閒想

一個人得閒時就有好多時間去真係思考一下 去回想去展望
(anyway..今日K.O.了 11 集的魔女の条件)
當”2008″ 感覺仲係”新既一年” 時 唔驚唔覺原來又一年了
就黎年未 就黎新年了 每年都呢個時後都有 new year resolution
一年回望咁… 但今年冇乜呢個打算… 因為2008年過得太奇怪了吧?

仲記得一年前既自己係日本東京玩了超難忘的17日
橫濱新宿迪士尼 (暫時都係快樂時光榜首)

一年後自己竟然會係美國波士頓 冰天雪地
變了麻省理工大學生 係度頹廢

2008年頭仲為cambridge rejection 頹了一星期
感覺 已經好似係 好耐好耐好耐 應該係歷史書出現咁耐既事了

人真係奇怪呢 事件就隨住時間帶唔快又唔慢咁發生
一件一件 然後自己又不停地回望

“年未” 既感覺真係唔係好強…anyway 如果要summarize 2008
大慨就係
January-March 前路茫茫 LPC
March- May Hea爆 LPC
May- Aug 宅女在家中
Aug-Dec 生活突變去左美國讀 phy chem calculus..

MIT的生活吧.. 有友人同我講
“你好似個個星期都咁唔開心, 不如真係轉校啦”
唔開心係因為 同好多新生一樣 無親無故 好多野要適認
功課又唔係難 突然又 hea爆March-Aug 去左turbo每星期
朋友HEA又可以囉高分 但自己就算唔hea都未必囉到高分
然後越黎越cynical, 覺得deal with 自己問題已經夠煩
仲要deal with d 唔係好想deal with 既人時 真係好火大
anyway..係呢度應該喊過..十次? 但其實只要捱過左都冇乜野了
而我又唔覺 喊 係一個錯既舒發方法 我覺得有幫助既話……….

好啦好啦 黎一個 new year resolution DRAFT 1 吧

1) 努力讀書 aim GPA at least 要有 4.6
2) 要去office hour
3) 做人要開心d 唔開心就睇日劇聽歌msn facebook 玩game 整面食 飲可樂
4) 獨處唔係罪 唔駛因為摺而內咎
5) 參加活動既attendance 要好一d
6) 在每一件事 都用心認真 maximize effort, maximize result do or not do.
7) 要想好major, + summer internship

確かに、8月同12月既自己比較
係悲觀左少少 自卑左少少 離群左少少
勤力左少少 燥底左少少 憤世嫉俗左少少

但值得開心既係
係呢四個月 去左3次旅行 which 好多人都做唔到 and given that 我真係好中意去旅行
發力60% 所有科都有A/B
只有兩個freshman take到 Japanese 5 and終於有機會接受專業的日語教育 XD
acapella 表演了
識到一班好amazing, 比LPC 好多人更有傳奇色彩既天才同學朋友
開心boston 有chinatown at least 都有油雞飯食

Name the Chem Nobel Laureate 05

Subject 為今日chem 考試 價值 4 分既題目 !!!
而答案..就係我 chem lecturer la =.= oh my so自戀

上年今日就係我收early action decision 的時候..
oh…已經到了 Class of 2013 了嗎
(好彩既話有一天我會說..oh..已經到了Class of 2113了吧…)

報大學都係幾刺激既一件事
其實好中意個種 “等結果” 既感覺 好定唔好 好消息定壞消息
at least (發覺呢排好中意用 at least) 都有野期待一下

等放榜
(會考放榜, 等PG出, 等decision, 等 grade management 睇分)
等中獎
(e.g. Congratulations! You are the winner of an iPod shuffle [2 GB] !)
等放假
(e.g. 明天四點半後)
等日劇睇下一集 漫畫出下一話
(e.g. naruto 每個星期等佢出)

都幾興奮既

如果有人問 中意做功課多d 定 考試多d
應該係中意考試多d吧 因為有時間性
所以要係limited time 入面 做好一樣task 達到某個standard
都幾好玩..而且考試時既自己都應該識晒d野的說

eh 18.02 A XDD 訓陣先算

btw 發覺完全戒左講 omg/ omfg..唔知比邊個話我好唔尊重之後
(as in 唔好開口埋口都g g 聲)
所以而家只有 oh myyy 既出現

What are you trying to prove?

in whtever form of expression,

what exactly are you trying to prove?

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if not hostile, generally apathetic.

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我會考都冇做咁多phy questions..
hope tomorrow wont fail T-T

while i think revision is a very legitimate reason to be alone..

nah im sorry im enjoying my coke-zero , iTunes, and my own table, my projected loud voice in my very own room

thanks for your cordial/generous sympathy, i appreciate that.

…….ummmmmmmmmmmm haahhaaha

i know im sick and crazy being vexed by these benign conversations…

it only shows how mood-altering PMS could be hahaha

yeahhh

spring

yeahh got 20/20 for team presentation!!! :))
and 9/10 for individual presentation “good volume. ethusiastic. calm in technical problems. focused. good pace and eye contact”

just finished writing my very last essay (my very last homework for Fall!!)
its on western and Chinese sexual morality and gender identity..hahaha
i guess i won’t ever write another social science essay again with vocabs like “erotica” “copulation”, “sex-obsessed”, “frequent engagement in sexual behavior”, “sexual liberation”.. …etc……..=PPPP send me an email if u wanna read what i’ve written. HA-HA.

last day of class tomorrow.
then tomorrow is hardcore Chemistry day.