障礙

as a folded person for so many years
there are some form of communications i reallllly hate to do
my interpersonal skills are dying hahhahaha

1. talking on phone
i should say, im so weak at chatting on phone..
if u know me, i really hate talking on phone, because i dont know when to stop, who to say byebye first, i afraid deadair, i dont know how to generate topics and sentences in real-time, i always can’t hear clearly, and people always can’t hear what im saying, especially in english.  i just want to cut the phone ASAP.
so im pretty doomed if i need a telephone interview, because i will be freaked out already ..
so if i got a choice, i wont answer , and i really hate my ringtone.

2. face-to-face
my tolerence  VS face-to-face gatherings is e^-kt

3. dinner, shopping, walk on streets
these are pretty fine for me. i can pretend to eat, pretend to drink water, pretend to look at stuffs, pretend to check SMS, so i dont have to deal with one person with full attention.

0. unlike you, its such a pain for me to arrange stuffs in alphabetical order.

1. because i have to sing the ABC song to count from A-Z.

2. I got long hair …back in 1995

3. emoticons: =_+ @_@ =P , + ive explained and promoted “orz” to so many ppl, orz

4. i’m ambidextrous, which means, i can eat noodles + do HW at the same time.

5. i really hate people saying “wahh so red” when im blushed -_-

6. I collect movie/transportation/theme

parks/musical tickets since 2002

7. I actually play the cello

8. I hate talking on the phone, so much.

9. I started and finished all my uni apps in Tokyo.

a. best time in a day: shower, sleeping, eating, commuting

b. My retirement plan: visit a new country every year and learn the language. say join a 1-year language course.

c. i check emails for like 15 times per hour

d. and so do you.

e. follow HK time zone @ US, and follow US time zone @ HK

f. i always use “@” because im confused when to use “at” and “in”, i know its stupid ..”

eason

actually its pretty good to work at night
sleep from 6pm – 1am , the time period when everyone would probably try to annoy you
msn with you, ask you for this and that

then from 1am all the way 8:00am, its only you, with your books and your MP3s on
you got no one to play with, no one to blow water with
the only choice in the absolute silent room is to study, or surf the net until you are bored
and you will find out, you have fully utilized the time in the 8 hours
then you go to sleep again, then go to class at 12 nooon

hey i know it is absolutely abnormal , haha its indeed an option when i got much work to do

頹廢 在最深的夜
一個人獨處 我竟然會
愛上那感覺 安靜的很絕對
喝一口咖啡 繼續打幾頁
累了平躺我就睡 習慣了凌亂中被了解
桌面上厚厚的紙屑 我可以從裡面再寫出一個世界—
陳奕迅:煙味

interns

so crazy
i think sent my CV to like N companies, and registered online in N companies
hahahaah the possible consequence is that, they will blacklist me forever for my very fai CV now
including

dreams for 2009: C5 2M Hill (impossible for now), ERM , maun sell  ae com
(these three will be my dream interns , as a freshman, got replies from the latter 2)
give up at the last step: Citi  group and Deut  sche Bank
(because i guess i wont get it anyway why waste time to write those essays NOW?)
also just tried: CLP, hkma, EPD, belt collin s, Arup,  …etc..etc….

wednesday

just like towards MIT, I have this love-hate relationship with Wednesday.

middle of the week, half week passed, handed in Phy PSET and mastering physics by then

school finished at 4pm (which feel so much better than finishing at 5pm)

got work from 9am – 12 noon, true that it such a pain to wake up at 8:30am suddenly
(coz usually got class at 12noon ..) but at least i really got something to do
and earning US $30 per week, (which is enough for all my dinners at least..)

but then wht’s right ahead is 3 PSETs due, 2 more sleepless angry nights to go
then my happy friday night will come hehe

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good news: finally done with my SSN !! =__=” hahaha i can get US $210  at once hoho in 2 weeks
i really dont know why random strangers will ALWAYS initiate chats with me
(even im reading my 18oh3 pset and with my ipod on)
its happened so many times already,not only on that UA plane, but EVERYTIME i went to casino
well anyway…….

was on my ipod and found these few lines of lyrics quite inspiring, song by eason
往前吧谁甘愿
被钉在这定点
做个梦我想应该会好一点
快乐点总该往前
但请问前面在哪一边

吃好些我想应该会好一点
睡好些我想应该会好一点
你站在这一面心在哪一边

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so far i’ve got 40/40 for phy pset 1, 32/32 for math pset 1,
50/50 for cal pset, and 14/15 for bio pset
keep this up!!!!!
(….then grey jor found out one super long phy pset is only 0.47% of the whole thing)

UK

seeing “friends” ‘ life in the UK
makes me feel fortunate that I didnt choose imperial/UCL , or end up living in UK

maybe im generalizing but  90% of my friends in UK (not you , gabby ;p)
are so obsessed with parties and stuffs…. if i really hv to put myself into those cliques
i would rather die (quotequote: live free, or die.)

and im happy that i chose to study here but not p or p or c
coz the hk community here is not big , so like i wont really go around with hk ppl
(umm though there is still an asian clique…= =)

hahha so am i saying that, im happy coz im a freeman without belonging to any parties/friend circles? :p ha-ha-ha

anyway bought ticket home la!!!!!!!!!!

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh