Author: impromptuz

細個時好怕玩賽車game 因為每次我都係 行錯方向 轉極都唔知點解 轉唔番去對的方向
最後開始見到對手迎面而黎 快我成個圈 我仲未找到方法 去轉番去岩既方向
就算映光幕頂係咁閃住 “Wrong Direction!” “Wrong Direction!”
而電腦控制既賽車就毫無難度咁 一架一架 咁過晒我頭
我只可以係咁徒勞地試 最後只可以click “Quit Game Yes/No? ”  “Yes”

感覺係 憤怒又無晒計  又唔係唔開心 但係無奈 問’點算好呢’ 都懶得問自己了

我要說的 就是這樣

grrrrrrrrrrrr 激死我 我唔明點解全班都知道要print 得我一個冇print
=_____= 我係咪有乜問題所以做野成日淨係做到8成
好manggg 呀 roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

(not my table though, sth similar..haha)

曾經最討厭的日子是星期一，現在變了星期三
星期三　有９點堂　兩份ＰＳＥＴs deadline 前夕
一星期中段 拖著疲乏的精神 捱到the middle of the busy week
走了一半 仲有一半

又累又要繼續做功課. 鳴

jeung ga hei, stop confusing urself la.
I tell myself you gotta wait
Don’t rush it, Don’t anticipate, take it slowly.
It’s okay. =)

Btw , the blog name “Don’t you know I’m so tired of it all” is nothing random
is actually from my fav song “If I Ever Feel Better” , the lyrics is just too great.

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I’ve been buried yet I’m still alive
It’s like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don’t try to deny
I’d better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can’t control
They say love ain’t nothing but a sore
I don’t even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don’t you know I’m so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won’t tell
Whatever it is it can’t be named
There’s a part of my world that’ s fading away
You know I don’t want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there’s much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I’m losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please…If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it’s all over I’ll let you know
Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I’m feeding the enemy
I’m in league with the foe
Blame me for what’s happening
I can’t try, I can’t try, I can’t try…
No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain’t over
I’ve tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I’ve watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after al
lSomeday all this mess will make me laugh
I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I can’t wait…
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it’s all over I’ll let you know
When it’s all over I’ll let you know
It’s like somebody took my place
I ain’t even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn’t know
There are things in my life I can’t control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don’t try to deny
I’d better learn to accept that
There’s a part of my life that will go away
Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I’ll come through I don’t know how

anyway 我真係爆憎超憎d人無禮貌 .\_/.

今天預告:憤怒 !! 超忙 !! 怒做功課但唔識做!! 唔駛訓!!!

可怕的星期三

《To My Beloved》 (別緊張, 請記住由頭睇到尾 hahahah)

最近…我發現我真係深深地愛上左你

其實已經唔係最近既事, 都已經好耐下啦…..

只不過, 我今日先有機會同你表白

我好希望比你知道我既心意……

我自從識左你之後, 每日唔見你幾粒鐘都唔安樂…

返學, 上堂, 放學都好掛住你

一有空閒, 甚至做野做到心無雜念, 我都一直想著你

我一直都好想…永永遠遠同你o係埋一齊

唔想有一分, 一秒同你分開

可惜事與願違……我地經常都唔可以見面

有時我地見面無耐, 又被逼分隔兩地…….

我覺得咁樣實在太痛苦, 直程係不能自拔….

但係, 我知道, 我無左你係唔得…….

你明白嗎?

有人同我講過, 我同你經常係埋一齊唔係好事

叫我早日抽離, 唔可以繼續咁樣落去…話咁樣會對我唔好

我覺得…..佢地對你有偏見……

我知道呢個世界上面, 除左我之外, 有好多人都好愛你

佢地都同我一樣, 每日都o係度爭取時間去見你….

但係點解偏偏…….我同你相處既時間係咁少..

今天下午(又) 到student center 的 shinkansen 日本菜快餐，因為全線員工都是說廣東話，到我是被叫了聲”靚女食野呀？” 實在陪感親切 XD 然後自己一人坐在一角看書看了個半小時．喜歡這裡，因為”自己一個人” / solitude is widely accepted, 大家都有自己的空間, 不會被白眼.

ei, Chem Pset 又係滿分添 XD

還有3天就19歲生日了，大慨未來三天都沒時間去寫blog，那現在概括地說說生日感受吧．
１９歲這年要做到的大綱就是－－－全力以赴，做到最好　（oh, TVB了) + 心想事成 (i.e. everything XD)
要改進的地方是 —- 懶惰, 求其ness, 社會時事