courses ..again

Fall (Pass/ No Record):
18.02    Math (12)
8.01    Phy  (12)
21F.505    Jap V – HASS-E1  (12)
21H.504 East Asia in the World: 1500-2000 A.D. HASS-D1
Freshman Seminar  (6)
bio 7.012 Fall  (waive)
math 18.01Fall/spring  (waive)
IAP:

Spring:
5.111    Chem  (12)
8.02  Phy  (12)
21F.506  Jap VI  HASS-E2 (12)
17.42 Causes and Prevention of War HASS-D2 (12)

fi0ni, can we have 9am – 12noon every day for our ASE studies?
and 10:30 – 12:30?  let’s start with maths tomorrow!
………

The Dark Knight


beyoni’s critics reviews!
(wow i rmb i used to do these years ago, putting posters up in xanga and comment on each)
rating: ****************
This is damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!!! motion, plot, characters, actors, themes,
everything is sooo intense, complicated yet emotionally taxing
no more mickey mouse plot or cartoon-like characters…
2 thumbs up is not enough to express my satisfaction!
very nice…
*random spoilers*
the bad guy is not necesarily in quest of money..but chaos and troubles
not all jokes are funny  ..why so serious?
an iconic hero means much more than a real hero ..
becoz it strengthens ppl’s faith in justice and positive powers
the dark knight–bearing all the blame, but is a ‘silent protector’
of the true spirit of conscience in the city
and edison chen appeared only for 3 seconds..a blurred face -_-
in love with all those gadgets , the sonar tracking systems,
the seemingly impossible weapons….wow-wow-wow
cons:
a bit too complicated to keep track with..
director is indeed a bit ambitious to squeeze everything in 2.5 hours
with lots of plots and storyline weaving together …some did not end clearly

anyway…random facts again after heaing in commercial press for an hour
1. Guinness: evidence found in murder scene: cigarette butt
2. Guiness: 56 bras undone in a minute by a man with one hand (what the heck?)
3. 90 mins in heaven: its bright, hugs with ‘gone’ friends, and music
4. appledaily: hot-tempered man will be LESS prone to heart attack, but vice versa for woman

From the book ..50 things not to do before you die (didnt buy it, i just flip it :p) :
1. Don’t jump to conclusion
2. Don’t read “War and Peace” (and other unnaturally thick novels)
3. Don’t say “it could be worse.” to comfort others
4. Don’t wait idly (even with no slightest intention to engaging your mind into sth meaningful)
5. Don’t be intimidated by the Sunday New York Times crossword puzzle
6. Don’t watch movie based on critics reviews
7. Don’t underestimate the size of universe (haha which i stopped doing a few days ago)
8. Don’t read junk mail
9. Don’t plan to do 101 unusual things to do before you die
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yea i know i suck at keeping in contact, socializing, retaining friends’ bond, or any union stuffs
as bad as sempai did …but now im getting to understand wht’s driven the ‘cut’
when u’re stepping to a new stage that no old friends could understand or possibly share
just like wht sempai has gone through
ur natural urge will motivate you to get to know the new bunch of ppl
and adjust yourself to the new-life-coming …………
friendship-forever..never thought of this as feasible…
dun really have true friends for life, only a few, no need to name them
but yea…sadly when the value of these friends goes down, naturally we get less close.

乗車券

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAAV_eTkxuI
i’ve listened to this song for many times..finally try to underestand the lyrics
and found out it has bitterly described my situation now………..damn

排気ガスを吐いて 腹ぺこのバスが来る
吐著廢氣 空著肚子的巴士來了
夢の先に連れてってくれんだ どうだろう
能帶我們到夢想的前方 你說怎麼樣

強く望む事を 書いた紙があれば
如果有張紙 寫著自己強烈的希望
それがそのまま 乗車券として 使えるらしい 使えるらしいんだ
就可以化成’乘車券’ 聽說可以用 聽說可以用呢

我先に群がり 行列出来上がり
爭先恐後排著隊
ぎらぎらの目 友達も皆 どうしよう
朋友所有人 也帶著閃耀(副希望)的眼睛  怎麼辦呢

強く望む事か 適当でもいいか
強烈的希望嗎? 是適當的願望嗎?
取り敢えずは 乗車券の替わり
總知先把他換做乘車券!

どけ そこどけ 乗り遅れるだろう 人数制限何人だ
滾開 給我讓開  我來不及上車怎辦
人数制限是多少呢
嘘だろう これを逃したら いつになる
別跟我說笑   錯過了這次機會 下次是何時?

あぁ ちょっと待ってくれ 俺を先に乗せてくれ
喂 等等我  讓我先上!
なぁ どうせ大層な 望みでもないだろう
超(?) 反正你的願望 也沒什麼大不了吧

鈍い音で吠えて 食い過ぎたバスが出る
吠出怪聲 吃得過飽的巴士開出了
泣き落としで 順番譲る馬鹿がいた
總有些  只要哭一哭 就會乖乖讓我先上的白癡

運ばれて数時間 乗り継ぎがあるらしい
開了幾小時  聽說還有換下一班車
次の便は 夜が来たら 出るらしい
聽說下一班會在夜晚開出呢

あれ ここに無い でも こっちにも無い なんで乗車券が無い
咦  這裡末有  但 那裡也沒有  為什麼連
乗車券都不見了
予定外 見付からないまま 日が落ちる
意了之外  未找到時 日落了

あぁ ちょっと待ってくれ 俺もそれに乗せてくれ
喂 等等我呀 也讓我上車吧
おい そこの空席に 鞄 置いてんじゃねえ
喂 別把包包放在空位上呀

違う これじゃない これでもない 違う
不對 不是這張 也不是這張 不對
人間証明書が無い 予定外 俺が居ない
やばい 忍び込め

あぁ ちょっと待ってくれ やはりここで降ろしてくれ
喂 等等我 還是讓我在這裡下車吧
なぁ こんな人生は望んじゃいない 望んでたのは—・・・
這不是我所追求的人生了! 我追求的是…

あぁ 見逃してくれ 解らないまま乗ってたんだ
呀 求你讓我走吧   我是沒頭沒腦才坐上這巴士
俺一人 降ろす為 止まってくれる筈もねえ
但..你也沒理由因我一個人而要停下車的..

強く望む事が 欲しいと望んだよ
強烈的希望 我好想得到

夢の先なんて 見たくもないから
但達成後夢想的前方 我不想見到了

25天

my very last 25 days in Hong Kong .. the big things left are:
july 28 – aug 1 @ service
aug 3 @ send-off party
aug 7- aug 11 @ hokkaido no tobi with gor gor
then aug 15 , say bye

still troubled by all these “advanced standing’ examination
becoz obviously i dun really want to do any challenging academic work right now
but that’s quite determining on how-to-fit-in-the-54-credits
ai………so ma farn..and so many variables

my best combination would be:
Fall: Chem 1, Phy 1, East Asia History, Japanese 5
Spring: Math 2,  Phy 2, Japanese 6, Reasons of Wars
(which means I waived 2 science classes, done 2 HASS-D, and complete junior year japanese)

the worst would be:
Fall: Calculus 1, Chem 1, Phy 1, communications requirement
Spring: Calculus 2, Bio 1, Phy 2, HASS-D
(which means i can’t do any Japanese and only did one HASS-D)

so it’s clear now fi0ni
work ur ass off on bio ASE and calculus 1 ASE
it’s not hard, introductory calculus..you can do it ..
u just need a pass………….

Really enjoy plugging in my earphones in deep night
listening to Motoo Fujiwara…it is the most blissful moment ever
that’s what i do at the nights in LPC..in absolute noise-free room
with Fuji-kun accompaning me.. “心から話してみたい”
every word triggers a deep thought .

nameless

for the whole day..im stuck with a nameless negative emotion
nothing ‘feminine’ or got traumatized by anything
i’m troubled by this negative power which i couldn’t actually define

happy that
an overnight-sleep could always reset everything back to default
clear mind and mood again..

it a trouble can trouble you overnight and remind you mentally once u got up
then that’s really a problem to be solved

i dont know wht happened, it makes my mind ‘stagnant’
stop my mood to do anything (even watching tv), can’t interpret anything well
seems like nothing is processed by my brain for whole day, but only filled up with
nameless, intangible clogs…..