “misplaced”…anyway fate has brought me here.
maybe its my blow-too-much-water essay, maybe its LPC recommandations,
anyway…its useless to think about these now lah.
gotta accept each and every challenge one by one, K.O. them, go through them
though i won’t be the top chunks of the class anymore
I guess, at least, I should graduate from here -_-“””
IHTFP, well i dont hate this f*** place, but i guess i just have to get use to failures in here.
there’s nothing could do to add value to my IQ or efficiency at the age of 19 la
not that i’m not hardworking…….
i know exactly what kind of situation i’m at now.
just don’t compare, and do my best.
don’t overload urself, go to classes, try ur best to understand.
i sometimes wonder… is all university degree that difficult that get?
i really think MIT is extra demanding..in all aspects…………
impromptuz 