怒訓

由5點半怒訓到9點…
could take nap with reckless abandon is indeed a blessing
(especially when u usually sleep from 5:30am to 9pm!)
sleep is really the only possible time slot you could completely remove your worries
or pretend that the tsunami of homework would never never hit …
next week is just another typical MIT week, not the most gratifying workloads.
still, one mid-term , 2 PSETs, one paper. fair.

went to meet with Chishio today in the morning.
We walked arond MIT and have our usual chat
at a coffee shop right next to Harvard Square.
I really miss these exciting philosophical chats
which I still hvn’t had (or will not have) them in here.
it has elicited my hidden passion again to really express my thoughts …
(just that I can’t talk in sigma cosine pie theta..)

Harvard Square is such a nice place to work around.
found a very jeng 文具店..hope there would be a decent one like this near MIT…
want to buy so many things!!! photo album! notebooks! winter pants! jackets!
but ended up buying nothing but a book called ‘the meaning of life’ haahaaaaaa

Then met up with Shanshan Samuel and Max at Fire+Ice!!
(and a big bunch of Harvard and Dartmouth people)
so happy to meet up friends again overseas….=)

so after shower, i will dive into the sea before struggling to survive in the tsunami…

In The Midst of Serenity

For years I have described my life as sin curve..
now I would rather say it is a simple straight horizontal line
no ups and downs, nothing particularly excited about,
nor especially feel sad about.
何を専門にするかまだ決めてないから、いったい何のために勉強してるの?
未来が見えない。唯我讀芒乎?

once again i asked myself this stupid questiion..why the heck im @ MIT
im so out of place..duno how to talk in ways like..
“so u cancel out the theta.. then u either take log on both side……”
“for problem 3, on pset 4, i mean 3b), the locus of the…..”
“in here you use the __Law, im absolutely certain that you are wrong”
and i really feel that ppl talks in a way generally which i found offensive…sosad.

下一個目標就大慨是找工作了,
which im totally not ready / dun even hv this mindset yet
我仍未找到努力的理由/推動力/火
太懶了,毫不積極, 又凍又難又多野做又剩
nothing happens to me..and im making nothing happen.

“每個人都在走自己的路,搞自己的遊戲,設定自己的對和錯的標準.
一切都是少少的,個人的,我們的時代彷彿是個沒有標記的年代,
連叛逆的題目都找不到,因此我們退到小小的自我”

最近すごく寒くなってきた。。いやぁぁぁ

sat for 1.050 review session tonight……..man……
i duno wht to choose really..summary
Environmental Engineering— Challenging +remarkable but low GPA
Management–being despised on but high GPA with good job
Biology–challenging + high GPA + no job

must try item.

The Kawamura Fellowship is open to students at Harvard University and MIT. Each year, the Kawamura Fellowship invites up to four students, with keen interests in Japan and diverse academic and extra-curricular backgrounds, to visit Nagoya, Tokyo, and other parts of Japan for approximately five weeks during the summer.The approximate duration of the fellowship is from July 5, 2009 to August 8, 2009. The fellowship covers all transportation, accomodation, and related costs when in Japan, and offers a $1000 stipend to each Fellow, often used for travel in Asia after the end of the program.