Author: impromptuz

First day of class.

starting 2nd semester

1st class japanese class. back to japanese 4.. a bit unused to such a big class.
but its good to see some familiar faces, remember that there are daily grades
so i should really try my best to minimize mistakes, and especially sensei know im from 5.
do serious preparation each time.

then have 18.02A, its a surprisingly small class taught by a korean.
he speaks slowly so I could really get what’s going on.
and again its good to see some familar faces that I dun really have time to get touch with.

so if I really carry out  do-nothing-but-study after 9pm,
i guess i wont lose track.

going to have Physics from 3-5, now unload my notes in my room..
hope it gonna be fine lah..

bought US $61.99 for course notes today =___=”
even though I got all my textbooks for free..still cant avoid buying course readers nehhh

anyway la
keep in mind that its GPA term la, must do my best !

Cycle

while I am so prone to making mistakes.. I always try to avoid failures.
but wht’s sarcastic is that, the more I did preparation, the higher probability to do sth wrong.
maybe its not ability problem..its the fear that has hindered me to complete tasks smoothly

only if I could conquer the fear to look forward..maybe I would be a more successful person.

then School starts again, schedule is crazier than last term, wht’s more is that its finally a GPA term.
taking almost all science classes.. given almost all my hong kong upperclassmen are 5.0 ppl….
and i hv such bad emotional control… have to do 4 PSETs per week…
the schedule is so packed that i dun even know if I could go to office hour or not…….
have to wake up early for work, for class in such a cold weather……..

see, the game hasn’t started yet I am already so freaked out by all these possibiliies and pressure.

I guess, to face all these obstacles..
Work Hard , Work harder than anyone else, is the only solution.
for im not the smart ones..

I know I know I am always repeating myself , saying the same thing.
but its really important for me to keep my spirit high, and confidence, and motivation to work hard.

if not, im just a loser ..getting defeated by pressure so easily.

18.02, 18.03, 8.02, 7.014, 21f.504 …another 5 subjects.
I will play this game well.
I will do my best.

Hmmm

ahhh It is Saturday now and I got absolutely no plan,
I adjusted my alarm clock at 2:30pm..so I could kill half of the day by pure sleeping
but then I woke up at 10:00am …-_____________-”
Though a bit bored…it’s good to enjoy time in such a pressure-less and inner-peaceful mode
so in order to make myself sleepy again, gonna type random stuff hahaha

1. Reading the book “The Plague” by Albert Camus , the Nobel Prize winner who wrote “The Outsider”
Question: how can one manage not to lose time? Answer: experience it at its full length. Means: spend days in the dentist’s waiting room in an uncomfortable chair; listen to lectures in a language that one does not understand, …

2. Computer


my computer died , sometimes it revives but still it dies more than it revives. and my room stupidly lost its wireless connection.
so should I buy this with my intern salary and compensation? its US $949 at student prize…..hmmm I will think about it
and amazing that the shipping is within 24 hours…ging yeah

3. Before class starts………….
=___________= im still pretty unsure whether I could cope with this chiu full schedule or not…..=_=
anyway 生活就是鬥爭 ………………………………… please try my best and go to office hours !!!!!!!!!

4. Went to the bank, bought some college notebooks, got my transcript , ate at Kendall Food court.
originally planned to buy a heater today and maybe eat at mcdonald…dang…but its so cold out there
and my bed is so so warm o>_<o

Spring

gonna be extreme hardcore.
with 4 total different subs –bio, math x 2 , phy and japanese.
gonna deal with 4 PSETs per week.
gonna deal with 12 mid-terms.
classes ends at 5pm for 3/5 of the week…lonely and gloomy and cloudy

so

very important

保持心境開朗

and..min. have 6 hours of sleep……..thank you.